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    Sun Salutations: Chapter 24

    Story written on November 7, 2005 by greentea.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=57511
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    Lessons Learned.

    Previously:

    My Dearest Tina,

    It’s 3:29 AM. on the east coast, and thoughts of you won’t allow me to sleep. I’ve decided to take a little time to renew myself.  Isn’t that what you prescribe for the tired mind, body and soul?  Renewal. You would be proud of me.  Well, at least if you weren’t angry with me, you’d be proud of me. I understand your anger because I feel it too.  I’m so upset with myself Tina. But I digress.  I’m not sure if I’ll mail this, or give it to you in person, or perhaps even throw it away.  I just have to get these thoughts out of my head.  Jesus T, I never thought I would love again, yet, here you are.  You are absolutely incredible.  I’ve given up trying to figure it out.  I now realize that I am so deeply entranced by everything you are and have no choice but to accept that. 

    You move me.  You move the heavy, awkward and unattractive parts of me that I hide from myself.  You lovingly show me to myself and kiss me deeply in front of me, so I can watch.  You embrace my mind, soothe my spirit and wreak havoc on my body.  Mercilessly.  All while caressing my heart and placing tender kisses along the depths of my restless soul. You still me as I quiver in anticipation of your touch.  You stroke my self confidence until it’s excited, swollen and glistening. I throb for you.   You love me in every mood imaginable: angry, jealous, boastful, unlikable, insensitive, and my personal favorite – happy. All of my senses break into a cold sweat as they race for your attention.  I attempt to match the rhythm you’ve set with your optimism.  Sometimes I’m unable to keep up and you wait for me .Patiently.  My doubt and worry experience a painful cramp as the warmth of your smile provides me with endless mind-blowing pleasure.  You fill me with empowering thoughts, balance and resolve.  The overflow of goodness escapes and slowly drips out of me. You capture this and swallow it slowly.  I hold on to you tightly causing bright passionate marks to appear from the imprints of my hands.  I shudder at the thought of you loving me.  I convulse violently at the thought of you making love to me .  I come for you.  Repeatedly.  And  when I think I can’t come anymore because you’ve already drawn everything out of me, I come because I’m unable to stop. It feels divine and there’s nothing else on earth like it. You lull me to sleep and awaken me with your love all over again.  I flinch at the sensitivity you’ve catalyzed within me.  My breath quickens and halts momentarily.  You revive me and I breathe better.

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    3. of all the damn places on earth to take a vacation she runs into the ex that never got over her, while in paradise!! dang. well it’s good to see that our bitching and moaning does not change the direction of your story sweetie. that is fine by me, because your instincts are impeccable! so as I’ve said before, do your thing baby!

    4. oh baby, i’m just too speechless to comment…bette totally f***ed up her relationship with tina…damn, i guess it was a right decision to buy xanax, at least i don’t have to run anxious circles in my lonely apartment looking for something sharp to hit my head on so the pain i feel from reading would disappear…i hope tina won’t turn back to carmen and bette will make it just in time to take that horseback riding together, maybe riding towards sunset, i mean what could be better than watching sunset with a sun goddess? nothing in my book…amazing how tina and carmen relatisnip resembled tina and bette, only i think T&B’s was better because they both were able to say I love you to each other…you know, after a grand and wonderful mix of xanax, vodka, green tea and chocolate (chocolate of course wasn’t in the mix but served as taste enhancer), i decided that i’ll stop jumping to conclusions and will enjoy the story and trust you that you’ll bring B&T together…they did need some time alone, they had it, so now it’s time to learn from mistakes…and i hope carmen keeps her hands to herself, if tina is her favorite mistake, she better stop repeating it and move on with someone else…also, was gonna tell you that reading your comments is as entertaining as the story (the poetry to one special person was beautiful) ;) anyway, i think i totally can fell the effects of the mix i made and it’s not good, i guess i put too much vodka in it…ok, i’m going to re-read you story, i think…oh, and thanks for making it all clear, helena can live with her dreams because she and bette ain’t gonna happen

    5. OMG…please let Bette get there soon. albeez..sweetie…my gin and tonic..need it after reading greenie. Greenie…I do love your story and please don’t leave us for very long..we are such addicts. ; )

    6. fergz – just hanging out. greenie has given us alot to think about hasnt she? i will get you your gin and tonic if you will give me my piece of ass (2 shots of it please and 2 cosmos) can you get me that order?

