Shane sits on the steps of the front porch, reflecting on her day. Touching Harper, being so close to her, fighting the urge to kiss her. ‘I’m not even sure that she likes me like that. I’m probably not her type. Look at Dana and Alice, we’re not exactly alike. Maybe she’s too much like me? *****, I don’t know. Why do I even care? Is is because she doesn’t show interest that I’m interested? Yea, you wish! If it were that simple my stomach wouldn’t feel all weird when I think about her.’ Shane pulls a cigarette from her bag. She stretches out on the step and lights up. She takes a deep drag and leans back, resting her head on the railing.

With her eyes closed, lost in thought Shane has not noticed Carmen park in front of the house.

Carmen approaches the front steps with a smile on her face staring at Shane. “Check you out! You look all beachy!” Carmen joins Shane on the steps.

Shane opens her eyes and sits up, “Hey!”

“What’s with the new look?” Carmen eyes her bare legs.

“I went surfing today.” Shane smiles.

“Get out!” Carmen can’t picture it.

“Seriously! I went with Tina.”

“Oh right, she had that field trip. You went?” Carmen is surprised Shane volunteered.

“Yeah I did and it was really cool.” Shane feels a little uneasy admitting that.

“I’m sure it didn’t hurt that Harper was involved.” Carmen gives Shane a ribbing smile. “I’ve got to meet this girl so I can see what everyone’s talking about.”

“You’ll like her, she’s really cool. And nice.”

“And really hot from what I hear.” Carmen eyes Shane for a reaction.

“Yeah, I guess.”

“Can I give you a little advice Shane?” Carmen waits for an answer. Shane just looks up at her through her messy hair. “Don’t blow it this time! If this girl is as special as everyone says and you like her. Which I think you honestly do, just… I don’t know… just be you. The real you, not the Shane who shuts people out. Really get to know her and let her really get to know you. You might just be surprised. And you might find out that it’s not so bad being happy.” Carmen pats Shane’s knee and stands up.

Shane watches her walk into the house.

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