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    Those Adoring Eyes – Chapter 2

    Story written on September 2, 2006 by Jobadge.
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    An evening at the beach… (Part 2 of 4)

     

    She was the only one, the only one I had ever allowed myself to love, she took me to the Garden of Eden, but the love I knew with her was gone, because she was gone from my life.

     

    “I’ve missed looking into your eyes…” I couldn’t help but say the words, I knew that maybe I shouldn’t have, but I needed her to know I missed them. “I miss your adoring eyes…”  I heard her intake of breath as I held her, she had heard the words I had whispered to her, “T… will you let me look into your eyes…?”

     

    I felt her nod against me, she slowly raised her eyes to mine, the moonlight above us shined down on us, as we looked at each other for the first time in a long time, really looked into one another’s eyes, and I saw it, I saw what she was feeling, I saw her heartbeat.

     

    My hands came to her face; I gently brushed the blonde hair back from her face, as my thumbs softly touched her cheeks, wiping the salty tears from her face.

     

    “Why did you come back to the beach this evening?”

     

    She smiled at my question, but our eyes answered for us, hers slightly teasing as she gave me the answer that she did earlier, “I like sunsets too…”

     

    I smiled back as we continued to look at one another, I understood her need to be here today, to remember our son, the son who was undoubtedly watching us from above, was he trying to bring his parents to a peaceful place on the day we always remembered him, was he trying to allow us to be open and honest with one another, to let us both know that life is so very short, so very short for him that we never got to know him, was he telling us something as we looked into one another’s eyes in the moonlight.

     

    “I think the sun has already set…”

     

    She peered over my shoulder, out to the sea that had been our friend and witness on this day, she looked back at me, “so it has…”

     

    My eyes darkened slightly as I realised that the time to depart was nearing, I had to let her go, I had to go home alone, she had to go home, she had to collect Angelica and go home to him.

     

    She noticed my eyes, how ironic that we had got to a place where we could finally look at one another and she knew instantly the thoughts that were now coursing through my mind.

     

    “I don’t want to leave…” I murmured.

     

    “Neither do I…”

     

    She brought her hand to my face, she stroked my cheek as she looked into my eyes, it felt like she was trying to tell me something, but I was unsure what it was.

     

    The silence between us remained as we continued to look into one another’s eyes, god I missed her, I missed so much about her, my eyes welled but I continued to look and search those adoring eyes, I missed her being a part of my life, I missed waking up next to her, I missed her lips against mine, I missed feeling her warm body snuggle up behind me, I missed wrapping my arms around her in the bathroom as she cleaned her teeth, I missed coming home from work and seeing her smile, her smile, my tears spilled as I remembered her smile, the smile that warmed me, the smile that melted my heart. 

     

    I missed being able to tell her that I loved her, I loved her so very much.

     

    I still loved her… I still loved her and it hurt not to be able to tell her.

     

    “Tina…”

     

    “Bette…”

     

    “T…”

     

    “I’ve left him…”

     

     

     

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    7. I re-read chapter 1 before reading this chapter. I still have the same response that I did the first time that I read it. Only this time it was doubly heart felt and gut wrenching at the same time. Only at the end did I definitely see the light (although small) at the end of the tunnel. I know that you said chapter 1 was a one time story and that you brought us a second one, but is there a possibility of a 3rd chapter.

    11. Oh, God ! What a cliffhanger !!! That was really brilliant ( as usual ), Jobadge. Wow ! this is so intense with only very few dialogues… What a tour de force ! This is a damn good Job ! Please, post again soon…

    12. Jobadge, what a great chapter. You’ve got them doing that dance that only the two of them know the steps. Gosh that was great. Those are the three greatest words to Bette: “I’ve left him.” Aaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwww yeah.Now are gonna hvae them go home together from the beach and leave the baby with Kit overnight. God, I hope so. Post soon please.

    14. Jo, you make us laugh, you make us cry & every thing in between. But we always know that with you there is always hope for Tibette. You’re an amazing writer.

    18. A big lump in my throat.them a few tears. How can you make everything so real and yet we know its F/F This happens in real life,and the heartache is so sad. Love this please post soon. It will be a long week-end with out a post from you thanks

    19. I loved, absolutely LOVED the analogy of Tina moving in behind Bette and becoming her rock. For that is what I truly believe she is for Bette, a cornerstone that secures Bette to reality. I think Tina forgot that for awhile, as she herself lost her way, but that detour doesn’t negate the fact that she is the chief foundation for one, Elizabeth Porter. Thanks for letting me ramble. ;)

    20. Jo, your writing is just amazing. You probably get tired of reading how we fans admire you. You write with such maturity, passion, depth and authenticity. It never reads trite just fresh and fabulous.

    21. I need more tissue….Good Lord Jo! I still can’t believe that you had me crying through this chapter. LOL! Seriously, it was absolutely beautiful that these two shared all these feelings. You have a wonderful way of sharing the emotion that these two have for each other and then putting it down into words so that we can all be a part of it. Thank You so much for sharing that gift. Now we need a NC-17 chapter so we can get to the make up sex and to celebrate that Hen-dick is gone! (LOL) I don’t know if you will be able to write a NC-17 chap with you only being 15 yrs old? I mean Ally wouldn’t lie to us all again, would she? ( wink, smile) Post again soon.

