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    Tina — Plan B; part 78

    Story written on October 22, 2005 by pseud.
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    Tina confronts a reminder of the past.

    “C’mon, T, stay with me.”

     

    It was difficult, by I forced myself to look into Bette’s eyes. It still took a few breaths, though, before I could ask the question. “You’re leaving?”

     

    “I know how it sounds, baby.”

     

    Baby?

     

    Perhaps she reads my mind. I feel like fleeing, but she’s placed her hand atop mine on the table. Is that to keep me in place?

     

    “Please hear me out. I’m only going for the weekend.”

     

    “But, you’re here.”

     

    She looked concerned, which I think was a good sign. “I’m here. My business is still there. I just need to go and take care of a few things in person.”

     

    “A few things?” I’m still hearing echoes of the past. “I thought you had an assistant.”

     

    “I do, Tina. But this is an artist issue.” She gave my hand a light squeeze. “Art gallery owners might mellow, but artists never seem to.”

     

    I understand that she’s trying to make me comfortable. But I can’t help but have trouble with this.

     

    There’s always been a part of myself that’s expected that she’d want to leave, that’s built ramparts to keep my heart safe. Now, that part’s under a direct siege, and I struggle with myself to not concede this one bit of myself that I’ve fought so hard to preserve.

     

    “Some paperwork,” she continues. “Nothing enjoyable. Not like being here.”

     

    With that she gave me a smile. And that did help, some, even though inside my battle raged.

     

    “You know,” Bette continued, “you would be welcome to come with me.”

     

    Before, when it all came apart, I was never welcome on her trips. They were her own isolated pilgrimages. Maybe because of Jess, then. Now, of course, Jess is still an issue. “Jess has finals.” I’ve disrupted my daughter’s life enough late.

     

    But if there was a chance that she’d consider an alternative? “This can’t wait?”

     

    “If I could put it off, T, I’d put it off entirely. Take you and Jess somewhere fun, not on a work trip.”

     

    There was something in the way she said it that was really making me believe her. I want to believe her, maybe that’s it. I’ve always wanted to believe her, even when it wasn’t in my best interests. I’ve been protecting myself from myself.

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    1. Hey there! I had to drop a note although I usually don’t do this often and tell you that you made my day. I had a HORRIBLE night that flopped into today and I was looking for something to lift my spirits and then you’re story graced the screen! I always read and enjoy this so much and wanted to let you know that I love it. Keep them coming when you can and make yourself laugh by going back to your chapters where it’s Jess Plan B because she is hysterical when she calls Bette ‘Porter’!

    3. Pseud, I love this story. Especially each characters point of view. I totally understand Tina’s reluctance to trust Bette and loved how Bette surprised her by saying she wouldn’t go. These two lines really stood out for me:
      ” I don’t have a right to ask anything of you.”

      “You have every right.”
      So damn good! Sorry you won’t be posting for a bit but I’ll be here waiting for your return.

    4. Altho I would prefer that you post more frequently, I understand that life does get in the way sometimes… heh. Hope youll feel better soon and the stress level will drop. Your story always makes me squeal out in delight when I refresh the page to see you that have a new installment.

    6. pseud, this story rocks. i’ve been reading it since the very beginning (can’t remember if i commented or not) but i’ve loved the play of emotions across each character. totally believeable and realistic. i like your writing style, up-front, personal, but unique. Every character has her own voice. and even though i generally dislike teenagers with a passion (no offense to any teenagers on this board :-), I really like and understand jess. keep up the good work and hope things start looking up.

    8. This story continues to get better with each chapter. It is still fresh and I still get excited with a new post. My favorite line of the story was when Bette said “Okay”, because all she wants to do is make this thing with her life and Tina work and she will willing to give up everything. Wow, this was a terrific chapter.

    10. you know everything is going so well why something will ruin their lives???..can you please make 85ch just a crepy horrable nightmare???? thye need that chance to be and stay happy…and so do i.lol..

    12. Life has a way of turning your world upside down sometime. I like the way you gave Jess the spunk to call Bette Porter and to some what stand up to her. We are all waiting for you to write more ,on your time. See you thanks

    13. really like this story beenfollowing it since you first wrote-that make sense–anyway i’d miss you if you stop writing for any lenght of time–your a friend

    14. I’ve been one of your stealth readers and always look forward to seeing your next installment. The conflict between Bette and Jess is very plausible and very nicely done. But I can understand if you need to take a break. Be looking forward to your return.

    15. I can’t remember the saying completely, but it went something like this – “to be strong, you have to show your weakness”. I teared some because I “felt” Tina’s pain and weakness, but got this goofy smile now because you have shown how much Bette loves Tina.

      Sometimes life sucks and gives us stress; so I’m thankful for you, sharing your time and story with us.

      Bons-bons for you. Chocolate Bon-Bons!

