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    Story written on February 14, 2006 by TMerlin.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=59581
    Author Notes:

    The story picks up toward the end of season 3.

     

    TINA-  “When I was close to her and even when I was physically pushing her away”

     

    KIT-  (A bit jokingly)  “Like when you lunged at her and threw her up against the wall and I thought you were going to tear her apart?”

     

    TINA-  (She smiles, looks down then back at Kit)  “Yes Kit, even thenI feltI don’t knowit was like all I could see was her eyes.  And then she grabbed me and said those words to meand I sawall I could seewas my lover and her hurt, the hurt I had caused.  I was seeing all this passion in her eyesall this emotion, all this angerbut I didn’t want to look away, I felt like I just wanted to lose myself in herI wanted her to fight her way into meI wanted her to not let go.  I kept seeing her disappointment in me.  And I saw mine.”

     

    KIT-  “Tina, don’t hold her accountable for anything other than what she feels for youwhat she holds deep down inside of her just for you.  That’s what you need to look for and when she looks into you that’s what you need to show hernot your fears, not your insecuritiesthat’s for laterthe first thing she needs to see is YOU and that deep part of you that is her’sassuming it’s still there.  Not Angelica, not forgiving past wrongs or forgetting them, not Henry, not sexual confusion, not your finances, not anything other than that one so important thing.”  (Kit is getting emotional now too.)  “But Tina, if you look into those eyes and that soul, if you really look and all you see is a dark void, if you don’t see ‘Tina’ in the depths of her soul, wrapped up like the treasure that captivated her heart once and that I know was there, you say goodbye and you say it with all your heart.”  (Tina’s tears stream down her face.)  “And then you solidify a friendship and make a place for Angelica in that friendship so that she can still be a part of her life, always.  And then both of you can move on and we can all move on, as friends and with love always a part of your friendship and our collective friendship for the rest of our lives, regardless of who is in your respective beds.  And whatever you do, don’t you dare do it so that you and Angelica can’t be a part of my life.  If that happens, I swear I’ll beat both of you to a pulp and I’ll seek sole custody after I kidnap her to a country with no extraditiondo you understand me?”  (Kit’s crying while trying to be a little funny.  She embraces Tina.)

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    2. This story was incredible (and that word doesn’t even suffice). It almost brought me to tears. If B&T’s actual journey even came close to the way this one is written, I would think IC was a genius.

    4. when i read the first half, my heart broke into a million little pieces and i couldn’t breath, i’m completely downtrodden now. and then i started reading the alice/shane/bette part and it was still heartbreaking, but also funny at times and it was kind of a tears and laughter moment for me. and then the tina/kit and bette/shane stuff, it’s so sad and yet it gives me hope… outstanding writing, thanks a lot! hope you can post more!

    7. This was just excellent! Bette’s desperation and Tina’s fury were completely believable. I can’t tell you how much I hate the ep12 spoilers, if only they would play out this way.

    8. mnj33pp here, my mouth is still open and the tears are still there. That was absolutly amazing no not amazing, i truly can’t find a word to discribe what i’m feeling right now. The way you guys write, the feelings the emotions OMG, i’m speechless. Thank you, Thank you

    12. TMerlin…You are truly are a magician as your namesake would imply. You have to send your incredible story to IC. The words, the dialogue, the emotions, everything about it was phenomenal. They could base all of S4 using this story as the first episode. You can tell how amazing it is b/c when I signed on there were about 850 viewings. I don’t know if you can continue but please try.

    14. this was awesome!! i love all of the ‘psychobabble’ because this is a very deep and complex love….i love how in your story their friends actually lend words of wisdom and tina and bette actually listen to them. hey there’s a concept…please send a copy to IC. show her what real processing is.

    18. Amazing, absolutely astounding. I am left here at work in awe of your writing. You are truly talented. I hope that you will continue this story, please we would like to see them patch things up. Tina and Bette are such great soul mates, I am just relieved that a REAL TALENTED WRITER could bring the truth out in these characters. Seriously, I hope IC reads this and see what a real writer can do. I am so speechless, I will be thinking about your story for days.(I will probably stop watching the show just to read your beautifully written stories.)You have so much passion and depth in your writing, you moved us all. LOVED IT!!

    19. Absolutely wonderful as usual. I sure hope there is another chapter on it’s way. I just have this need for closure with these two. One way or the other, since so far, the show hasn’t provided us anything in two years. Your depth is incredible with these two characters. Very nice job!

    20. wow i’m in awe of your work right now. i’m so glad your making such sense of tibette. can i just how much i love the framily’s involvement and wish so much it could be like this on the show. love it.

    26. GOD DAMN TMerlin this was fucking awesome!!! Do you have anymore pages up your sleeve at this point because I would gladly put the rest of my days activities on hold to read them. I luv how you had Shane talk to Bette because really at this point I think everyone wants to beat the shit out of Bette & Tina so they can wake up and see that they love each other.

    29. OMFG, OMFG…if I were a writer I would have all these amazing words to put down in this comment box so that you would know what power you stories have. All I have to see is TMerlin and I’m salivating…the best thing other than the content is the length, you never leave us hanging..you give us the full meal deal and that means a lot to a reader. I swear I was holding my breath thru the entire 10pgs and that’s about the right length before I pass out…see I told you I was no writer..but I hope you get my point….Don’t know why this came up an anonymous…it’s me Honda90

    32. Wow, that was so powerful TMerlin. What a perfect episode 1, season 4 that would make. It certainly would fill the drama quotient for a season. These two women are bound together by a strong love…now they just have to recognize it for themselves.

    36. Absolutely awesome! I feel absolutely wrung out. Don’t know whether you plan to continue with this story, but it would be incredible if you could take us further and in a hopeful direction. Terrific.

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