– You don’t think you can fool me, do you Goofy? I know you’re awake.- Wait, how could she? Ok then I’ll have to open my eyes now, while I’m yawning and stretching my arms she spoke again.

            – There you go! Come on, Bette and Tina are waiting for us, here let me help you get on the chair.- I didn’t say anything ’till we were at the table, I was still a bit sleep. But we have a nice dinner, all the girls are still here so it was quite entertaining to chat with all of them, they are all very happy and very much in love, so most part of the time we talk about their relationships and we also talk about the new baby that’s on his way. Then out of nowhere Alice asked.

            – So, when are we gonna see you two with someone to call your lovers, huh?- She was obviously referring to Shane and I, and we both choke at the same time.

            – What do you mean?- Shane said still choking a little bit.

            – You know what I mean, we all want to see you guys settle down, and finally put an end to all that “no relationships code” *****, now we know Sydney hasn’t been seen anyone, but what about you Shane, anyone you want to talk to us about?- Ok I really want to know the answer to this question.

            – Nope See lately I’ve been more worried about my friend, rather than going out with any random chick, but even if I had the time, how many times do I have to tell you I’m not the relationships kinda girl.- Shane says calmly

            – Ok then, Sydney you think you’ll ever find someone to settle down with?-

            – Well considering the fact that is not something I’m looking for, I would have to say, NO! I don’t want to, I mean, why settle with one if you can have them all.-

            – Amen.- Shane says, but everyone else in the room don’t seem to agree with us.

            – You know what I think?- Carmen started, I really don’t want to know what she thinks but I’m afraid I’m gonna have to listen anyway.

            – No but I’m sure you’ll tell us, right?- I answer

            – Right, I think that you two are just big cowards, see I know you both could live without all the *****, I mean I know you love ***** and it is important but you could live without it, the real reason of why you don’t want a real relationship is because you’re too scared to get hurt, and being in love with someone else terrifies you, you are so convinced that having a relationship near you is gone kill you and you just don’t want to take that chance, but let me tell you something, life is about taking risks, and yeah there is chance that you will get hurt but if you’re not willing to try then you might as well be dead.- Well there’s an interesting thought

            – Yes, see? That’s the reason I love you.- Jenny says while kissing Carmen’s hand. Shane and I are silent, I really don’t have anything to say, I know Carmen is speaking the truth, I am a coward and I won’t take that risk, because I know it could kill me, this time it is too strong Shane is just limiting her self to leave the house without saying a word, I’d do the same but

            – Well Carmen I guess you could be right, I mean, maybe I am scared, I can’t speak for Shanebut being a coward is quite fun, and harmless, so I’ll stick with it.-

            – You’re wrong by doing that when you know you’re in love, you’re only hurting your self willingly and way more deeply.- Bette stated. And I just I’m looking down staring at the floor, I don’t feel like having this conversation, so I excuse myself and leave to my room, in here no one can ambush me. *****! I wish my damn legs were fine, that way I could’ve go away like she did but I can’t I’m stuck here having to deal with all this things that are rushing through my heart, and living with Bette and Tina who are the epitome of love and happiness won’t help me at all.