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    The Addiction

    Story written on February 15, 2009 by Alchemy10.
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    Chapter One: Admission. Bette owns up and admits something’s wrong.

     

    “Probably not.” I answer my own question. Philistine, I scoff inwardly. “Anyway, I.. I met someone there.” My voice trails off. The mere thought of her rendering me momentarily speechless. A familiar stirring inside my tummy causes me to bite my lower lip. God, those butterflies in the stomach? They tickle.

     

    Focus Porter, I remind myself.

     

    “I was addicted to sex. Well, I still am in a way.” I veered off in another direction entirely. I can see him tilting his head to the side, probably trying to see where I’m going with this. You’ll know soon enough buddy. Just wait. “But now, I’m mostly just addicted to another person – that someone I met at the artist dinner.” I couldn’t help the wistful smile that graced my lips. “Her name’s Tina. Tina Kennard.” I am well aware of how my voice changed when I say her name. Try as I might, I can’t stop it from going airy and light. “She’s a development executive in Alphaville.” I say proudly.

     

    “And I.. um.. I sorta feel this intense craving for her. And most of the time its non-sexual.” I mumble almost embarrassingly, as if it was a sin to feel that way. Well, it was right? That’s why I’m here. “And I must admit that I’m scared. Cause this thing I feel for her? Its all foreign, its all new. And I can’t handle it. Nope. I can’t.” I shake my head to the side. “I prided myself as someone who was always in control of her life. When I want something, I’ll get it. When I want to do something, I’ll do it. Consequences be damned. But,” I sigh loudly. “It’s not that way when I’m with her. When we’re together, I always feel powerless, I feel bare, I feel exposed. Like I’m not in control of anything at all.” I look at my companion again, trying to see if he was following me. He gave me another encouraging nod, prodding me to go on. So I did.

     

    “I was never a worrier. But now, I find myself second guessing my every action.. even going as far as filtering my words. If I do this, will she like it? If I take her there, would she enjoy herself? If I hold her hand, will she be okay with it? If I say this, will it make her uncomfortable? Little things like that. I worry about the littlest things now. And it was never like this before – with any of the girls I’ve ever dated. Nope, it’s just with her.”

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    2. Alchemy I am new to your writing but I highly enjoyed it.I had a suspicion that she wasn’t talking to a therapist.I don’t think they would let her ramble on.I can’t wait to read the rest.

    4. I was absolutely thrilled to see a new post by you! I just discovered your last story a couple of weeks ago and I’m hopelessly addicted. LMAO. I’m looking forward to this little story as well. I bought the therapist thing hook, line and sinker. Guess I’m a little bit of a failure in the “trained observer” department. I was going to PM you but I’ll make my plea here…any possibility of a sequel to “Just the Girl”? Aww come on you know you want to…PPS.

    9. Oh wow, that was hilarious. The fact that Bette Porter is admitting to anything is one thing but to Dan the dog, that was funny. She does have it really bad for Tina. Oh well, I will admit to my addiction, I pattifloatn am addicted to Tibette.

    10. ROTFLMFAO!!!! Awww Poor Bette..the love bug has bitten her and now there’s no cure how much ever she tries to find it. Just accept it Bette. Acknowledge, Understand and Accept that you are in loveee with the blonde named TK :) *giggles* Dan is the best..so sweet of him to sit patiently and listen to Bette’s troubles when he could be taking a nap or something :P hahahaThanks Alch..this was an amazing idea, please continue soon.

    11. You had me dying, that was great. Good to see you back, although I thought you would have taken a longer break, but I guess you can’t stop inspiration where or whenever it hits you. I swear you should be writing movies or something. Love it. Thank you. Have a great day.

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