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The L Wing – chapter 254
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What the hell am I doing to the woman I love?
I am pushing her away – I know it – I can see what I am doing and its all the more painful because I don’t want to lose her – she is my world – I love her and I need her beside me now and forever. I tried to explain last night how angry I am with her and the whole world and she didn’t let me – not that I especially blame her – she has been more tolerant than I deserve.
I can’t sleep in our bed without her so I end up sleeping in the same room as Ella – just dozing and watching her. She soothes my spirit like no one else can. That is no one but her beautiful and very put on mother – I am so lucky to have both of them – I need to pull myself together before I lose Tina and with her Ella. I am never going to let Ella and Tina go – I just want somehow to put it all right – but to do that I have to conquer my own demons. Demons that are engulfing me with fears and images of what happened in the past and what could happen in the future – a future without my family. I am so afraid of history repeating itself that I am acting in a way that makes it more likely. For a President I am one messed up person.
I go and shower and get changed – I want to make breakfast for Tina but when I go to the room she has been sleeping the bed has been made and I can hear one of Ella’s nannies in with her. Tina is missing – no evidence that she has had anything to eat – she has just showered, been in to see Ella and she’s vanished – probably to hide in her office like I hide in mine yesterday. I linger – making breakfast for Ella and I – spending sometime together – marvelling at how responsive she is and how much interest she takes in just about anything that is going on around her. It’s with a heavy heart that I finally hand Ella over and go to my office. I don’t imagine that for one second anyone is pleased to see me – and I don’t really want to see anyone either. I take the messages and files that James hands me and take refuge in my office.
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well quite the shitty morning for our bette – though i’ve got a feelin its about to get better! But before the hugs i do think bette needs to open up first and explain whats going on with her, tina can only take so much! pps
This is utterly good. Sooo good. Bette deserved all the lashing she got and thankfully, Tina did not do the same thing to her. Tina has all teh right in the world but for her not to, it tells a person how much she loves another. Thanks for the post! PPS
great, great chapter Ally…. Glad to see that Peggy, Alice and Lucy gave Bette a piece of their minds. About time that the President admits that she is falling apart… Of course Tina will be right there for her though
Finally Bette with a push from her support staff realizes her stoopiddity and thank god you have written a mature Tina who is so giving – thanks – hope they really reconnect.
GREAT!!!! Brilliant chapter. Love the ‘catch me’ line. Perfect. More soon plz.
oh my… I think one of the most excellent chapters I have ever read you write Ally … and do I have a lot on my top 100 list!! of yours . The ending was so great cannot wait until the next one.
Oh Ally it would b GREAT to have a 2 for Friday of TLW it’s been soooo long since u have graced us with such blessing. I loved how Tina came in there at the end. It tug at my heart strings, that’s Tina for ya one strong supportive loving woman. Totally looking forward to an update of this story…soon!
I love this story
Fantastic chapter, I ws engaged from the first chapter… Hope u post soon Ally…
Very uplifting end to the chapter and a tremendous update.
Aw AllyE, that was a fantastic update. And Tina, well, Tina is my girl. And what a girl she is, to come in and stop Lucy from berating Bette or just knocking the absolute hell out of Bette which she deserves for treating Tina the way she has. Bette is very fortunate to have a wife like Tina who is quite a lady with a big heart full of compassion and love for all things Bette. Tina could have bashed her just the same as Bette had done but instead took the high road and made Bette see what an ASS she has been to her, just in that brief moment when she told Lucy to get out and leave Bette alone. Tina is quite a lady and Bette should get down on her knees and kiss her feet and show her all the love she feels. Thanks for such a wonderful update AllyE. Have a great weekend and please post really soon.
Hi Ally,This has to be the most heart wrenching, but touching chapter I have read of this fabulous story. I know Tina can catch Bette. It is amazing how one’s childhood trauma can still haunt someone even when they are so successful as adults. Can’t wait for Bette’s healing.
I really think they need to TALK and re connect…some good old NC-17 loving to realize what they have and how it’s falling apart!!!
Bette just needs to fall and let Tina catch her….then they can build back up togehther. That is what it is all about. Thanks, Ally. pps
It’s amazing, you’re amazing. After 250+ chapters and this chapter was as compelling and fresh as the first few. Brava. ally. PPS.
WOW everyone is kicking Bettes ass and she falling down but Tina is there to catch her. Let them talk and work thing out. Please post more, thanks!
WooHoo! I’m first!!!!!
Looks like the President had an intervention. I wonder if there has been a first lady who wasn’t more popular than her husband since they started taking polls.
It’s time for Bette to get all her fears out in the open or she really could lose Tina. I think we’ve seen how bad it gets when you keep things bottled up. And she doesn’t want to end up like Shane. Great post. Great story!
could stay silent no more! Have read all your stuff for so long-this one my current fave with SSR. you are a fantastic story teller and i love the different sides of B&T that you give us!! never stop!!!
As President she needs to get her act together,go see Shane,get her on the road to being a human again. Them work on the president and them her home life. Her home life first them she will become the good president that she is.
fantastic update. Tina is simply amazing. i think her walking out instead of lashing out was the right thing to do. and her going to see bette in the morning – wow… bette better never doubt tina’s love again.
Of course Tee will catch her. Great chapter. It’s amazing what family dysfuntion early on can do to a person. Can’t wait for more.
glad peggy an alice gave it to bette!! bette needs to get her act together! :)PPS
Holy Hell I can’t wait for the update……I also can’t believe Tina came to see Bette, that’s about as big a thing that a person could do. Kudo’s to Tina for that…Bette just might have a chance at forgiveness…good luck….please ally please post soon