I dont know if I want to have kids, but I want to find that someone who completes me, but not for a while. Not until I can slow down, until I want to slow down. Thats what I want! To slow down someday. There must be more to life than running around so busy, not taking any time to smell the air. Dana looked off into the darkness of the night beyond the table.

Shane started. I agree with you on that, Dana. Slowing down and taking time out is the best thing to strive for, especially in this group. She looked around the table. I hope to always have friends. I never want to be lonely or feel unloved. Love and kids dont interest me. Always knowing I have a place to go does, like here.

Everyone was quiet again and all eyes were on Bette. What about you, Bette? Shane asked.

Bette shook her head. I dont know. Stability is a must, but as long as T is by my side, I wont waver. I want to be happy. Is that too much to ask?

Shane laughed. Its amazing how you can be so open about some things, but with others, you tuck away inside of you. She directed her comment at Bette who raised a shot glass.

One more for good luck? Bette asked avoiding Shanes last comment as everyone readied themselves for one more drink.

After they dropped their glasses on the table, Shane asked Bette to step outside the circle for a minute. They walked over towards the pool, clumsily. Whats up? Bette asked.

I just wanted to let you know how much I value your friendship. Shane said as she pulled Bette closer for a hug.

Aww. Thanks Shane. Before Bette could finish her sentence, Shane swung her around and threw her into the pool. After that splash, somehow all of the women ended up in the pool together, laughing and splashing.

***

Do you remember that night? Shane asked.

How could I forget our margarita nights? Bette caught herself smiling again. But why this night?

Because this night we talked about what we wanted out of our futures. Remember?

Bette closed her eyes and let one tear fall down her cheek. I remember. We were young then.

We were very young, but full of hope and possibility. Somewhere along the way we all strayed from that night but it doesnt always have to remain that way.

Shane stood up and offered a hand to Bette. After a moment of hesitation, Bette accepted the offer and followed her lanky friend into the house.