    19. Love this story and the way that you have them interactiong with Jess. This is so funny sometimes and the fact that Jess won’t let herself call Bette by her first name, just “Porter,” it is priceless. Although you may not be able to complete the story now and we respect that, please finish when you can. We really would like to see them back together as a family again, really together and loving each other. Thanks. Feel better soon.

    22. This story didn’t win an award for nothing mate. Its excellantly written, its emotional, its sensitive and its very funny. Just look at the numbers of readers you have. You can’t leave them without this story.

    23. Pseud, please don’t let stress get to you. You can try, for a day, when you go out of the house, to picture everybody that you see naked. You might drool, you might barf, you might trip, but you’d surely have a laugh or two. Bye-bye stress.

      Please keep on writing. I can never tell you enough how much I love your fic.

      Cheers!

    24. Dearest Pseud,
      I am on nights, have confused patients and a stupid charge nurse, its 0424 and the only thing that has put a smile on my face is seeing your name on the fan fiction today. I will now hold my breath in anticipation of the next story….Ok that didnt last very long…. just hurry up will ya

    27. Wow, I can’t believe I’m all caught up with your stories, pseud. Just want to let you know that I’ve enjoyed your stories very much. You’ve made us cringe, wait nervously, laugh, cry and so much more with all the different POVs. Still worried about chapter 85 although the last few chapters have been sweet, light-hearted and heart warming.

      “I love you, T.”
      At that, my battle is lost. I surrender to her embrace.
      My freed heart ignores her words, and hears her love instead.

      These were my favourite lines in this chapter. Hopefully, Tina’s insecurities have been banished (a little, a lot, if not all). And then we get to Chapter 85…

      I hope that you do know that all your readers appreciate your efforts and will be here waiting patiently for you next posting. We all need some “Me” time from time to time when life gets too demanding. Take a break if you need to but don’t be away for too long. Our necks will be stretched beyond belief by just looking forward to your posting!!

    28. Still one of the great stories. Thanks so much for sharing. Please continue SOON or when you can. One of the many (I think faithful readers that do not comment enough!!!)

    29. Dash it all, why does life and it’s stresses have to rear it’s ugly head! Bash the dragon, I say! Hang in there, pseud. We’ll be waiting here for you whenever life calms down.

      Speaking of life and it’s stresses, Bette has put off dealing with the reality of her gallery in NY longer than I’m sure even she feels comfortable with. But, this is a new Bette.

      Maybe the reason that Bette hasn’t addressed her returning to NY because perhaps she too, wondered if Tina would feel like she could trust her. Or maybe even Bette felt that once she had returned, Tina would change her mind and ignore her. They are both struggling to rebuild trust, in themselves and each other.

      You did a great job of capturing that place we all go to when we are in our heads. There are distractions, noises and loved ones talking to us, but the only thing we hear is our own voice in our head.

      Tina made a huge request by asking Bette not to go to NY, and Bette made a huge concession by agreeing. But unless they talk about what is truly behind both of their motives they will both come to resent both the question and the answer.

      Sounds like there might be hope for them to get through these uncharted waters. Especially when Tina chose to listen to her heart. We have instinct for a reason. Glad she appears to have used it. At least for now.

      Thanks for another great one, pseud.

    30. this chapter was absolutely wonderful, shows Tina’s fear and Bette’s love, i hope that Tina jsut let go of that fear and trust Bette, b/c i don’t see Bette doing anything that might affect the progress her and Tina made so far in their relationship…and maybe it will also change the ch. 85 ;) good luck with life and if you can please post as often as you can, this story is marvelous…thanks, B&TF

    31. pseud – i love this story and have been totally remiss in leaving you feedback. you’re story totally makes me smile when i read it.
      You have such a unique ability to so clearly spell out all three points of view with such emotion, reality and humor. As always, great update!

    32. really was liking this chapter but the ending totally did it for me. hope things start to get better for you, and dont worry about your readers i think we are pf the faithful kind XD

    33. Hey pseud I’ve never left a comment. I now feel the need. Please go forword with your story. It is one of my favorites. I love Bette and Jess trying to figure one another out. And when Jess calls her Porter brings a smile to my face. They are so much alike.They just can’t see it. Loving Tina/Mom they know they have that in common. Which is what will help their relationship along. Tina needs them both to love her. pseud take a deep breathe and please find the time to keep writing.You have a B&T story that is worth sharing. Thank you for giving me something to look forword to when I sign on and see you have posted…..it lightens my day. I wish for you writing it lightens yours.

    34. Wow! what a great chapter :) I really hope that Tina realizes that she can’t really control Bette and let’s her go. We all…..wait a tick!! maybe chapter 85 is about Bette needing to go back to NY for a while!! HA! I’ve figured it out….i think. anyway! thanks for posting your awesome story. have a good night psued :)

    36. I’m trying to figure out what happens between now and Chapter 84 to make things turn out so horribly. I don’t think Bette is stupid enough to sleep with someone else, even though she was that stupid before. So I figure it has to be something to do with work, maybe she has to stay there for a longer period of time and Tina thinks the past is repeating itself. Things are obviously going well because Bette is living out of a bag at the house. I don’t think she’d mess up with Jess, as much as they don’t get on at the moment I think that’s mainly out of Jess’ stubborness than anything else. Hmm…or maybe it is just a horrible horrible horrible dream like someone else suggested.

