Previously:-

——————–Bette—————-

What am I doing, what am I doing, whatthefuckamidoing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can’t tell what made me do it but in kissing her I suddenly awoke something that I should probably have left dormant.

I pulled back to see Tina with her eyes shut and her mouth opening and closing and realised that I needed to say something.

“Tina I am so sorry. Cooper left and I am so unsettled out here I haven’t really found my footing yet and you were so nice when I have just been a bitch. I should never have done that. And you can be sure it will not happen again.”

As I finished she opened her eyes I could have sworn I saw pain in them but it was gone before I could be sure.

“Sure Bette whatever. See you around then.”

————————Tina————————

How could I have even thought for a second it would be that easy? And why did I want it to be I mean it’s not like we are going to get married and live happily ever after even if something did happen.

So then why did it hurt so much to say it was a mistake a build up of other emotions not just because she wanted to kiss me. As I started to walk away I realised I was losing control over the situation and I needed to get it back. I needed Bette to want me and for that to happen I needed to get her to spend some time with me.

(Yeah Tina that’s why you want her to spend time with you)

I composed myself before turning to talk to her one last time.

“Bette, Alice and I are going to have a poker night tonight, Al said you would never be up for it. Can I tell her I made you cum?”

The sharp intake of breath let me know her mind had picked up on the double meaning of that sentence.

“Um… Sure… I mean, well right yes I will come. NO I mean I will be there. Do I need to bring anything?”

“No Bette I have it all covered see at my suite at eight.”