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    Vignettes: Chapter 26

    Story written on April 21, 2005 by fareast.
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    Bette took the note she had written to Tina out of the envelope and read it over more than once while Shane sat next to her in silence. Shane could see the tears being held back in Bettes eyes. Bette looked up and smiled weakly at Shane. She handed the note to Shane.

    Go ahead, read it. I know you want to. Bette said.

    Shane shrugged but didnt resist.

    ***

    Dear Tina,

    Ive sat down and started writing this note a hundred times, but I never get further than writing your name. Every time I see it, I am reminded that you are not here anymore. And I have actually completed this letter a hundred times in a hundred different ways in my mind. But it never makes it in print. I decided tonight is the night to let it all out because I leave for my new home across the country in the morning. Its now or never.

    I love you. I know you say you already know this but I dont think you believe this. I wish you did. I wish I never did anything to lose your trust and assurance in me. But I cant take the past back no matter how much I want to. And most of the time I want to, but sometimes, I think something needed to happen in our relationship. We were heading downhill for a long time. I just wish I hadnt messed up.

    But I messed up big time. And everything fell apart. It seemed impossible to fix and it still does, but I cant fix it alone. No matter how hard I try. It doesnt matter how badly I want it because you need to work with me or else nothing will ever fall back into place. And you cant work with me until you can trust me again. It seems its all a very vicious cycle. And Im spinning out of control without you.

    So now what? I have tried so many things in the last few months to pull you back to me but nothing works. I love you so much, Tina. My heart aches for you. I have to hold my hand over my chest because of the pain inside of me. The dull ache stings to my bones and my heart feels vacant like an empty parking lot in the middle of the night. Now, our bed is only half full. Its too big for one person and too lonely without your scent. Your blonde curls no longer slip through my fingers and your brown eyes never search my own any more. I would give anything to feel your breath on my neck while we sleep wrapped in each others arms. I miss your voice tickling my ear. Your off key singing in the shower still haunts my memories along with how your painted toes sparkled in the pool on a hot summer afternoon. We have quite the love story, Tina, right from the beginning. We swept each other off our feet. My wandering heart found your searching heart and melded into one. And now its broken in half. Each stage our love went through was beautiful from the excitement to the familiarity to the comfort and understanding of one another so deeply that I can see it in your eyes each emotion that pulses through your body at any given time. I dont know how to get back to that place.

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    5. great update – so glad you posted before the weekend. I love your story. Hope to hear an announcement on an award for you this weekend!! Great job as always.

    9. Now we’re moving along!
      Of course, I want them back together, as do the other characters in the story.
      I hope it’s only a matter of time.
      Hope springs eternal!

    10. Shane and Tina are so close. Maybe if Tina reads the letter.she could understand Bette better now after all these years. Would love to see the two of them as Tina and Bette again. we can all wish can’t we. Thanks

    13. Please, please, please… don’t let this be the last chapter before Sun. night. I can’t get enough of this-I’m a hopeless Fareast addict! Thanks.

    14. Very nice update fareast. Now Tina maybe you should not read the letter befor Bette gives it to you or… if you do – will you forgive her. Let´s find out YES. Post soon

    18. i totally love this story……i hope Tina reads the note and it helps, as i want to see Bette and Tina back where they belong too…..i love the pace you are setting with this story fareast and i will follow avidly till the very end:)…..more soon please:)

    20. Another wonderous post.
      Oh please let Tina read the letter. And what a cruel way to end this chapter. You do love to taunt, tease and torment your readers. Luv it really just need your continuation to be real soon.
      Conflicting views as Bette seems to think everything is dead and buried whereas Tina seems to be admitting out loud her regrets. Please let these two gals find each other again.

    21. Thanks for the additional post I love this story and always seem to be waiting for more it’s just that good. Oh please had Tina read the letter and understand it. It beautifully expresses all Bette’s sadness and love and the possibility of hope. Thanks

    23. I’m just catching this story now…[looking around wondering where have I been??] Wonderful chapter and really enjoyed Bette’s touching letter. Enjoy your weekend!

    25. Thank you so very much for this story. I love it more and more after each chapter. Your writing is a treasure to read. *smiles* to you!!!

      Hope you had a good Patriot’s Day and April Vac Week. Enjoy your weekend and post again very soon!

    27. What a wonderful chapter. I found myself holding my breath while reading it. My heart could almost feel the pain.
      Many Mahalos and hope to read more soon.

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