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The ASP: Chapter Nine
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Tears had started to roll down Alexandra’s cheeks, too. Tina tried to brush them away but they simply came too quickly.
“I don’t know if you will EVER be able to forgive me Tina, but I want you to know that I will NEVER stop loving you; and there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t regret causing you pain.”
Alexandra reached out and took Tina’s hands in her own.
“I have a confession to make. For the first two weeks after you left Shaolin I went up to your office every morning before any of the staff arrived. I would simply sit in your chair at your desk and touch all the items you had left behind. I swore I could sense your presence. I just had to be close to you. To share the same space you did. It’s crazy, I know…but I just had to FEEL you. I think I owe you a couple of boxes of Kleenex by the way.”
Tina smiled and shared the intimate moment with Alexandra.
“Alexandra, it’s not remotely crazy. If I had been left behind, I would have been tempted to do the exact same thing. But why haven’t you called me? I told you we could talk once a week.”
“Tina, I knew for certain I would never have a chance at winning your heart back if I contacted you the first time. I wouldn’t have been able to follow the rules and limit myself to once a week. When you ran into my arms this evening, a part of me was afraid to grab a hold of you because I didn’t want to feel the pain of letting you go again. I am working so hard to change, baby; to really feel like I deserve to have you in my life again. I started seeing a counselor. You see I want answers too. I want to know why I cheat. What possesses me to act in such a cavalier manner? What led me to hurt the woman I cherish?”
Tina never expected she would hear these words from Alexandra. She almost had to pinch herself to provide validation that the moment was real.
“Alexandra, I’ll be straightforward. For the first time, in a really long time, I actually believe what you are telling me. But I still don’t trust you. A month isn’t long enough to completely turn your life around. It’s going to take much more mending for my broken heart to even consider the possibility of a true reconciliation with you. I can’t help but be suspicious and I don’t think you have the right to begrudge me that.”
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Hot…very nice! I like Alex and tonight she made T very happy! PPS
That was very hot and sweet. Tina seems a bit alpha at times there. She’ll be ready to deal with the pther alpha on her life after this night.
Hot!!!!… I like Alexandra…I believe she really loves Tina.
I’m still not a fan of Alex. I like that Tina is questioning whether or not she is in love with Alex and if they can have a long term relationship. It gives me hope for….yes, I’m a Bette fan…please don’t make her a bad add Alpha nor a whipped beta…thanks for posting.
I meant bad ass alpha, not bad add alpha. : ) Still loving Tina.
Too hot and intense. Outstanding NC-17. You can feel their lust and love. How could anyone rate this w/only 4 stars???
Wow, East! Extremely sexy chapter, but also tender and sweet. Love the way you write Tina. I also like your Alex and am interested to see where you take their relationship.
that was very well written. thanks for the update… i actually didn’t expect one today since we had two yesterday. but am not complaining :)
Evem during the love making Tina was wondering if she was in love with Alex’s. Yet thanks to Alex she will be ready to do batle with Helena. Funny what some love making will make you stronger. thanks
Omg, the remorse Tina is gonna have….Yikes, well or maybe not. Should couldn’t be help, desperation makes us to strange things…tks for the post!!!!
Wow! Hot? Yes! Can’t wait for her face to face w/Hel. This should really fire her up!
At least they made each other happy tonight. I do believe Alexandra is very remorseful but will it last. Tina still cares vry much for her but as she questions herself, is she in love with Alex. Time will tell. I would love for Alexandra to get ahold of Helena if she makes a pass at Tina again. It would take several very strong people to get her off Helena. I’d also like to know if Helena had someone investigate Tina or someone else. Bring on the next part of the NC-17, I know it isn’t over yet. Great chapter. PPS
another great chapter! i do actually like Alex but alas…she’s no Bette, i seriously hope miss porter will be in this story…and soon, i don’t want Tina falling back into going out with Alex!
Nice chapter i missed the other one but ive caught up now…Im enjoyin this from reading this i think Alex is learning how to accept things and work on herself from the inside out.Keep them coming East
Hello Eastie. Ok, first I must offer my sincere apologies for just catching up with this story. My girl has been reading this and telling me heaps about it. It is just as witty, funny and well thought out as she described to me. A brilliant story. I can’t wait to see where you bring this. ((: PPS! ((:
Well now, that removes all doubt that a little T&A is HOT! *wink*
I don’t hate Alex…she just needs to get her shit together and prove that she deserves our Tina. : ) pps