Watching
 
I stand in the doorway in our home, just leisurely leaning against the frame.  I can’t keep myself from looking at her, there is plenty I should be getting on with but I really can’t help myself.
 
How can I possibly when she is involved…, simple answer really, I can’t…
 
She is sitting in front of her computer…, she seems just as engrossed in whatever she is doing as I am in her. 
 
It’s amazing that as much as attuned to one another as we are, she is completely oblivious to the fact that I am so totally engrossed in just looking at her…
 
I could be here for hours just admiring her…, watching her…
 
I love the way she looks when she’s focused on working.  The concentration is engrained in her face, the lines and slight frown on her forehead always tells me that there are thoughts running through her mind at a million miles an hour…, that the thoughts will be distracting her from the world around her…
 
I do try my best not to distract her when she is working from home, but I have this weird feeling inside me.., it’s like she is here but I miss her…
 
It’s almost like I can’t stand being without her even for the shortest time.  I’m standing not more than fifteen feet away from her and yet considering she is completely taken in with whatever spreadsheet draws her attention she could be in a different city working.  
 
If I could just kiss her…, maybe just one kiss…, then I could go back and finish my work, be able to concentrate on the mundane task of reading through another artist proposal…  And as much as I loved my work and all that it stood for, there were some pretty shocking proposals…, so much so that it was painful to even contemplate picking up another one to read.
 
My mind had wandered to her…, it wanders to her often and that is what made me get up and walk bare foot across the room and come to a standstill in the doorway.
 
Could I kiss her right now?  With being so engrossed in whatever she was doing, could I do that to her?  Would she be annoyed at the interruption? Would she be annoyed that I had distracted her from her work?
 
Could I kiss her…?
 
Could I kiss her and just leave it at just one kiss…?
 
‘Uh…, hello! Is the Pope Catholic?’ One kiss and leave it to that…, ‘yeah like that’s going to happen’. I already know that if I touch her I’m not going to be able to stop.
 
I smile to myself as I watch her run her hand through her hair.  She made the simple act look incredibly sexy. Just a case of four fingers and a thumb raking through blonde hair. 
 
Simple. 
 
Simple maybe, but god…, I think it was my undoing. 
 
To see her lean back in that black leather chair and run her hands through her hair was all it took for me to take a breath and make a slow and silent journey to her.
 
I can feel my heart beat increase with each step that I take. How did she do this to me when all I could see was her sitting in a seat at a computer?
 
I take a deep breath and walk toward her trying not to make any noise…, it’s not that I want to startle her, I just want my hands to be a nice surprise, for my lips to be a welcomed distraction.
 
I grab a chair and sit behind her.   I wrap my arms around her and rest my head on her shoulder.
 
I feel her take a deep breath as she leans back against me.  She rested her hands on top of mine, our fingers automatically spreading so that our fingers entwined.  She remained silent as our hands communicated and her eyes continued to gaze at the flickering screen.
 
I let out the breath I was holding, it was a breath that held the scent of her as my face came close to her.  But as the breath escaped it became a sigh of complete and utter contentment.  Content to just be close to her, to have my arms around her and for her fingers to be entwined with mine.
 
The moment fades as she moves her hands and starts typing again,  I see the words appearing on the screen as fingers quickly move across the keyboard, but they are words that mean nothing to me, I can’t even be bothered to focus on the words appearing because my mind is full of her. Full of her because she is in my arms. 
 
I think about letting her go so that she can finish her work but I feel the desire building inside of me and I can’t take it anymore.  Selfishly, my thoughts are that I have her in my arms and I don’t want to let her go.
 
I kiss her.
 
Just a small delicate kiss at the nape of her neck.
 
It was enough to know that my lips gently against her skin had caused that shiver of goose bumps along her skin.
 
Just one kiss is all it takes sometimes.
 
I slowly begin kissing her…, moving softly from her neck along to her collarbone, all the while whispering ‘I love you’s’.
 
As I nibble her earlobe I heard her sigh.  I’m unsure of whether it was a sigh of discontent or whether she welcomed my attention.  As she gently turns her head…, just enough to meet my lips half way, we both let out a slight gasp.
 
The attention had been more than welcomed and I was sure that she was responding in the same way that I was.
 
My heart couldn’t possibly beat any faster than it was at that moment.  My carnal need for her never failed in overtaking me whenever I am this close to her but I get nothing else from her…, she bites my bottom lip as she disengages the kiss, finishing it with a small peck. 
 
