Sometimes I wished I died too… because when I woke up from the coma… everything, everyone had change… I felt like I had died and went to hell… I went from being a 15-year-old girl to a 22-year-old woman… I was a on the streets for 2 years doing everything I could, to eat… and when I say anything I do mean ANYTHING

I was in a coma in the years of the transition… so I don’t know how it was, but I got to live in it, ever since I woke up.

How I ended up being a magician? Well I think my dad though me how to do magic… I remember that…. so one day I was on the street doing magic, thinking I could make some money and this dirty pig saw me… he grabbed me and took me to this man and made me do my tricks to him… I did… and he gave me a job… I real one… And I’ve been working for them for 3 years now. Making new trick… I’ve gotten a hundred times better… had to, because I have to impress people everyday so once in awhile I have to change things… otherwise I’m out of the show.

I live with two others entertainers Jenny and Dana.

So what if the breathers call me a freak? It’s the price I pay for wanting a little bit more.

It’s 10pm and we have just arrive in our side of the fence… long day of work, hearing hundreds of fucking kids yelling and laughing all day…

In our side it’s a rare thing seeing kids laugh.

Dana, Jenny and me were not tired so we decided to go to MOMY’s… a strip club near our apartment. We have never been there but our friend Johnny insisted that we had to go.

We get in and immediately we are hit with the smell of sex, beer and fire… the place is packed, people are doing drugs a lot of naked woman walking around.

“There’s…. um, a lot of…. Nakedness” Dana says looking a little bit uncomfortable by all the naked woman staring at us. Jenny just stands there saying nothing… but that’s her… she never talks… never. She writes thou… all she does is write in her little diary and listen… she’s a good listener.