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    Tina — Plan B; pt. 69

    Story written on September 24, 2005 by pseud.
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    Can Bette set a new course?

     

    Something about the words. “You can’t just wipe out what you did.”

     

    Her brow wrinkles, but she doesn’t sound angry when she does speak. “I’m not asking you to forget, ever, what I did. I know I won’t. But I’ve accepted where I was weak, where I failed. I just want a chance.”

     

    A chance. A probability for success, but also a possibility for failure.

     

    “But we” We what? What do I want? Do I want her to leave?

     

    “Look Tina, I know I’m not perfect. But I’ve learned. And I think the essence of who we are, the memory of what we had, shows us that we can have a future.”

     

    No past, but we can have memories? I’m not sure I want to censor my memories.

     

    As I’m mulling through this thought, I realize that Bette is kneeling before me. On one knee. In her hand is a small box.

     

    “Tina. I know yesterday you wouldn’t let me say the words that I want to say. But we clearly found a way to communicate, to express our feelings.”

     

    I feel my skin warm as I recall the brazen moves I placed on Bette, and how thoroughly I enjoyed having her accede.

     

    “I’d brought this with me, for you,” she opens the box, and the ring inside, it’s beautiful. It’s one I’ve seen before; I believe it belonged to her grandmother. “And I’m not asking for you to wear it. But I’d like you to take it, and consider the future.”

     

    “I I’m not I don’t”

     

    “Please, Tina.”

     

    I can feel her warmth as she lightly takes my hand, turning it palm-up, and places the box in my open palm. “Do we have a chance, T?”

     

    Bette. Kneeling before me. Presenting me with a ring.

     

    I blink the tears from my eyes.

     

    “If we don’t, please tell me now, and you’ll be free of me.”

     

    Bette. The old Bette would have demanded an answer. Would have accepted only an affirmative.

     

    This Bette. It’s the same Bette, but it’s this Bette. A Bette I don’t feel that I fully know yet. One that perhaps I’d like to become better acquainted with.

     

    Between the tears I nod. The smile brightens Bette’s face. She wraps my hand around the box. Another change. The old Bette would have insisted that I wear the ring, that I demonstrate to the world that I was her possession.

     

    I feel her hands on my cheeks, thumbs brushing away tears. She places light kisses on my eyelids. I’m not sure that her actions are having the affect that she wishes, as she’s making the tears flow more freely.

     

    God I need her.

     

    Again, I find myself seeking out her mouth. I kiss her, deeply, wrapping my arms around, and pulling her close. The ring box is probably digging into her back, but she remains in my grasp.

     

    This time, when she makes a move, I let her.

     

    I feel a dampness on my breast from her mouth and tongue, and her tears. Will there come a time that we can find enjoyment with each other without also finding tears?

     

    Bette helps me from the rest of clothes. She places them carefully on the couch, just as she carefully placed the ring in its box on a small table next to where I sit.

     

    As she separates from me, I feel her warmth pulling away, and groan at its absence. She stands, and leads me, gently, to the bed.

     

    As Bette makes love to me, I understand what she means by communication, how she pleads her case with her actions, through my reactions.

     

    And when my body falls into release, she’s there, holding me, keeping me safe. Keeping me warm.

     

    I had any doubts before about how attractive Bette finds me, but I’m beginning to understand that these are my own doubts. She cradles me rocking, whispering. I kiss her neck, tasting the salt, smelling her perfume.

     

    So much of this is so familiar, so comfortable.

     

    It’s not freedom, yet I don’t feel captive. Dare I think that I feel loved?

     

    (tbc)

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    4. I wish I was as good with words as you are, if I was you could understand how much I’ve enjoyed this story, and chapter. Thanks for the update.

    5. Not freedom, yet not feel like a captive. Hey, I want to get me some of that. Hope they have it at that little corner store close to where I live.

      Amazing chapter as always, pseud. Am all agog and agape. Please continue and post soon.

      Cheers!

    6. Pseud,
      I don’t comment often – and I feel like an ingrate for not doing so. Please do know that I often read your chapters several times over a period of time. I read this one again just now and realized how lovely and intense it is. You are a great story teller and have somehow found the perfect pace for this story. In many other author’s hands I would have thought this story was close to ending. In your hands it seems there are many unsorted complexities that you will take us thorugh – with just a few words but with great skill. Thanks for a great reading experience.

    7. Bette taking the time to rearrange her schedule shows her depth of understanding their need for communication.

      Tina’s inner turmoil about their past and her current feelings gives her pause to consider what the future may hold. However, history can be a fickle advisor. Sometimes it’s better to go with your instinct.

