How long ago did this happen? Sandi inquired
It was over a year agoShe had gotten ill and she went really fast. Maria stated
Any sisters or brothers that you grew up with? Sandi inquires.
I didnt grow up with my sistersThey grew up with their father. Maria stated
My moms first husband took my sister Bette away from our mom.he wouldnt let her see Bette..Bettes father also has an older daughter Kit. PorterShe is a famous singer.
I consider her my sister too. Actually my mother and father never married.

Sandi just keeps looking at Maria.letting Maria do the talking.
My sisters never knew I existed until I came out her six months ago. Maria adds.

How did they receive you? Sandi inquires.
They were very friendlyKit gave me a job when I first started outand Bette & her partner had me move in with them. Then on top of it when TinaBettes partner had their babyOur mother just happened to be the social worker. So we all sort of reunited.
Wow that is pretty amazing that you found themThey must be very special people.
Sandi replies.

So what else traumatic has happened to you? Sandi inquires.
Maria takes a deep breath and exhales..I was trying to get this crazy lady from stealing my niece that I jumped in between her and my mother who was holding the baby. I took the bullet shots.here and here. Maria states as she points to the area she got shot. Maria puts her head into her hands..and starts to cry.

Sandi isnt saying anything other than Its ok to let that out.I will never judge you.
Sandi hands Maria a tissue. Thanks. Maria says to her.

Then a couple of weeks ago I got sexually involved with an old boyfriend from back home. He was here for business. I was stupid and didnt use protection. I got pregnant
Maria adds.He has already left to go back to Ohio he doesnt know Im pregnant.

You have a lot on your plateIm so glad you came her today I know it is a big step.
Sandi says

Anything else you would like me to know? Sandi says as she looks tenderly into Marias sad eyes.
I guess you could say I am bisexual.I have gone out with Bryanthen I messed with some girlsI guess Im not into labeling people. .I just enjoy beautiful people.
Maria states Is it wrong? Maria asks.
You tell me? Sandi says back to herYou have to ask yourself that question.

I dont know it seems ***** people resent you if your bisexual.
Straight people look at you like youre a freak.?? Maria saysI just hate our society because it is so judgmental.

Its what you are happy with.You are the one who matters. Sandi adds.
I guess one reason I like being with Bryan is because he is strong he is 66 feet tall.
He is a rough guy. I feel safe around himEver since the shooting I have been nervous and I felt vulnerable. Before the shooting I wasnt scared of anything

Maria and Sandi sit there for a while
Well Maria our session is just about over.When would you be able to come back again. Sandi ask.

I guess this time next week? Maria says.
Sandi sits at her desk and writes it into her date book.
She gives Maria a card with the time and date on it for next weeks session.

Maria comes out of the session. Bette is waiting for her.
They walk out..
So how was it? Bette asked.
It was ok.She seems really nice. Maria adds.

They get in Bettes car and drive home.
Maria is very quiet. She is staring out of the window.
Bette tries to break the silence. So how about you and I do dinner together?
Bette asks..
I dont know Im not very hungry. Maria adds.
Oh you know you will be by the time we sit down. This could give us some sister to sister time. How about it.? Bette asks with a sincere smile.

Ok.That would be nice. Maria states.