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The ASP: Chapter Nineteen
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Chapter Nineteen
An Alpha Emerging
Attempting to escape the plump, tumbling raindrops, Alexandra scurried from her car to Tina’s spacious veranda, its decking overflowing with thirsty plants. She peered through the whitewashed screen door leading inside but caught no sign of her blonde lover. Seeing the door unlatched and lacking patience for the anticipated evening activities, she entered without an official welcome. She softly placed her overnight bag on the floor as she closed the door, conscious of keeping the approaching elements external to the warmth within.
Her hands shook slightly as she hung up her jacket. She lamentably reminded herself that nervousness was inevitable while she was proving her worthiness to Tina. While she understood Tina’s distrust and her need for private exploration, the time apart left Alexandra yearning for more. She was privately holding onto the hope that love would prevail; that if given sufficient time, Tina would return to her. Alexandra realized that she had taken her lover for granted for most of their relationship. She had been so caught up in ‘The Biz’ and making a name for herself that all her relationships served merely to gratify the needs of an ever-expanding ego. She had wanted it all and felt entitled to her indulgences, regardless of the personal cost. Unfortunately a new awareness had only arrived in Tina’s absence.
Restraining herself from speaking with Tina made the days over the past week stretch endlessly; each one leisurely lingering despite her internal wish to hasten its pace. The lone thought of holding her lover securely in her arms tonight had become her sole sustaining force. Unfortunately the same recurring thoughts of Tina had kept Alexandra in a perpetual state of desire. She had forced herself to work long hours to escape endless visits to the memories of shared kisses and soft strokes that defined Tina’s touch.
On darker days, Alexandra reminded herself that she was making inroads into her ‘blind spots’. That’s what her shrink called them… ‘blind spots’…those less than desirable aspects of herself, mindlessly carried forward, on display for the rest of the world but hidden behind her own walls of denial. It had certainly been easier to blatantly ignore or overlook her self-absorption and self-aggrandizement…until someone had the courage to point it out. Someone important…like Tina.
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Hummpf…the shoe’s on the other foot…and it sure isn’t a comfortable fit for Miss Alex! She needs to leave anyway! thanks for the post – Hanging in! Please Hurry! LOL
Holy shit East you go from intense hotness to double sided daggers in less than a page, talk about changing direction I hadn’t even caught my breath. Guess Alex didn’t see that coming. Thank you, Md aka Oma
OUCH….Fuck!!! I was rooting for Alex. Wow does that hurt….Tina’s got some ‘splaining to do.
BTW….You know you can’t plan to not post an immediate response. I will hold your dreams of Bette bending hostage until you post another update. Post haste. Get to stepping sistah
Great chapter – even though I am rooting for the mysterious brunette! I think its good for Alex to get a taste of her own medicine – its only fair. I can’t wait to read more – PPS!
Whatever…guess she can see how it feels now. pps
Wow, that’s a mood killer! I like Alex, the AlphaT sex was hot! PPS
cant wait 4 more will Tina explain 2 Alex what happened? or does she need to explain to her? PPVS
What goes around comes around, That medicine is a bitter pill to swollow. I’m waiting for the mystery lady of the beach. thanks
Hmmm…I can’t help feeling like I’m being manipulated a bit. Alex is being written a lot like Bette in in S1 and S2 of TLW, where she makes a mistake and is profoundly sorry for it, only to discover that Tina was and is the love of her life. And that that we are being tested in the sense that if we were able to forgive and still love Bette and route for her to win back Tina, then we should feel the same about Alex and Tina. Well East, we haven’t seen enough of the other two yet, but you’ll have to go an awful long way for me to route for Alex over that beautiful brunette on the beach! Great update.
Being given a taste of one’s own medicine is very painful. Now Alex knows how Tina has felt being hit in the face of Alex’ transgressions and Tina had to endure her foibles for more than one time. I say bring on the brunette from the beach. Alpha Tina is awesome and I love it.
i have to admit that i put off reading this chapter when i read your author’s note. its still difficult for me to read tina with someone else but you write soooo well! love Alpha Tina!! can’t wait for more on the brunette on the beach.
Sorry, I’m still not a fan of Alex and as I quickly read through the sex scene, I kept telling myself that Tina is just practising for when she meets up with the Brunette. :)
WOW! Alpha Tina is so fucking HOT!! **THUD** Your descriptive words sent goosebumps up and down my arms and the visual they created in my mind, sent me into sensory overload! DAYUMN, Eastmorn, so good!! Alex went from a wet dream to a nightmare when she walked into the “toilette des fleurs, huh?.” LOL! I guess the saying “Wake Up and Smell the Roses” takes on a whole new definition for Miss Alex. LOL! Okay, okay….i’m done with the flower play. Bring on the mysterious Brunette to show Tina how Alpha is done. PS.
Antecipation, my dear miss East, the way to a woman´s heart,hnn? Like that Tina…:)Miss ya!