      By not forgetting their past, they leave themselves open to the rewards of a positive tomorrow. As long as the past is never used as a weapon against one another.

      This new Bette is recognizing her opportunities rather than the chance to retreat.

      Bette’s sincerity was so touching, her grandmother’s ring was the perfect offering. Tina’s surprise, uncertainty and ultimate acceptance was like watching the tumblers in a lock working to sync up until the right combination was achieved.

      I like the emotional sensuality that you brought to their union, it was neither tawdry nor overplayed. Perfect.

      Sometimes a sign is as simple as just talking.

      There is still more that these two need to explore with each other…and Jess. Now, the real games begin.

      Great chapter!

    9. Est-ce que je dois vous dire combien j’aime votre histoire? Est-ce que voulez-vous que j’écrive une poésie en une autre langue? I don’t want to be redundant, so I thought I should try a new tack…

    10. I just read a chapter by someone else Anys ans wrote a comment ‘this is one of the best chapter I have read in along time’. Then the next chapter is yours, And I have to admit this chapter was even better

    11. such a sweet chapter Pseud. really enjoy seeing the fear in TIna subside and maybe she will trust her true feelings. always love the B&T lovin. ttyl looking forward to the next chappy

    12. OMG! This was incredible. My heart is pounding trying to get out of my chest. Wow. Damn woman, that was just heart stopping, heart pounding incredible. I gotta go read it again just to get my cardio work out.

    15. P!!!!!
      hey there
      it’s been a minute hope all is well with you. What can I say this chapter along with the other 68 of them have been fucking awesome to say the least. Your story always brings a smile to my face.

    16. OH, OH! I didn’t dare believe, a post by you! This is such an insightful chapter, Tina realizing that Bette loves her all this time and the doubts was just in herself. I like it. I like it a lot.

      Thanks….I think you already know that I always for your posts.

      Happy me…..

    17. “i hope you dont mind privacy.” and tina could walk after that., uh huh

      “you just cant wipe out what y ou did.” “im not asking you to forget, ever, what i did. I know i wont. but ive accepted where i was weak, where i failed. i just want a chance.” jeez it was 15 years ago tina. give the girl a break. k

      bette. kneeling before me. presenting me with a ring. so sweet, but so brave.

      and when my body falls into releas, she there, holding me, keeping me safe. keeping me warm. *sigh* im so happy to read this before bed. such happy thoughts.

      you have captured uncertaintity, happiness, love, acceptance, hope. god just about everything i need to hear. thanks pseud, for you time and care you bring to this. its beautiful. take care.

    19. Let it go already, Tina. Where is her culpability in making Bette leave her and their family? Yeah, Tina’s admitted to the request, but I don’t believe she truly accepts she is equally responsible for Bette’s absence, and she definitely hand’t forgiven Bette for her crimes of the heart after all these years. This Tina is just as annoying and unforgiving as the daughter. She needs to either move on from the past, where she seems to be stuck in perpetuity, or set Bette free once and for all (physically and emotionally). Sigh.

    21. “Dare I think that I feel loved?” — Love is not about thinking…its about feelings that has nothing to do with logic. Thank you for the update!!!

    22. OMG beautiful..now Tina beggin to see all the truth in Bette and now that all the doubts is only in her mind she have no reason to be afraid and even if have any question or fear she have to ask they need to comunicate ..
      “Will there come a time that we can find enjoyment with each other without also finding tears?”..yes this time will come and im sure it will be the best time they will ever live and together..man i have no words to describe how happy i am..BUT i almost forgot Jess..lol..she is the one Bette have to captive now..another amazing chapter please post soon!!!!

    23. I wonder how I’ll know; what kind of sign I might get for guidance.

      Then she nudges me, and I feel a tingle.

      Damn her for that. That’s not a sign.

      (Sure it is, Tina!) Very cute, pseud!

    24. psued, what a great chapter…a nice way to wake up for me. The ring, that TIna knew it was her grandmothers, that was really cool, and how she saw that Bette had changed…and had stayed the same. I hope Tina wears the ring soon, but not too soon. I understand what you were saying about your “When it All Became” story. I only wish I had a) known about this site during season 2 and b)didn’t wait until sept to read you. I was seriously dissappointed with S2, I only hope S3 improves. Although I was frustrated at the end of your WIAB story because it never really ended, I am glad that you are concentrating on the Plan B stories. I really just wanted to let you know that I thought all of your stories were great and I appreciate everything that you write/wrote.

    25. Thank you for sharing a special chapter. ‘It’s not freedom, yet I don’t feel captive.’ When you put yourself in someone’s care and also willingly commit to fulfilling their needs…

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