“ Fuck shane! Look who’s here!” I was startled of Alice shocked voice as she speaks, I turned and I found her looking right into my eyes! I looked back not believing what I am seeing, who I am looking at! She was standing right in front of me, gorgeous as always!

She started walking in my direction, I couldn’t move a thing in my body, I felt paralyzed as hell.

When she was closer, she walked right passed me, she stood behind me

“hi girls” I heard her talking to the girls completely ignoring me!

Still in a daze I turned around watching her speak, move I’ve missed her! I missed every little detail about her! I want her. I m not giving up, I AM GONNA GET HER BACK!

she hugged everyone, even tasha after getting introduced to her by alice, I was waiting for my hug but nothing guess I don’t deserve it after what I did to her

I turned facing the girls and standing right next to her “ hey Carmen” I was hoping for a response but nothing she just ignored me!

“so what’s up girls? How did all of this happened?”

Alice of course spoke for us as always “ actually we don’t know, but after the investigation it turned out that she committed suicide” Alice noticed the shocked expression Carmen was showing “ weird right? But anyways let’s stop talking about this! Tell me, how are you doing? Tell me everything”

Carmen laughed “ well… I m actually doing good, I own now my personal recording studio, so yeah I m doing great!”

“what about the girls huh ? hahaha” Alice noticed the stared she had from all of us and shut up, Carmen didn’t seem to care

“well…” carmen stopped for a second trying to create suspense when she saw everyone waiting  for her answer the continued “ actually there is one girl! She is in New York now, she is a fashion designer and she is amazing! I’m just completely in love with her”

I couldn’t believe what she said, neither did the girls apparently! All eyes were on me trying to see my reaction but I was too shocked too hurt to show any reaction! I just turned and walked out! Bette came running after me

“hey Shane! Wait” I couldn’t stop, I didn’t wanna stop, I just wanted to get out but Bette grabbed my hand turning me to face her

“are you okay? Where are you going?”

“I don’t know! All I know is that I need a drink” I answered trying to free my hand but couldn’t

“wait I m coming with you” she said

“NO! I wanna be alone! Please bette, just leave me alone”

I yanked my handed and walked over to the jeep I turned the engine on I just speed up to release my pain! I was racing to get to “THE HIT” helena’s club.

When i got there I ordered a jin and kept ordering the same until I was knocked out