– It’s too soon, remember? I can’t bring her to know you guys, you are like my family…no, you ARE my family and that would be just like a giant step…I can’t just bring her and then tell her that I want to take things slower – Shane smiled softly

– Well, then if you want to stay for lunch, you know you’re welcome – she said as she stood up and walked towards the kitchen

– Yeah great thanks, just im going to call her, and talk to her and I’ll be back around 6 ok? – Shane didn’t wait for an answer, just made her way to the door and then to her car. Inside her car Shane pulled out her iphone and dialed Carmen’s number

– Hey C, uhm, is Shane, im going to stop by, I’ll be there like in 10 min. –

– Uhm sure – the concerned voice of Carmen spoke trough the receiver

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– Hey – Carmen greeted at Shane when she opened the door

– Hey – Shane smiled and pecked Carmen on the lips. Carmen was wearing a green tank top tight on the right places and short denim shorts. Shane was wearing a white long sleeve

– Look I wanna talk to you –

– I knew it…I knew this was too good to be truth – Carmen said and shocked her head in frustration

– no, no, no…look sit ok? – she walked with Carmen to the living room and took a seat next to her – Carmen, I really enjoy the time I spend with you, and I really like you, man how wouldn’t like you if you’re so fucking hot I mean I think that even blind people found you fucking gorgeous…but I’m really fucked up when it takes to relationships stuff…and I’ve been doing a lot of thoughts about it and I think we should slow down, you know get to know each other better before turn this into a real relationship – Shane grabbed Carmen’s hand and looked at her deeply on her eyes