If they were friends then why did she want more than friendship, why did she keep thinking about Tina’s tongue being in her mouth exploring and teasing her own.  Hands and fingers going anywhere they wanted.  Bette squirmed in her chair, just thinking about it had made her wet, there was only ever one person that could make her this wet and that was Tina. With her heart pounding she admitted to herself something that she already new and that was that she was still in love with Tina. 

But what the hell was she going to do about it, after all she was still with Jodi she didn’t really know if Tina felt the same way.  For all Bette knew Tina was thinking about that director, racking her brain she tried to think of her name then it came to her oh yeah Kate. 

Bette remembered the night she went to New York to win Jodi back when she called Tina was walking down the beach with her, that was romantic she just hoped now that her call had ruined anything that may have happened.  Then she remembered the conversation that she’d had with Tina, what was it that Tina had told her to say to Jodi when she gave her that sign

“I never should have let you go, I would do anything for another chance, I’m not afraid to make a fool out of myself”

Pondering this Bette realised that she never did say this to Jodi, why because the only person that she would make a fool of herself for would be Tina.  Maybe Tina did feel the same that’s why she had told her to say it.  It was her way to let her know how she was feeling without telling her directly. Hadn’t Alice already told her that Tina wanted her back, she’d dismissed it at the time but now she was beginning to see that Alice could have been right all along.  Why was it that everybody else could see what was going on but her, Christ was she that stupid.

Bette glanced again at Tina this time she caught Tina’s eyes.  Looking directly into them she felt like she was finally home again and it felt good, she smiled at Tina and Tina gave her a smile that melted her heart.