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What is love? – Chapter 18
“Gracie,” Val interrupted. “She’s like my kid sister; I don’t want a ***** description of her *****.”
“OK, well.” Val said stopping what would have been a long and admiring description of Tina.
“Anyway, I told her that I would have no expectations if we slept together. No U Hauls or any of that *****. We could just go out, see movies, have dinner, go dancing, you know.”
“And sleep together,” finished Val.
“Well, sure. Sleep together—ever so often. Sure.”
They sat quietly, thinking about Tina.
“I think she really wanted to have *****. That she needed it. But not with me.”
“Do you think she was trying to be faithful?” asked Val thoughtfully.
“I don’t know. I kind of think ‘no.’ I think she’s in love and just wants to be with the person she’s in love with.”
Val thought about this possibility and knew Tina well enough to suspect that Gracie’s evaluation was correct.
“Vals. Do you think she’ll ever tell that nutty broad that I had her stripped to the waist?”
“Don’t think you’ll have to worry,” Val assured Gracie.
Gracie got up from the chair in Val’s apartment, walked to the door and opened it to leave.
“Well, if the crazy woman never finds out about my foreplay with Tina, will you make sure I get invited to the wedding?”
With that exit line, Gracie was gone.
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Tina’s apartment
Tina got out of the shower and began to dry off. The shower had been cold and she had paid particular attention to cleaning the wetness and stickiness between her legs.
She felt ashamed, embarrassed, and frustrated. She picked up one of her large pillows and sat on the edge of the bed and rocked.
Bette was right: She had been happymostly happywhen she was with her. But Bette didn’t know that she had had to take anti-anxiety medicine and she had still had trouble.
Anytime they didn’t sleep together Tina had been extra nervous. She never slept well when she couldn’t be touching Bette. But Tina missed her even more now and her anxiety was greater because she was never with her.
If Bette was struggling with trying to discover who she was and what she felt, Tina was struggling to make a decision Her struggle was whether or not to live with Bette.
Tina knew if she phoned Bette and asked to come home that Bette would be at her apartment in minutes to help her pack some bags. What she also knew was that if Bette walked through her door, they would get undressed so fast that they would set a speed record. The time elapsed to shed their clothes would be a personal best.
She put on sleeping clothes and a light robe and went out to her patio to sit and think. Tina took her phone with her just in case someone called.
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(74 votes, average: 3.76 out of 5)
Well let see who will give in first..I say Gillina gets Bette to call OR Gillian pays Tina a visit..Post soon
“JUST IN CASE SOMEONE CALLS’ That is so sad, What is wrong with Porter? Does she ever see beyong herself? thanks
Go Jill! You da women!! Tell her like it is… Bette needs to figure stuff out fast and become the determined person she once was, now turn that energy towards Tina.
I’m loving it!!
Obviously the current situation is a torture to both Bette and Tina. But it is not to me at all. I sort of enjoy their push-and-pull game. =P Sorry, Tibette. Well done and more please, pancha.
i thought we were supposed to get over the fact that were not the center of the universe at about 20. come on bette grow the hell up already. tina, hmmmm. must be hard when theres a porter waiting. thanks.
Aww c’mon now T ya know who you want to call Bette don’t cha? Good stuff is afoot for B&T I just know it… Post soon pancha I love your story, Hopefully T will be ok with all of those anxiety meds…Huh?
bette wld have totally flunked the SAT on love….i agree with pandora007, ‘love is a bitch’…it can be the greatest feeling in the world, but it stirs up all the other ones as well..(am i making sense?!)…anyhoo..post soon(“,)
Such a struggle. Love is more than words, and Bette whether she says them or not loves Tina.
i love to see to people who are in love so pig headed, tina knows she wants to be with bette and vice versa so i say swallow your pride and just do it.
Tina needs to give Bette another chance, why is she puting her self through this…make the call Tina. I need some lovin..lol. Always reading pancha..please post another soon.
Yes, Tina needs to give Bette another chance, but Bette should continue to put forth an effort to show Tina that she LOVES her. Bette should go over to Tina’s apartment and tell her that she just wanted and needed to see her…
Alright!!! Making a move in the right direction. We are getting there ;-)
awww yay!!! just go over there and show up …member bettes alone!! yay for hjill to for saying no!! lol ok byeness<33
This is sad to see them like this. Ok maybe Jill tell Bette to call Tina or come to her apartmant and take Tina home. Ok post soon please, thanks!
well pancha im totally up to date!! awesome is call i gotta say!! waitin for u next
“…just in case someone called. “
Not just any ‘someone’, I’m assuming? ;-)
1st! yeah!
ok, now the real comment… yeah right, ‘in case someone called’… just go for it Tina, call bette..
post the next chapter soon!
“Come home.” “Think about coming home. Just think about it….” “Tina knew if she phoned Bette and asked to come home…”
While I love the idea of it, were they ever living together before the breakup? Is ‘home’ a chunk of real estate in Weho, or a state of mind they have come to dwell in together? My belief is it’s the latter. I seem to remember Tina avoiding the term, ‘home’ in order not to scare Bette off. Now Bette is the one using that term freely!
Love Bette’s offer to Gillian. It would be inauthentic of the Bette character to totally pine away sexually. But I’m glad that Jill is so insiteful . She’s wise as well as beautiful. Can I get her ten digits? (I’m in a different area code)
So, progress is being made in the domestication of Bette Porter. I’m thoroughly enjoying the process. Tina left her. That must be a whole new world for Bette! I love this story.
This is one of the most romantic stories on the site. I look forward to reading it every day.
Thanks!
love is a bitch huh?..dont call her Tina..have some pride woman..
Glad you posted,this one of my fav stories at the mo so post again soon plz
Thanks for posting!
so…bette is still wrapped up in her own world??
don’t go breaking… don’t go breaking.. don’t go breaking my heart.. common tina you yourself knew that bette’s doesn’t do relationship from the beginning. Give her a second chance didn’t you see she’s trying.