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What Time Reveals Part 21
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“Tina, come on. You don’t have to do that.” Alice stated softly. Tina shook her head and turned to look at Alice.
“I brought her here. If it wasn’t for me she would have never stayed. She would have moved on and then…and then…Bette would have never…” Tina started to cry again, harder, sobbing because she knew this was it. She felt her entire self collapse as Alice rushed to try and stop her fall. Tina began rocking, Alice was holding her. Tina was mumbling, but what Alice heard broke her heart.
“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I love you Bette.”
Over and over again, Tina repeated the same phrase again Alice had the déjà vu feelings only this time it was Tina instead of Bette repeating I’m sorry. Alice felt the tears gather in her eyes.
“Why? Why?” Tina wailed, she wanted to know why she pushed Bette away, why she felt like she couldn’t deal with all of things going on in her head, why had she suddenly felt that going back to men was the answer. Alice tried desperately to calm Tina, but didn’t know what to say, so she made quieting noises and continued to rock Tina while rubbing her back. She had no doubt that Tina was in love with Bette. Tina remembered the first time Bette and kissed her, and how she felt like she was on cloud nine after she got over the fact that it was a woman, no man has ever made her feel like that, or has come close to it since. She turned an anguished face to Alice, looking for some help.
“Why, Alice? Why did I push her away? How am I going to live without her, knowing she’s in another woman’s arms? K-knowing that when she thinks about me it will be with disgust and hatred?” Tina questioned in between sobs. Alice shook her head, she didn’t know.
“Tee, I don’t think Bette hates you or is disgusted by you. I think she’s tired of fighting and she hurt, but hate, hate is a bit too strong of a word.” Alice tried to soothe.
“Why wouldn’t she hate me? I-I pushed her away, I told her I had feelings for men, I fucked a guy in our h-house, the house we were suppose to bring up a family together. I-I lost our baby, our little baby boy..and …and…I took Angelica away from her!” Tina sobbed. “I couldn’t even have the baby like we had planned, I failed that, I failed our marriage, and I failed our baby.”
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why does it have to take bette finding someone new for tina to realize all these feelings for bette?
WOW!!!! GReat Chapter. Tina does need to help herself and do it for the baby and to get herself back. But PLEASE let her leave Bette and Helena alone they are happy and Great together. Thank you
life’s a bitch…great chapter…sucks for tina…but com’ on, does she think that an ‘oh, i’m confused’ can work…? great job, tina’s emotions seemed real…looking forward to the next post.
Once again Alice has shown that she is no real friend to Bette. Not only in the constant and continued support to Tina no matter what evil thing she does, but in comparing the few weeks she and Bette dated to an 8 year relationship, AND bringing up Bette’s affair to tina as ammunition against her. Tina needs to leave Bette and Helena alone, Bette is happy now!! Oh and note to you and all other B/H writers, have pity on me, I read far too many tibette stories over the weekend out of boredom, with Tina being her passive agressive, insane self, til I was wishing to do her in with a grenade launcher or some such thing….please I need more Bette/Helena antidote!!! Help a sister out here, please?????????????
hmmmm sad chapter, written beautifully…thanks Pands
Sad indeed especially for a TiBette fan ,Iam so glad P U always give Tina someone 2 be there with her.I cont belive some ppl want Tina 2 b unhappy and alone for the rest of her life,U would think ppl would want Tina 2 find someone and b happy with them so she would leave Bette alone,but no alot of ppl want her hunt and alone ,but I have 2 give it 2 you P U are trying 2 redeem her and give her hope (as U told me U would U are true 2 your word)and put ppl around her that will help her thats Y I keep reading your fics on B&H.GOOD GOOD JOP P .It broke my heart and if something can brake my heart BABY its GOOD WRITING.Please keep it up P.U post it and they will come.
aaaaaaawwww now u have me really feeling bad for tina! =( great chapter! i can’t wait to read more! =)
Talk about deja vu w/that damn chart. I’m surprised Tina hasn’t tried to burn the chart yet. Everytime she looks at it, it is just a reminder of Bette and someone other than her. I don’t think Bette and Helena will hold Alice helping Tia against her; after all Tina is Angelica’s mom so I’m sure somewhere deep down Bette wants to se Tina happy for the baby’s sake.
Yup, Tina needs to do this only for herself and for Angelica. Her efforts will backfire if the main impetus for working on herself is to win favor with her ex, and then she’ll be resentful all over again.
I’m glad Al was there to tell her Tina that she needs to do this for herself and the baby. When Tina included Bette in this, once again, all I could feel was Tina still not having a backbone and using Bette some more. Wonderful chapter!!!!!!
Wow you really know how to write drama don’t you. But I don’t give a damn about Tina being unhappy. She got what she deserved. Now she finally will know how much she has hurt Bette the past couple of years. Please post soon thx
yeah…Tina go to find yourself and someone else for you..leave B&H alone…I can forgive you betrayed Bette…but can’t stand you try to get Bette back..she’s happy now…don’t do anything ruin it…please let us know what will happen next…thank so much…I really looooove your story…
Very good chapter.. =)
i dunno what…but i messed up my comment, I meant “I know Bette’s shyt tired of all the fighting etc but she loves her baby T and Helena and her will never be the same as B and T, so go work yourself out T, explore your childhood or whatever has driven you to craziness…in the meantime, let Helena, Winnie and Peggy drive Bette crazy enuff for her to reconsider helping her baby to recover, it take the two in the relationship to fix it…great friend Alice to both of them…..Tina could be dead without Alice…oh yeah i try to get over it but i’m a tibetter…and every story i read only confirms that..even when helena or someone has their nice moments with bette….
oh pleasz bring Bette back to Tina..i know Helena’s been nice but shyt she’s not the one!!!!!!Bette’s just tired and her T’s a m angry…and her T’s a mess, nows when her baby really down and out and needs her, now they can get real ans stop being ‘Hoolywood’…anywayz that’s my opinion, no other love and all that
Damn, this is sad to read. I don’t care if Tina was a raging you-know-what. Like the old folks (yes, those same old folks from Sunday) say, “You don’t miss your water until the well runs dry.” …I think Tina is SOL in the middle of the desert, without a canteen. Karma is a …
There are so many TiBette stories, beginnings, post-s3 and a bunch somwhere in the middle. I, for one, am happy that there are a few authors out there willing to not only write about different pairings but to remain loyal to their original ideas. Keep up the good BeLena story, pands, I’m definitely a committed reader. :)
Very well written Pands, i almost felt sorry for her, emphasis on the ‘almost’. She needs to sort her shit out for herself, leave Bette and Helena alone. Thanks P looking forward to more.