    7. Interesting development, even though I’m not liking either Bette or Tina at the moment (I mean this in a good way since you know I enjoy this story)….I’m seeing many twists and turns ahead… do we like who they’ve become in the end?

    8. Ahhh, yes, a sigh of contentment. Greentea, do you realize how much joy I get from reading your story?? Multiply the (sugar)high you get from a bag of skittles by ten! That is how truly entertained I am.Oh, and Chile was excellent. The loss of feeling was from the 14 hour flight and 7 hour train ride. But I’d do it again in a heartbeat! My friend’s parents live in Chile, so we’ll definitely go back, and this time we’re going to hop over the Andes into Argentina and check it out.

    9. So interesting to watch B&T go through their own stuff away from each other; too bad they couldn’t climb inside each other’s heads……..ah, you could probably find a way for them to do that. Didn’t expect Carmen to reappear in this context but then again, I try to not ‘expect’ anything when I read you. I told you I was along for the ride and I am. So far, it’s been pretty amazing. I just totally love the way you’re weaving this story. And the interaction between Tina and Carmen, as past lovers resolving the pain aa well as Tina’s self realizations…awesome. I do find as I read you that I would love to be sipping a martini with you, discussing the finer points of writing and life. From the looks of the other comments – I might have to wait in line. Vodka or Gin, t? Gramercy Tavern?

    11. Another great chapter. I love Tina’s approach towards everyday life- it’s such a different philosophy. You’re keeping me motivated to continue with my Yoga class!

    12. Well, Greentea, I must be honest. I am having trouble gathering my thoughts regarding this chapter. It seems pretty straight forward and I don’t think I have anything to say that I have not already said. Somehow, I was able to anticipate the resurgence of Carmen, as such I was not surprised. I think that it’s positive that Bette is being reflective and spending time alone. I hope Tina does not get caught up in the liberal vaginal gifts that Carmen wants to provide. I hope Tina reflects on her wants and needs as well prior to making her next love life move.It was pretty cool that Bette finally stood up for Tina and told Helena to lay off. Until the next chapter……

    13. Wow babe .. I have been reading some of your comments ?! Such “passion” you inspire ! I think I am reading a different story here !! lol …. I only see the subtle intricacies that keep me very interested in the emotion interplay. Always a pleasure, thank you.

    14. I have to totally agree with phantomframe – I totally love this f…… story. You continually blow my mind and I love it. And in all honesty, your words at times hit home and have truly made me stop and reevaluate things … ugh, just thanks and PLS next chapter SOOOOOON!

    17. Sorry for arriving late, greentea. My computer decided to act up. I’m really happy catching up though. :) Wow Bette really is an asshole. LOL If Carmen wants to make Tina happy, she should help Bette grovel and look good. Hehe Even though this is excruciatingly painful for both B&T, they are learning new things about themselves and each other. Hopefully they can use these things to come back together new, improved, and stronger than ever.

    20. “It was just my intention not to become so involved where I couldn’t walk away if the right woman ca…” Tina stopped mid-sentence and looked down at her lap.” Damn, that’s cold, Greentea! …back to the story…

    21. Hey Green!! As always happy to see you post love you and your writing! Hopefully Bette will get there in time to stop Carmen from praying on our so depressed sun goddess. Anyway keep up the excellent writing i will be waiting on pins and needles for your next chapter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    22. I can honestly say that this story can evoke a multitude of strong emotions from me. I have to exhale…and try to get my heartrate under control. At every turn, outside forces are threatening this fragile, yet deeply rooted relationship. But you do this so well, so eloquently, so thoroughly….it’s always pure and thoughtful…and quite simply…A work of undeniable genius. So, thank you again, for sharing your incredible gift.

