“Yeah she and Bette are getting along pretty well now,

I ‘m about to put in a movie for them, she has no good *****.”

‘Dana laughs and it makes me a bit jealous,

I wonder about T and Jenny, then someone obvious comes to mind,

Sunny, where the ***** had she gone off to.

I haven’t got a call from her all day, must be sleeping in.

I walk around the house clutching the phone in my hand and listen in,

“Nice, hope you have fun.”

“Grease ought to do the trick, can’t believe these girls never seen it before,”

“They have know idea what their in for,”

‘ I love that movie, best musical ever.’ We say are goodbyes and she hangs up,

i’m still holding he phone to my ear, whishing that I had a place to go, hmm,

I walks around in my sweat bottoms, with tube sock and a black tank top, my hair all messy and not combed,

in a way I look more like a girl than ever now. I turn on the tube and watch what’s on for a while,

it soon gets boring to me, and I turn it back off and retreat to my room.

I here the softest nock at my front door,

I question who it may be for a moment then open it, their stood the most sexiest being I ever laid eyes on,

T looked up a me, a soaked cigarette in her mouth,

her mascara running down her face made her look even more beautiful in my eyes.

“Can I come in, orare you going to keep gawking at me like that,”

‘the playfulness is back, and I like it more than she’ll ever know.

“Sorry come on in,”

She walks in and takes off her oversized rain coat, and her shoes, something that she always did when entering some ones house,

I noticed that the other day. She lights up another cigarette and looks at me,

“You mineif I-”

“Nah go right ahead, I’ll get you an ash tray,”

‘Before I go off, she pulls on my collar and turns me around,

“Id rather go to your room and smoke,”

‘Her smile nearly melted me like a sugar-coated lily.

For a minute a felt the mushy part of me turn into stone,

I had to build this brick wall back up, just in case.