– Nah, they want to make sure I don’t have any internal injuries, but it shouldn’t take much longer, maybe another day or two.-

            – Humm, and umm what about your legs, will you be able to move them again?-

            – I dunno, and they don’t either, they say I have a 50-50 chance to get them back, so I have to start physical therapy  like two days after I get out of here.-

            – Bummer! And what are you gonna do now?-

            – You mean If I can’t move them again?-

            – Uh hu.-

            – I have no idea I guess I just have to get them to move again, huh?-

            – That a girl, don’t worry goofy, we’ll get you to walk again, I’ll come with you to therapy if you want, you know moral support.- I guess there’s nothing I can do to fight this, huh? Yeah I’m doomed.

            – Yeah that would be awesome, thanks goof.-

            – Anytime.- She stayed here all morning with me, till Bette and Tina arrive, then she leaves, she says we need some alone time as a family, I honestly would have rather her to stay but, what are you gonna do. So Bette and Tina are here telling me all about the pregnancy, Tina’s explaining to me all the symptoms of it, and how does it feel to have a little fellow inside. And Bette’s telling me all about the planning and how the baby’s room is gonna be, and she’s telling me all about the baby books she wants to buy so she can read to the baby, they are both so excited and I am very excited too, I’ve never had a baby brother or sister, Oh I’m gonna love this little guy thing is even though I am very interested in everything Bette and Tina are telling me, I can’t stop thinking about the finger that was tracing a line on my face earlier about the voice that woke me up this morning that smile the face My God I’m helpless by this point, but since I can’t make it go away I have to learn how to control it Anyway Bette and Tina stay here for two hours and a half before having to leave to see the doctor and check on the baby. Today somehow I’m not as scared as I was yesterday, so when the nurse come in to give me mi medicine I started a conversation with her, she’s from Venezuela, her parents moved to the States when she was still in diapers, she has two children a boy and a girl, both a total pain in her *****, she thinks it has to do with fact that they have no dad, I told her how hard I think life most be for her, and stuff, she’s really nice, and she told me something very interesting, she said that there’s someone always outside my room, she said she has to keep the secret but she thought I would like to know that I’m not alone, there’s someone always with me, and that leaves me to wonder, who could it be?  She’s one good secrets keeper cause she won’t say a word, not even a little clue. Oh well when I was trying to get at least a  clue from my nurse the doctor walked in, he has a very big smile on his face so I think he’s bringing some good news, at least that’s what I want to believe.