    25. baby i went to one of the most still places i can think of, comfort enough. *sigh*sweetie. tina has been trying, mind you with rose colored glasses on. but trying. bette, dear bette. you would think that when youve been that hurt you would never do that to another. silly we are at times. glad that tina didnt let bette back. she needs a dose of “what if.”who knows maybe they might understand it just might not be for them. cant believe i said that, but they have some trust issues big time. but since this is ff, bette better pull her head out, go to cabo, mark her territory and tina better keep it in her fucking pants. carmen, get that slut the hell away from my dear tina. this is me telling my angel what i really think *wink*, as requested. i heart you baby, i love your writing and the emotions it invokes in me. gets me a thinking. and its all good. *big assed smile*i was at home, when you came by with the green tea, honey. but i was brought to my knees and was unable to move, my mouth was clamped shut thinking, shes here? what is wrong with me, sweat poping out all over my body, whirlybirds in front of my eyes, needing to move or speak. but i cant speak. it was the worst possible senario. my hopes on my doorstep and me unable to do a thing???? argh!!!

    26. I like the sorta self-fulfilling prophecy and how unsettled and sick it made Tina feel for a minute there.I was JUST about to say that Tina the player got p*wnd and then this last page and the kiss with Carmen *throws arms up in exasperation and walks out* DAMMIT!!!

    27. “Here you come again. Looking better than a body has a right to” You have no idea……. I am not just a fan anymore I am now your own personal groupie ;-) So to whom and where should I address the package containing my linen thong? Now that I have succesfully altered the intent of this site I can only get rid of the sultry smirk that has made its way to my face by letting you know that your doing a great job of giving your characters soul, bringing all elements full circle, an act that many on this site fall short of doing. *shine bright*

    28. What a charming journey for all. It seems that Carman is the only one get what she wants. Bette is so lost but maybe she will find her way to Cobo Maybe???

    30. Still loving the story. I’m hurting for both B and T, but more so T. I only hope Tina doesn’t rush into anything with Carmen…even though I don’t get that vibe that she will…I’m just wary of Carmen’s hell bent interest.Bette needs to board a plane and get her little butt to Cabo and try to right her wrongs.

    31. A first class ticket to hell! Now that was really something. I guess Tina told Bette! Greenie, this story is so well thought out, so convincing, I sometimes forget that it is just fan fic. The discussions between Carmen and Tina were so damn perfect, allowing us to see exactly what Tina is going through by way of hearing what she put Carmen through. Tina has done alot of growing up in this story, I wish I could say the same for Bette. Now on to something silly; you know I’ve never had skittles? I somehow feel deprived and am wondering if I have to go buy some during lunch today. But then again I’m on a diet so perhaps I should wait. Decisions, decisons. Right now I’m feeling very discombobulated! :-) Did you run in the NYC marathon this weekend?

    33. You know what’s funny…I had sushi on my mind as well..we could meet at the place down the street that serves the greentea with berries ouh ahhh yummm..but for a long meal a more intimate setting is necessary..fondue is my favorite..the multiple courses and variety from creamy cheeses to coq au vin..apples to lobster..oh what fun I’m thinking an early dinner would be more appropriate what does beautiful think?

    35. Your saving grace is that you are so generous to us with such a multi page post;…normally we are strung along left to float aimlessly in the middle of the ocean waiting for a line…you at least give us lunch and dinner….Ok, not all is lost, Bette now has her head out of her ass and will pull out all the stops to get to cabo and soon…(can’t wait for the ass kissing when they get back together) There is no way your B/T can’t get back, even though it will be on much different terms..Ha what are the chances of Carmen being there…ha well your writing this so I guess they are good…Tina will not be able to deny her love for bette, which is about the only thing in favor of bette…God how I hate helena, ya and a dream at that…I knew it although I didn’t see the dream sequence coming..I’m still here on the edge of my seat knowing that you can take us either way….but you like us right??? and you like B/T right??? and love in mexico…hmmmm…post soon pls

    36. Glad you found time to post, I have been waiting. Tina has a right to react this way and I am glad she did not bend over backwords when Bette called. Don’t let her mess around with carmen though, that would be realy bad…Bette has some sucking up to do so she should get to it. Thanks a bunch for the post and don’t keep me waiting to long.

    38. Alright, alright…if you claim no responsibility, then I’ll have to agree that, yes, B&T must hurry along and figure things out. Wait! You’re the author…that makes you God(dess) of this little universe. Hmph… p.s. The description of how Bette consumed/savored/swallowed the morning was quite lovely. Kudos!

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