– Well there’s not much to tell, I was working as a dance teacher before the accident, I lived in a basement which I loved, I have the best group of friends ever, I’m still single and I have no kids.-

            – But you must have a lot of guys chasing you, don’t you?-

            – No I don’t think so actually, a few girls maybe, but no guys.-

            – Girls? What do you mean with that?- Oh I think I’m gonna drop the bomb now.

            – Well, Monica, Paris, Dad, I’m gay.- you should be able to see them their jaws dropped to the floor, I shocked them, I love that.

            – You’re what?!- Monica and Paris ask at unison

            – Gay, very gay.-

            – Are you sure? There’s no way to fix it? Or get you out of it?-

            – No Monica it’s not like I’m sick or anything, and I don’t want to fix it.-

            – Oh, how very unfortunate.- She says with a sad look on her face that makes me want to punch her, but I’m trying to control myself.

            – I think, that’s cool, so, the girl on the picture, you know the one next to your bed, is she your girlfriend?- Oh Shane

            – No, she’s, umm, she’s just a friend, my best friend.- At least she was

            So we all eat and talk, Monica is still trying to find a way to get me out of the gay life, so I just told her that is none of her business, and that she’ll have to deal with it, so she just changed the subject.

            I’ve been here for over two weeks, and we already have a day routine, I have to make breakfast, everyday, and take it my dad, give him his morning pills, and open his window, then I go out to the backyard with Paris for the therapy, we’re working really hard, he has me doing leg exercises all day long, and they’re getting stronger. I’ve already send two letter to Bette and Tina letting them know that I’m ok, and everything that’s happening here, I told them about Monica, my dad and Paris, I also  told them about my other siblings. I asked a lot of things too, how’s my sister doing?, and all the girls, how are they doing? You know all that. I’ve missed them, all of them quite a lot. I was  looking at their picture,  now I’m holding the one with Shane, as you can imagine she’s the one I miss the most, but I’m also really angry at her, how could she do something like that? Carmen is Jenny’s girlfriend, I can’t believe how Carmen could do something like that either. I guess you can never change a player, unless of course that player is me, I can’t believe how much I’ve changed, in just a few months my hole life has changed drastically

            – Even when she’s not your girlfriend, you sure care about her a lot.- Wow! He scared me, I didn’t heard him coming.

            – I certainly do.-

            – You’re in love with her, don’t you?-

            – Why do you ask?-

            – Well it’s not like I had to, you’re very obvious, every time you look at that picture, which is pretty much every five minutes, your eyes get that little spark, the glow, that only love can get there, I just wanted to hear it from you.-

            – I wouldn’t say itI’ve always thought that if you ever feel something you don’t want to feel, you just don’t say it, and if no body knows about it, and you just ignore it, then it will fade away. The only way I’ll say it is if I ever get the nerve to tell her to her face.-

            – You’re weird! But I get it, same thing happened to me when I met Ashley, I was still trying to get my shit together, and be a little normal, so when she got into my life I didn’t wanted to fall for her and I definitely never wanted her to fall for me, I figure I would just hurt her, ’cause I couldn’t possibly be a good boyfriend, but the feeling got too big for me to handle and I decided to give it a shot, so here I am now, very in love, I have two kids that I want to keep from having to live what I’ve already lived, and I’m happy, and I mean like happily ever after shit, and I know I’m lucky, lots of people never ever get to be half as happy as I am. So maybe you should give it a chance too.-

            – Maybe Maybe not, is just that no one really showed me how to handle love, or how to face it-

            – I know, but I also know that love shows you the way.-