"Dont you see Alice, I’m always used to being the insecure one, you were how I always wanted to be, so confident and self assured, whenever that image started to fade away and I was faced with your vulnerability, I had no idea what to do, I never had to deal with someone elses insecurities so I tried to pretend they weren’t there"

"But Dana I loved you, why did you not just tell me, talk to me?"

"Believe me I tried, but it either came out wrong or you got defensive and then Lara came……"

"And you thought oh here’s Lara, the love of my life, plus she’s uncomplicated and not needy…"

"No Alice, thats not how it was"

"Really, so how was it?"

"Ok I’ll admitt seeing Lara again felt good and yeah it stirred up old feelings, how could it not but I was with you Alice and thats how I wanted it"

"Humm, well why did it never feel like that"

"I dont know Alice, but its the truth"

"Dana can you just for a minute stop and imagine how hard it was for me when Lara came back into your life. She was your first love, hell for all I knew she was the love of your life. You never wanted to split up with her and here she was, what the hell did you want me to think, I mean it’s not like you done anything to reassure me"

"Alice I never knew you felt like that, you never told me, I mean I thought you were a little jealous but I didn’t think it was that bad"

"Oh grow up Dana! I shouldn’t have had to tell you" Alice angrily get off the sofa, anger rising in her neck as she turns to face Dana. "Do you know how god damn hard it is to be totally and utterly in love with someone and know they love someone else. Know that whether they want to or not, your not getting all of them that part of them, however small belongs to that person. It messes with your head Dana, it brings out insecurities you never thought you had, puts doubt in your mind and you have no control what so ever. I needed you to tell me it was ok that you didn’t love Lara, but you didn’t, you left me and went straight to her"