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    The Other Side . . .

    “What do you mean?”

    “I feel like I’m not making my own choices right now. Like, not matter what, I can’t help the decisions I make. I’m acting, not thinking.”

    Tina thought back to the day she arrived at Bette’s house hours before she should have.  She hadn’t gone with a conscious mind to seduce Bette, but only to talk about the kiss they shared at SheBar.  She couldn’t get it off her mind. The way Bette pulled her close and kissed her with the same passion she used to. It wasn’t hard to melt into Bette’s embrace, but it was hard to watch as Bette stammered an apology, and when Shane finally emerged, it was hard to know that Bette was going home to someone else.

    But as Tina stood at Bette’s door, watching her cook, she could help but be overcome with desire to be close to Bette again. That attraction, that pull, that need had been suppressed for so long that when Bette open the door with that kiss, Tina could no longer control herself.  She entered a fog and the only want to exit would be with Bette.

    “How so?”

    “I’m fucking things up for Bette. I know she’s in a relationship. Fuck, I helped her get Jodi back, and all I keep thinking is I want her.”  

    Bette, now completely facing Tina, took her hand but remained quiet.  She held it close to her chest, hoping that Tina could feel how much she too wanted to be with her. Tina, for her part, couldn’t break her eyes away from Dan. She wasn’t sure why she needed him to believe her, to absolve her, but she needed to be released from a prison of her own making.  

    “I want her back. I want our life back, and I want our family to be together.  I want to raise Angelica with her, just like we always planned. But nothing is going to plan. We’ve fucked up every plan we made, so why wouldn’t we fuck up now?”

    “Sounds like you’re afraid.”  Fuck.

    Tina looked down at her free hand and saw it tremble. She wondered if her other hand was being held still due to Bette’s grip. She turned her head towards Bette but was unable to make eye contact. Instead Bette’s hand caught her attention.  Her bare left ring finger particularly caught Tina’s attention. She remembered a time when they wore matching rings signifying their commitment to each other. It had damn near killed her take it off. Pregnancy provided a convenient excuse as to why she couldn’t wear jewelry, but truthfully, her ring which so often had given strength to draw on, now had symbolized nothing but betrayal. Tina had wanted to throw it in the ocean or pawn it off, do anything to get rid of it.  She wondered if Bette kept hers on her finger while fucked Candace.

    Too much.

    Comments

    1. wow, this is really good. I’m a newbie, and I don’t think i could top any of that. love your writing. please post more. i’m adding you to my list of favorite authors.

    2. Welcome. haven’t seen your story before. Love how you brought all the hurt and love together. It not an option for Tina to be without Bette in her life. together or just friends thanks

    3. Great story :oD i always love to read this behind the scenes or in this case after the scenes, fics. So much of the processing for these two goes on off screen that it’s great to be granted a perspective of what they have been thinking. Besides it’s getting clearer and clearer we are not going to get much more of them discussing what has happened between them and although i did love the elevator talk and thought it went way deeper than the mere words they said i still wish we could see more of the process of them reclaiming each other back. Anyway, loved it :D and i’ll now head on to chapter 2 :D

    4. I’m breathless – just like Bette. Wow! Fantastic session and processing of the emotions these two have been feeling for one another since the kiss at Shebar. I love how they both seem so lost in their fear and yet rebound with the strength of their love for one another. Please continue the story!

    5. Love this and look forward to your next post. Great dialogue and emotion. Although we’ve seen glimpses, I’d love to see them opening up and discussing their relationship as you have done.

    6. Now that is what I call some good therapy. Time for our girls to be honest and go for what they want, no matter how much it may hurt someone else.

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