Helena: Yeah good, coping.

Conversation between them wasn’t flowing, the bitterness and unresolved issues between them hung in the air.

Helena: Well you’re obviously busy maybe I should go. As she got up to leave.

Cody starring at Helena, the thoughts of what they had rushing threw her mind, her emotions over took her and Cody found it hard to fight to resist saying anything about there past relationship, but before she could stop herself she had already said it.

Cody: You left me…………you had issues and you left…….why?

Helena stopped still facing the door, she didn’t turn round, she didn’t want to face her ex lover. She felt guilty for just leaving without reason. Had she really though Cody wouldn’t ask.

Helena: I know I’m sorry I……..I….. struggling to speak the words she wanted to. I guess it was too soon and I missed my children.

Cody: Was you still in love with Winnie? Cody asked not sure if she wanted to know the answer

Helena: No…………I don’t know, I didn’t know what I wanted.

Cody: did you have any feelings for me? Cody couldn’t help but wonder

Helena turned around her expression said it all. As Cody looked into Helena’s eyes she could she the hurt and regret she knew she had caused. Helena stood in silence looking at Cody for what seamed like a lifetime

Helena: Yes I had feelings for you………..pausing not sure weather to say what she was now thinking……….and I still do!

Cody searched Helena’s eyes, but all she could see was longing. Helena still cared for Cody

Having Cody so near had brought back the longing she had for her all those years ago. Helena was going to try and win Cody back, but Helena had a secret she who have to come clean.

Helena: I didn’t know Tina was your sister. Trying to change the subject.

Cody: Why would you need to know?

Helena: I never made the connection that you both had the same surname, I mean you were in England and well Tina was here. Helena sounded nervous

Cody: I don’t understand what are you trying to tell me?

Helena: you don’t know do you?

Cody: know what???

This confession was going to bed harder than Helena first imagined. Tina had obviously missed this part of her life story out.