And so I leave her house, without looking back And I start to cry I never cried so hard in my life than I am right now

I had the worse evening and the worse night of sleep in my entire life

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THE NEXT MORNING – 9 : 00 AM

Aaahhh! I’ve never slept this bad The only time that I had this less sleep was the night before I decided to come back That and the night before my finals in journalismMy brain didn’t shut off last night, not a chance My eyes are wide open, lying in bed and I’m staring at the ceiling

Was it worth it? Beats the ***** out of me I don’t know Will she ever take me back? I don’t know Will she leave this girl to come back and face something new? I don’t know A lot of unanswered questions Too many

Am I demanding too much of her? Am I acting in a selfish way about this? Will she realize that I would do anything for her? Have I caused her too much pain already? Will she walk away from me? Or maybe not?

I get out of my bed Hummm I wonder if Alice is working today

I pick up the phone and dial Alice’s phone number

” Hello?”

” Hi! Alice it’s me Was I bothering you?”

” No, not at all What can I do for you?”

” Alice, I was wondering if you were working at all today. If you were available for coffee or something I really need to vent a little bit And I need to ask your advice on this whole shabang”

” But of course! I’ll be glad to help you has much as I can! Where do you want to meet? And what time?”

” You decide Alice, but one thing sure I don’t want to go at the Planet if it’s too busy”

” No, not a chance, huh-huh The Planet at this time of the week! Will not be busy at all Plus we could go around Let’s say 1:30 pm? We could grab lunch at the same time? What do you say?”