Carmen’s POV

I still felt like an idiot. I should have known that she wasn’t interested in my anymore. But the fact that she wasn’t even attracted to me anymore hurt me. I didn’t want her to tell me that all she wanted was a friendship. I didn’t want to realize that I’m not good enough for her.
In reality my feelings were hurt when she rejected me last night. I didn’t want to show her how much it hurted me, that’s why I had to play the bith now. I know it sounds pathetic. But I’m just not ready to hear her say : "Can we just be friends?" Not yet.

"What do you want from me Shane?"

"I…we need to talk."

"No, we don’t need anything. I was a fool thinking that you still wanted me, okay? I got the message. I just need you to leave me alone now."

"Can…can we please go back to the Planet?"

"No, Shane. I’m not going anywhere with you. I’m so sick of it. God how could I be so stupid…"

I acted like a real bitch right now and I hated myself already for acting like that. I recognized that she was hardly listening to me. She looked sick and pale.

"Hey, are you okay? You look bad."

"Yeah…I’m alright. Just…out of breath you know."

I saw that she wasn’t honest. She leaned against the wall behind her and breathed heavily. I laid my hand in her forehead to check her temperature. She was cold which worried me even more because it was very hot that day.

"Alright stay here, okay? I’m going to get the car and we’re going to the hospital. I want you to get checked."

"No…no…I’m fine. Just feeling a bit dizzy. I think I just need to sit down and a glass of water maybe."

"Shane, I didn’t ask you to come with you I’m telling you. Here, drink this. I’ll get you in a minute. I’ll be right back, okay?"

I helped her to get into the car and drove like a maniac. She was getting more and more tired and finally I realized that the situation was more serious than I thought since she was beginning to loose consciousness.

"Shane!! Came on talk to me, please! What’s wrong with you?? Stay awake come on!! Shane!!!"