“Of course, please,” I said gesturing for her to walk in.

“Mmm, I smell coffee.”

“Yeah, I was about to crack my books open and study a bit.”

“Oh, don’t let me stop you,” she said hopping on the couch and flipping the tv on, “I just really want to be in your presence, that’s all.”

I made myself a cup of coffee and opened my books. Yet again, I had a hard time focusing; I could smell Tina’s perfume. Her presence was very distracting, and I tried to keep my focus on the pages of my textbooks. I smiled to myself, because this was my future, this was my dream, Tina in my home; our home lounging around. An hour went by and I noticed Tina looking my way.

“What,” I asked, smiling.

“You’re so cute when you’re thinking.”

“This shit is making my head hurt, it’s a lot to read.”

“Let me help you relax,” she said and got up. She walked behind me and started massaging my shoulders.

“Wow.”

“You like that,” she whispered into my ear.

“Very much so,” I said my eyes closing.

“How about this,” she asked, then placed a soft, loving kiss on my neck.

“Yes.”

She pulled my chair out, straddled my hips and started kissing me. She held my hair at the base of my head as she kissed me passionately. It had been so long since I had sex with someone I had real feelings for and my body reacted. I could feel myself getting wet, and my hands caressed her ass.

“No,” I said pulling away.

“Why? Don’t you want me?”

“Of course I do, more than you can imagine. But we can’t, I can’t. You haven’t left Eric yet. I promised myself that I wouldn’t do this until you were free.”

“I don’t care about that,” she whispered, kissing my cheek then my neck.

“I…I don’t know…”

“Take me to the bed,” she whispered her voice full of lust. I looked at her, and as I was about to object, my mouth hit hers. I lifted her up and her legs wrapped around my waist as I carried her to my room. I lay her gently on the bed and I straddle her waist, I look down at her in awe. How I’ve dreamt of this day. I start kissing her neck and she moans as I kiss the spot that I took mental note of the last time she was here. I look at her, as she trembles.