My name is Shane, and all of my life, I have lived by a code. A code which tells me that I am out there to live and have a goodtime, only to satisfy my wants and needs. I never worry about offending others nor do I worry about the hearts I break. Because it is their own fault that they invested themselves and be vulnerable. I never made them fall in love with me. I am me, and I only love me Until one day Lets just say Karma is a *****.

It has been a month since Cherie broke my spirit. My friend Alice thinks that I need to go out more and start getting over her. The truth is, I know I will get over her; I just want to do it on my own pace. Just because I havent slept with someone in a month doesnt mean that I need help. Ok it might seem odd since girls just throw themselves at me. I just havent found one that I want to be with yet. Swearing off ***** for a bit certainly cleared my mind and realized how stupid I was for letting someone in. But all that is going to change. I just got my brand new hair cut, brand new outfits, and I am ready for the brand new me, to embrace the good old me.

There was a terrible outburst at the Planet this morning where Tina practically threw the table at Bette; I never knew that she had it in her. She does seem differently lately though, definitely gaining a bit more em strength. So I went to the studio to earn a few bucks so that I can go to Milk at night and have a good time. After Alice found out whose hair I am doing she insisted on tagging along. For some reason I dont think she is actually interested in what I am doing rather she is trying to get away from Tonya. Half way through my cut, one of the most attractive girl I have seen in ages walked in offering me Starbucks. I think she mentioned her name but I was concentrating too hard on being savvy than to actually remember. Alice must have picked up on my attraction because I can sense that dumb look forming on her face.