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“Anyway… I didn’t want them to interrupt us and to be honest with you… I wasn’t trusting myself enough to be alone in that hotel room with you” Tina’s smile disappeared, she didn’t know how to interpret those last words. Bette closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath before resuming her speech.
“Julia came over today… she took the remaining of her stuff and… well let’s just say she looked beaten to say the least…” Bette sounded extremely sad and beaten herself.
“And I… I mean I love her… I just don’t think I was ever in love with her, and I know that she was a big girl and knew what she was getting into and bla bla bla… but still it’s not so simple and it’s not easy at all… to break someone’s heart you know” At that moment Bette felt Tina’s hand on hers.
“I know I said I would be quiet… but Bette I understand how you feel and that is never easy to go through that situation” Tina was desperately trying to make eye contact with Bette, she felt she was loosing her.
“I know and after she left I started thinking… about everything that has happened between us… and about many other things and… I just need a little time to think about all this and to process everything… I’m a bit overwhelmed at the moment” Now Tina was really worried.
“Bette… look at me” She demanded and the brunette complied, although she knew what the implications of eye contact would be.
“What do you need? What do you need me to do to prove you that you don’t have to worry and fear and…” But before she could continue Bette interrupted her.
“That’s the thing T… I don’t need you to do anything… but it’s me who needs time to just be with myself? To try and understand why I do… the things I do?… just…” Bette made a much needed pause and Tina understood that she shouldn’t interrupt again. It was hard enough for Bette to express her feelings and to open up, the last thing she should do was push her.
“I need time… I need time to be with you… I’ve waited all my adult life for this to happen… for you to come here and tell me all these things you’ve said so far… and I’m afraid that I’ll spoil it… that we’ll just fuck it up and I need time… I need time to be with you, I don’t know how else to explain it really”
“So… you want me to go back to New York?” Tina was as confused as it gets.
“Look I need time to be with me in order to try and be with you… I need to process things and to understand some others so we can be us” Bette looked like she was about to cry. Tina was still a bit lost in Bette’s words.
“T, I love you… I’ve always had and you know that better than anyone so trust me, there’s no one else on the face of this earth I want to be with… but right now I don’t want to screw our last chance at being happy together… and for that I need some time, and if you have to go to New York then go ahead… I’ll find you… and I’ll ask you out on a date… and we’ll take it from there” Tina was on the verge of shedding a tear.
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Wow just when they were getting so close another hurdle and tho I have many things to say I will just follow Tina’s lead and be quiet
I understand Bette but there’s a little part of me that want to smack her silly. Things are never easy, huh? Oh well. I’ll wait. Thanks for the post!
Well Bette needs to be slapped by Alice upside the head.. in the words of what I am sure Alice would have said “what the friggin Frack”.Great story … but lets get these two tgether soon… too many years have passed already :-)..Great story thanks !!!!
Wow. That’s so hard. My heart broke a little for them both. In some ways, I’m mad at Tina for being a chicken before and not owning up to her feelings, because if she had then there wouldn’t be all this pain for everyone involved. Great story, anne!
ike Bette said She has love Tina all her adult life,and she doesnt want to mess it upnow.
This is so sad, Bette and Tina can seem to be in the same place, same page, same anything at this point in time.
i’m with u bombastic!!! plz continue soon.
Those were some beautiful words yet a sad moment between Bette and Tina. And now words on a much previous chapter, they should have continued that kiss, the food was ready but it was nt going to burn.
I think Bette is right. She can’t just jump out of one relationship into another. She needs to get her head on straight first. Tina said she’d wait forever for her so I’m sure she’ll be there when Bette is ready.
It’s totally understandable that Bette needs time she can’t just blow up her own wedding and then go away with Tina as if nothing ever happened. Even if it was only the second best for Bette it wasn’t just a warm body. Tina will have to understand that. Great chapter. Hope to hear more soon.
Another excellent update. Anne83, this is a wonderful story. Thank you for this. Can’t wait to see what happens. It’s one thing after another for them isn’t. Thank you again.
Great Update!!!! Thanks PPS
This is sad, Bette need Tina there with her and work thing out.