Still thinking about it all Bette followed Tina in the store. Usually it was Bette who led like the alpha she is, but of course the book was on her mind. Bette wondered what Tina was thinking; she seemed so interested in the lettuce and tomatoes. Tina was a veggie freak and spending time among the greens was her idea of shopping for food. Getting bored watching her trying to decide which shade of cucumber was best Bette wandered away. Her sweet tooth called and she started to pass the aisles looking for the candy section. .Dairy sectioncereal sectionbaby section.Bette stopped there. The fluorescent lights hurting her eyes Bette took a few steps in. As she walked down she saw and felt the products go by.baby oil.diapersbaby food.Bette stopped and rested her hands on baby clothes. She felt tears coming and fought to choke them back down. Even though she and Tina dealt with so much.they havent with the one thing they lost that both put so much thought happiness love and tears together. They mourned separately.

Later that evening after pasta dinner Bette and Tina set about with the ritual of going to bed. Tina sat on the toilet seat flossing her teeth while Bette, in her PJs, brushed her hair with one hundred strokes. That was one habit she couldnt break since childhood. Once inside the bedroom Bette forgot the book was under the covers, but before she could get there Tina pulled them back to get into bed and saw the book. Bette stood there feeling stupid, Tina took it and laugheddid Bette leave it there for her? Getting in Bette said she found it in Tinas bagsmiling T asked if Bette was ever going to tell her. Feeling stupid Bette asked why T bought it in the first place, and before she could answer Bette said she wanted to maybe.if they both felt likemaybe they couldliketry some of the stuff. Bette was blushing and looking down; Tina stroked the side of her face and said why not tonight. They kissed and snuggled down, both flipping through the book. For no apparent reason their rings came into Bettes mind. Both of them were not wearing their rings and Bette wanted to ask T about it but T spoke first. She wanted to try out vaginal fisting. Bette felt a little weird talking about it all; however she didnt want to appear hesitant since Tina had no qualms. Dammitif her woman could be so comfortable she was going to be too. Fisting.vaginal fisting.Bette shyly asked if T was sure. They decided Bette had smaller handsit was true.did they have Vaseline? Bette got up and looked in the bathroom. Looking at herself in the mirror Bette wondered if she could do it, to be honest Tina was surprising her tonight. Never had she been so upfront about these things. Could Bette do it?

Soon she found out yes she certainly could. Tina had some pillows to support her, one underneath and one behind her back against the headboard. Kneeling before her, Ts legs spread, Bette lathered her in Vaseline. Earlier Bette went down on Tina to get her wet enough and now stroking, sweet talking, and kissing her Bette went about to begin. They planned to do it over time, one couldnt fist in one nightphysically impossible unless the other woman tore. Bette slipped in two fingers, then three, and then four. Talking to Tina the whole time, Tina holding Bettes arms, she slowly and gently went a little furtherthe Vaseline helped. She got in over her knuckles and a few minutes later her thumb. They stoppeddown there there was a lot of pressure on Tinaand they wanted to go slowly each night and maybe do other stuff too. Breathlessly Tina whispered it felt intense and incredibly intimate. daddy did not even remotely enter the picture. They kissed and kissed and kissed.

Bette proud that she was such a nasty girl they giggled and kissed again.