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    The Push and The Pull

    Story written on May 9, 2014 by citygirl75.
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    Tina was tucked up in bed. She looked at the clock. 4:30am in the morning. That was no time to be getting into bed. It was the time that all her doubts crowded in on her. The time of the day when she couldn’t stop her mind from turning back the clock. She tried to

    Tina was tucked up in bed. She looked at the clock. 4:30am in the morning. That was no time to be getting into bed. It was the time that all her doubts crowded in on her. The time of the day when she couldn’t stop her mind from turning back the clock. She tried to fight it but it was relentless. She felt like she was being sucked into a vortex that she could never return from. That she could never escape from. She had christened it the Porter Conundrum. Back and forth, push and pull. It was undeniable, unquestionable and any other word that you could think of. Tina pushed her damp hair away from her eyes and the image came into her mind. Bette pushing up against her in the early morning. Talking about making a baby. How she wished that conversation had never taken place.

    It was now 7:30am. Bette was normally up by this time. However, it felt so good to be just lying there. Thinking about all the times that she and Tina had spent talking in bed when they should have been doing something more productive with their day. Of course the talking normally led to something a whole lot more productive in Bette’s opinion. Her face slightly flushed as she thought about Tina whispering in her ear about all the things that she would like to be doing to her. Bette took a deep sigh. Tina was three time zones away, probably fast asleep. She wanted to pick up the phone and call. Just to hear Tina say hello. She knew that she shouldn’t though. 4:30 was no time to be awake.

    Tina was awake though. No matter how much she tried to switch off her brain was turning over. These thoughts slowly chipped away at her. Ten years had passed and yet the ghost of Candace still haunted her. She knew that she should be the bigger person and forgive at least. Tina knew that she could never forget, but she should forgive, and it wasn’t as if Bette hadn’t begged for forgiveness. She had, many times over. Their friends had also tried to convince her that they were meant to be together and all it would take was a little compromise on both sides and true love would be back on its normal course. It wasn’t that easy though, and besides, Tina no longer believed in true love. She believed in hard work, and that was what it was going to take for her and Bette to reconcile. It was a shame though that Tina didn’t know whether she had the appetite for that hard work.

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    8. Welcome back!! Not only happy to see you back, but very happy to hear that you have published a book!! I will definitely go find it on Amazon. Thanks for coming back with what looks to be an emotional ride for all of us, especially Bette and Tina!!

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