Because I know that you let me do things to you that you dont usually allow, and the idea that people would find out terrifies you, Shane opened her mouth to protest, which was silenced by Carmens finger held to her lips as she continued, and I know that you are ways with me in this room that you arent anywhere else. I know thats sacred to you and I want you to know that its sacred to me too.

Shane sighed, as she learned early in the relationship that hiding things from Carmen was like trying to deny drug possession when the cop was holding your bullet in his hand. Some things Carmen just seemed to know.

If it had been anyone but Carmen, Shane thought. She found herself using that phrase a lot lately. If it had been anyone but Carmen, they wouldnt encourage her to reveal so much of herself, give herself over, surrender. If it had been anyone but Carmen, they wouldnt notice her little idiosyncrasies. Most anyone, she could hide from.

But not Carmen. No, Carmen kept her on her toes. She removed herself from the counter and from Carmen and walked to the bed they shared.

This wouldnt happen to have anything to do with a certain Ancient conqueror, would it?

Carmen shrugged and continued to remove her makeup. I just want you to know that anyhesitation you might have is unwarranted. Even if you asked me to do something I wasnt ready for, expressed some…forbidden desire… She tossed a look at Shane, …I still wouldnt spill it to the presses. She said as she exited the bathroom and turned to face the dresser, removing her earrings. S

hane sat in silence on the bed, processing her thoughts for a few moments. Carmen was down to a tanktop and panties before she finished and spoke.

What makes you think that theyre the reason Im hesitant?

Carmen turned and slid into bed, pressing her lips against Shanes ear

Your alluring and concealing nature She whispered, sliding her hand along the crotch of Shanes track pants.

For once, Shane rebuffed the advance, brushing the hand away.

Im serious Carmen nodded, sat back against the headboard, and looked at Shane.