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    Was it Time Wasted?

    Story written on March 28, 2011 by Journey1962.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=77116
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    A one time complete story. A Tibette/Journey1962 Mashup

    “Bette’s family was like my very own family.  They treated me better than my own did.  I always felt like an outsider in my own family.  I always thought a little differently then they did.  And they couldn’t respect my thinking differently.  That and I didn‘t trust them very much.  That was one of the reasons that I kept to myself.  I grew up learning that people couldn‘t be trusted.”  looking to Bette “Well some can be.  When she was talking about the letter writing it brought up for me such a wonderful memory.”
    “What was that?”
    “We use to see who could out do who with the letters.” says Tina and Bette laughs
    “Yes we did.  Didn’t we?”
    “We would write normal letters to one another but we would try to come up with the craziest wackiest form of delivery.  She sent me one written entirely on toilet paper.”
    “Yeah we would look forward to the mail to see what strange shaped box or lumpy envelope would come in our names.”
    “It really sparked my creativity it was fun having someone inspire me.  I wants to please her.  I wanted to impress her.  I wanted to make her happy.  I still do.” Bette looks at Tina.
    “Babe you still do.  Well we developed and maintained our friendship over the next year.  We were both in college, separate ones during the school year.  We didn‘t work together the following year but because we had worked together we knew some of the same people.  The summer we didn‘t work together I had this crush on one of the other counselor, and of course I didn‘t let Bette know.  I didn‘t quite know what I was feeling.  I always knew that I was somewhat attracted to females but I wasn‘t going to act on it.  As a kid I was always trying to get an older female’s, usually a leader’s, attention.  I kind of thought of it as wanting to be the teacher’s pet.  I just wanted them to like me.  One of the counselors that summer went to college with me and I told her about the camp, she got hired and brought a lot of her friends with her.  I didn‘t know until a few weeks into summer that she and all of her friends where lesbians.  So about half the staff was gay but it wasn‘t talked about.  But this one other girl that I had a crush on, I guessed was gay.  So that was the first time I really thought about the possibility of my being lesbian.  I knew nothing back then other than it was not supposed to be normal.” 
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    1. It was courageous of you to share your story with us. Things happen in our lives for a reason and they help shape who we are now. I wish you happiness and peace.

    2. This is my first time leaving a comment. I enjoyed your story. I related to some of this story. Here’s to a new chapter and may your journey be an amazing one!

    3. Thanks for sharing the story and wisdom “…They were a time of learning and preparation for the good to come in your life…” :-) very touching and encouraging. Well, you might be shy as you said, and I really don’t know you, but I believe that you are a brave one ;-) proven by sharing this story and openly telling this is based on your experience. Wishing you happiness and love.. :-)

    4. You were brave to share a part of yourself with us. I can so truly relate to your story. I am 44 years old, and I have known of my attraction to women since I was about eight years old, but has never been with a woman, lead the so call normal life for about 10 years from the age of 14-24 and then just left the whole scene alone and decided to just be alone,not fair to men and too much drama with women. Good Luck to you. And yes please an update on “Stripper”, I love that story.

    5. I’m glad that a number of you can relate to this story in some way. I know a lot of us read for pure entertainment and to escape a little bit. But I also like to read to gain a little insight sometimes. As a shy person, I tend to be very introspect, too much in my head. As you can tell by the way that I write :) So one day when that special woman comes into my life I hope that I don’t over think things too much. :) Thanks for the well wishes. I am looking forward to loving again, the right person. Best wishes to those who search as well.

    6. How brave you are. It takes an amazing person to see themselves as clear as you do. Best wishes on your journey to your true self…I hope you find more happiness along the way.

    7. It takes some courage to write the way you have. I hope you feel better for it! Your handle makes a whole lot of sense now and I too wish you the very best on the journey you have embarked on :0)

    12. Glad to see your post and WoW! Such fortitude and insightful story, revealing too! Perception of God, faith and love is a cause of many struggles and debates; thank you for sharing a glimpse in your journey. Any way to have realization sooner rather than later is great! Please don’t take long to update the other story.

    13. Got to the end of the story and realized I was crying. I could insert my name for Tina’s… 3 kids, a 19-year marriage ending after my ex cheated, and a similar “Bette” in my past. Thanks for sharing your experience and I agree with you about not regretting the past. From one shy, over-thinker to another, I wish you love and happiness on your journey. I hope you find someone

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