– Really? Oh my god, I’m sorry, I just freaked out for nothing, is just that I thought that you I mean I love you but I couldn’t- Ha ha!, she looks so sweet right now, I know what she means even when her mouth isn’t helping that much.

            – It’s ok dude, I know what you mean I felt the same way when Alice told me, just let me tell you something IF YOU EVER WAKE ME UP THAT WAY AGAIN, YOU CAN CONSIDER YOURSELF DEAD WOMAN, ARE WE CLEAR?- She’s grinning, and I can’t stay mad at her, I mean who could, I’m sure you know what I mean, right?

            – Yes! We’re clear, and just for the record, it’s not that I couldn’t fall in love with you, I just won’t ever fall in love with anyone, it won’t happen.-

            – Smart girl! Me neither, love stinks, and I’m not letting it in ever .- Good! We both agree on this.

            – Good decision, so are you gonna tell me the story behind it?- What? Oh please don’t make me tell you

            – What story?-

            – Come on, you know what I’m talking about, so go on and tell me all about it, I have all day.-

            – You don’t have work today?-

            – Nope, so start talking.- Oh Men! Here it goes

            – Oh well  there are lots of reasons but if you most know the big one. Her name’s Kate, I met her when I was about sixteen, she was like twenty, and I absolutely loved her, I wanted to be just like her, she was so strong, wouldn’t take anybody’s *****, she lived by the sound of her own drums, and I wanted to do that so badly anyways, the second I met her, she got me, I was madly in love with her from day one, I was young and stupid, so truly believed that we would be together forever, that she was the one for me, but I was wrong, she never felt the same way about me, she thought we were only ***** buddies, when I found out that she had several ***** buddies around the city, my heart was completely broken, but I didn’t do anything about it, I loved her so much I was happy to share, but then one day she just left, I never head from her ever since, and that just blasted my heart I little more, now I don’t know who’s worst, cause I go around doing the exact same thing, the only difference is that I’m not into girls that are four years younger than me, but I’ve become her, heartless, she made me stop trusting, and she made me lost every hope I had in love back in the day. I wonder if she ever had any idea of how much I loved her, my guess is that she didn’t even wanted to know. I know I wouldn’t want to hear how much I’ve hurt someone, anyways, she’s one of my reasons, a big one, but not all of it. What about you? what is you’re reason?- She has to tell me, other wise she won’t be leaving my house walking, I just let her in to a pretty big part of my life, one of the big and hurtful ones, so she just has to do the same. Right now we’re both laying on the mattress, staring at the ceiling, she kept quiet for a few minutes, and then she started talking.