She turns her head back and goes back to her writing.
 
I move my hands under her tee shirt, slowly tracing my fingertips across her abdomen.  My thumb toys with her navel as my lips and tongue play across the skin on her neck.
 
I feel her skin pucker with goose bumps as I gently and slowly move my hands upwards, touching every inch of her as I lift her tee shirt over her head.
 
I lower my hands and gently begin caressing her chest.  Her head dropped back onto my shoulder and I heard the sigh of contentment escape from her lips…
 
It seems I’ve succeeded.
 
She moves her hands to my neck…, her fingers buried into my hair as she brings my head closer, capturing my mouth with her own.  She parts my lips only to find my tongue desperately searching for hers.
 
With a sudden movement she turns around to face me…, straddling my lap and wrapping her legs around my waist.
 
My breath catches in my throat and my heart momentarily stops beating…
 
I hold her hips as I pull her closer to me, closer than it’s possible for two people to be, but I try to pull her closer regardless.  As I feel there is no more than a breath between us my heart begins beating once again.
 
With her arms around my neck she kisses me hungrily…, I can feel her want…, her own desire growing to match my own as I keep running my hands up and down her back, barely touching her soft skin with my fingertips.
 
She drags her hands from my hair and I feel her grasping at the buttons on my shirt…  As she reaches the last button she slowly and seductively slides it off my shoulders, her nails raking my skin as she send shivers down my spine.
 
Without breaking our intense kiss she brings her hands to my chest, cupping my breasts in her hands and even though I am sat down I can feel my knees weaken.
 
Gently I move my hands to her pyjama bottoms, running my fingers along the waistband.  I adored how she sat working away at home and didn’t even change out of her pyjamas, she always looked exquisitely cute and sexy in a tee shirt and pyjamas sat at her laptop.
 
My fingers move to the front of her pyjamas, my fingers easing inside of the waistband.
 
I feel her hands stop and she breaks our kiss.  She doesn’t move her face away from mine but we both open our eyes as our foreheads gently meet. 
 
It was almost a breather within the intensity of the moments we shared.
 
I look deeply into her eyes, giving her a reassuring and loving look as I begin kissing her again.  I couldn’t not kiss her, it was all I ever wanted to do. Whenever I was close to her the first thing on my mind was to kiss her lips.
 
For a moment, as we kiss, our eyes never left one another, all the while my fingers kneading the smooth flesh of her torso.
 
She gives me the sweetest last look as her eyes slowly close, the erotic sensuality overtaking her. 
 
As she caresses my chest I slowly slip my hand inside her bottoms and make my way down to find that sensitive place I have been desperately craving, craving to touch and caress, craving for my fingertips to brush through her to show her exactly how much I loved her…
 
As I easily and gently enter her I feel her body shiver, that erotic shiver that comes form when one knows just where and when to touch, a soft moan escapes from her lips and she slides her arms around my neck, looking for support.
 
I move my other arm and hold her, my hand resting on her neck.  I pull her face into mine as I try and kiss her.
 
But whatever she is feeling is stopping her wanting to kiss me, but as she throws her head back I understand.  It’s not because she doesn’t want to, it’s because she can’t… That feeling coursing through her body is what is making her lips part with a rasping breath…
 
I take the opportunity of her craned neck to kiss her once again, to run my lips and tongue across her skin as she lent backwards. 
 
I feel her moving her body against me, against my fingers that are inside her, she moves up and down as her passion becomes bolder and more insistent.
 
With every thrust of her against me…, I feel my own body shuddering. She brings her face close to mine and I can feel the warmth of her breath sending a tingling sensation through my whole body. Her eyes are wide and glazed, deep and dark with the intentness of the passion we are sharing.
 
With one final blinding thrust, I feel her muscles tense around me…, she clings to me…, trembling… 
 
I feel her body go limp in my arms…, I hold her impossibly tighter as her breathing becomes steady once again.
 
I lean back a little just enough to see her cute flushed face…, her beautiful eyes full of love and her incredibly sexy but weak smile.
 
I whisper to her in between soft, slow kisses, I tell her how I feel as I look into her eyes, "I love you…, I love you…, I love you…"
 
She gives me that sultry, post orgasm smile, the one that can melt me in a heartbeat…, and with the sweetest, tender and sexy voice she replies, "really?" She lets out a small laugh and adds, "I love you too baby…"