Alice said as she was leading the way.

Decides to walk down the aisle. Nice.

I can do this, I know I can.

No I can’t.

“Wait! I have to go to the bathroom.”

I ran to the bathroom before any of the girls could say anything.

I kept wondering why I was having a hard time with this. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. She was the perfect women for me. I took a deep breath.

“Get your shit together,” I told myself.

The girls began to bang on the bathroom door.

“Come on porter you cant be late.”

“No I can’t be late.” I gave my self one more look in the mirror before walking out the door and into what ever the rest of my life brings me.

Here I stand waiting for the beautiful woman that’s willing to share her life with me.

I need to think about something else. I began to check out my surroundings. Noticed I didn’t know half the people here.

I’m not sure when the music began, but my eyes were fixed on my beautiful bride.

Her blond hair was up with curls falling from the side. Her eyes had me hypnotized.

How could the thought of her not being the one ever cross my mind.

I didn’t even realize I was sweating so much until I felt my palms.

Out of no-where I got this real sick feeling in my stomach.

“Hey Bette, are you feeling okay?” Shane whispered in my ear.

I don’t know what was happening but for a quick second I doubted everything in my life.

Maybe I can’t. I mean is she going to be the only person I sleep with for the rest of my life. The last person I’m going to see before I close my eyes at night and first thing when I open them in the morning. Can I handle that?

I look into the eyes of the women I spend my whole life dreaming about.

That’s when I noticed it for the first time.

“She’s not the one”

I said loud enough for Shane to hear.

I look at her hazel eyes apologizing for what I was about to do.

A tear ran down her cheek.

That’s all I needed before I took of running. I’m not sure if I was running from my life or for my life. I’d analyze that some other time.

I Slamed the emergency side door open, with out even looking back when everybody was screaming my name. I ran as fast as I could. I was running like I had never run before.

 tbc?