    22. Jo I usually dont comment much..Yes i am one of your lazy MIA readers but i cudnt resist commenting on this chappy coz wht you accomplished in this chappy seriously got me to a place where i have always thought of seeing them..I wish tht moron of IC could take sum inspiration and implement this in season three. I had tears in my eyes and reading that last line turned them in tears of joyyou are a very talented writer and hats off to you :)huggs thank you so much for sucha great read

    23. Jo I usually dont comment much..Yes i am one of your lazy MIA readers but i cudnt resist commenting on this chappy coz wht you accomplished in this chappy seriously got me to a place where i have always thought of seeing them..I wish tht moron of IC could take sum inspiration and implement this in season three. I had tears in my eyes and reading that last line turned them in tears of joyyou are a very talented writer and hats off to you :)huggs thank you so much for sucha great read

    24. AH. Thank goodness… One more chappie, please! I just want to know Bette’s reaction. I just want to see everything put right!… Thank you and goodnight… ;)

    26. Wow, Jo….WOW! Such sadness, agony, comfort…and finally hope! Such a powerful story on so many different levels. Each of these two chapters have taken me back to not so great times in my life when there were such painful losses. You convey so well how that feels. Certainly, you have to continue so we can see their process of coming back together. I really hope they don’t just jump into bed with one another; that’s too easy. So much hurt and pain is left to overcome! But I have faith that you will take us on the journey, as you do so well, to let them come together so they can stay there this time! Thanks again, Jo, for sharing your wonderful gift!

    30. I don’t think I can express in an appropriate way what I really feel right now, and I don’t want my words to be inadequate. So I’ll just say this: Jobadge, we are incredibly lucky to have you write and post on this site, and I’ll never thank you enough for sharing your amazing work…

    32. Wow Jo, that was intense, i’ve had tears in my eyes while reading this fantastic story and after i read, “I’ve left him”, they just flowed out. Thank you, i really think this story can’t only be a 2 of 2, with your brilliance this could be so much more, so please do it for us, theres still so much more to be said about their adoring eyes!!!!

    34. well after leaving my comment just about 10 minutes ago for you to continue with this story… i guess i didn’t see it through my tears… yes you got me again crying… and again after laughing at the chapters in between… and again i say i do hope you continue with this story…

    36. Okay – i lied about Jo’s age – she’s actually 15 . another great chapter sweetie – just amazing as always. i am in awe of you and your stunning talent. its not henry’s day is it ?? dumped in your story and abused in mine — excellent

    40. Hey…while reading this …I developed a lump in my throat….That was after i noticed a tear forming….Cause you know i cant handle the sad ones!!!….BUT, i put those feelings aside,as i knew that you wouldnt ever leave it hanging there…and with the very last words of this chapter…a big smile joined the tear…and the lump!…lolAmazing as always…You manage to bring out all the emotions…no matter what you write…be it funny ,serious, or just goddamn heartbreaking…Thats why your the very best on this site…Thanks mate…

    43. tears welling in my eyes;check, lump in throat;check, heart beating fast;check. This one really got to me with an intensity I didn’t expect. Wow, great chapter.

    46. Thank you so much for continuing this story. I feel like a big baby…you make us big babies when you write this…my heart was breaking for Bette. I hope they can slowly build from this new revelation of Tina’s. This story is so awesome. Please post soon.

    47. Oh my… glinstering eyes I must have now for sure… This story is o undescribably beautifull… But the last sentence… It makes me want to do a HAPPYDANCE! YEAH! Thanks you so much for being a TiBetter!

    50. Okay, since you stopped there, you owe us at least 1 more chapter of this. NC-17, G, I don’t care. Just get them back together so I can stop this little Sobfest I’m on.

    51. Oh, what a beautiful piece of writing here and how I love it… There’s so much heartbeats, not only from Bette and Tina, through each word, through each gesture, but also all around – from your moved readers… It amazes me to see how easily you can give us so funny pages most of the time to suddenly mix them with such melancholic beauty, deep feelings and bare emotions like you just did now. — “My life since she left is empty, it was like a flower that never blooms, it was like a night sky without the moon and stars” : I know exactly what you mean and, truly, you expressed it marvelously. It remembers me William H.Auden’s haunting famous poem ‘Stop all the clocks’… — Thank you, a lot. This chapter was a poem too and, once more, I adored it.

    55. okay – tears! They are streaming down my face…I hate you for it…but, please write more soon. This story is absolutely incredible…I really don’t hate you – but if my wife walks in here while I’m blubbering over fan fiction she will never let me forget it! You’re amazing!

    56. ONe word,Amazing. This fic gives me goosebumps Job. I just Love it. Never realized written words were so powerful. Guess i know now.This fic is sooo powerful. I love how B&T are finally having these intimate conversations. The love that they shared can’t simply be forgotten by either one of them.We all knew how sad Bette felt during those sad times,I’m glad she’s finally sharing it with Tina.Post soon Job.

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