      Whatever the answer is I just want to thank you for a great chapter. I do love this story, especially Jess. Understandably you have other things going on and I hope the stresses subside soon because as an avid reader I want more, but don’t we all. I hope life works itself out so that you’re not kept away for too long.

    37. Pseud, thank you very much for another great chapter. It truly makes me happy when I wake up in the morning to see you’ve posted a new chapter. This is my favourite story, I hope we won’t have to miss your wr, ting for to long! Meanwhile goodluck with everything!

    38. i love your story so much. I look for updates every day. Please continue when you can. Also, will you be telling us what happened to Kit? I remember the waitress mentioning something to Bette about Kit when Jess and Bette went out to eat.

    39. I have 4 or 5 Favourite stories that are going on the now and yours is one of them. I Love this story I think it is wonderful, alot of the stories are only sex, sex , sex every chapter, but you have a wonderful story going with your. I look forward to the day that Jess finally excepts Bette for what she is. Like tommorrow would be good? heehee. I also would love to know why it is that Tina is going to through Bette out. Your story is one of the best please continue and my apololigies for not commenting more but I do love your work it make my day when I see you have posted. xx

    40. Please don’t give up on us! Have just had the journey from hell – seven hours stuck on the motorway on a journey that should have only taken three – so was pleased as Punch to find you had posted. Love your humour and the tenderness of the new “Porter”. Don’t stop!

    41. i guess its time for the readers to give something back to the authors:)..i really love your story..thanx for taking time out to do this for us..although i may not know what is going on in your life at the mo, hope all is fine..take care..(“,)

    43. I never left a comment before but i’m a great fan of your story so please don’t give up on us,i’m waiting everydays for a new plan b and i love them all.Thanks for your story and don’t stop that will kill me:)

    44. I really love this story. I started reading and started from the beginning a while ago and have thoroughly enjoyed it since. You have a great way of capturing each characters personality. Great story telling!

    45. this stuff all makes her happy. The shopping. The primping. The Porter…..”And you’re passing on letting LaBette foot the bill.”…..most women were Porterfied.
      LMAO! Where do you come up with these names for Bette?
      Anyway, as always, another amazing chapter! I look forward to Jess arriving home and finding her moms waiting up for her. Post again soon.

    46. Poo to pressure…I hope the bazillion comments left here will help lighten your load. :)
      This is a terrific story…honestly, when i see “Plan B” on the list I get giddy. It’s well-developed, smart, entertaining and just all-together wonderful. Keep it up…when life permits. And take a deep breath.

    48. You are an inspiring writer – you take risks and you have your characters really explore what it means to love someone and trust another and themselves. and you are very very funny as well Thanks so much for writing whenever you can I’ll be reading.

    49. “i dont have a right to ask anything of you.”

      “you have every right.”

      “i love you, T.”

      how freaking powerful is that. thanks p. now do what you need and come back. well still be here. you know how much we love this story. thanks

    50. Boy oh boy, I just got caught up…literally and figuratively. My eyes watered reading Tina felt Bette’s love and let her heart go. Wow, that was emotional and so well written.

    51. You know, I always thought that the real cause of the delay in their reunion was a Jess issue. I never once saw that Tina was still deeply affected by what happened all those years ago. Tina, surprisingly, is the only one keeping this ‘family’ from moving forward. As she herself stated, how can she want to be with Bette yet not trust her to be alone? We all understand that trust was lost and has to be re-established…Bette is aware of this and is so far very patient in the process. However, when Tina is asking Bette to change a big part of who she is…(i.e. very hands-on with her work)…that could lead to future problems.
      Tina and Bette really need to have a serious heart to heart. Because they can’t continue handling each other with kid gloves.
      Bette’s presence is clear evidence of what she feels and she has voiced the same in the car. Tina needs to stop running from her fears and deal with them.
      There’s no guarantee that love will last forever. But when you find that special someone who makes everything seem worthwhile, it’s only fair to give that love a chance. It may last only for a season but it will always be worth it.

    53. Here’s my comment: I know life may be dealing you some distractions at the moment, but I hope you will continue the story in some way, shape or fashion. I won’t be satisfied unless I can see them conclude this business and happily reunite their family. And I feel they have lots more processing to do before that can happen. So, Bette has to make sacrifices. Perhaps she needs to shut down her East Coast operation and base her gallery solely in L.A. I think she owes that to Tina and Jess for all the time that’s been lost.

      Chin up! We’re rooting for ya!
      Pip, pip and a pile of bon-bons for you, Pseud!

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