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When Hope is Lost,
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Then, I had the miscarriage with our baby and took it out on my wife, forgetting that she was also suffering from the loss as well. I was horrible in my treatment of her and am probably guilty of driving her into the arms of another. She shared a kiss with the woman but stopped herself from going any further and I… well I reacted badly and treated her horribly, not allowing her to explain herself. Afterwards, I stopped communicating with her.
While suffering from depression and then postpartum depression from the first pregnancy, I was acting like a crazed woman and proceeded to chase her away and then wouldn’t allow her back into my heart or our home. I was such a fool in what I did to her over the past several months as I wouldn’t accept any of her apologies and now I’ve lost her.
She’s disappeared and tried to end our marriage… but, I won’t sign the papers until I can at least talk to her… that’s how horrible I was to her and our marraige. I never told her that I was carrying her child as I inseminated myself without her being a part of it in any way. I selfishly did it thinking that I didn’t want her to hurt if I lost it. I don’t know how I could be more stupid than I have been in the last three months. I fucked up royally and I don’t know how to fix it because I don’t know where she is.”
“You really have no idea where Bette is?”
“No, I don’t as no one has seen her and her cell phone number doesn’t work anymore. Franklin her boss at the CAC fired her after her last big show, as he’s such a fucked up asshole if there ever was one. He was so jealous of her talents and everyone could see what a schmuck he was because of it. Fuck, my wife is gone and I feel like shit for being as much a schmuck to her as Franklin was.
When I finally find her I have so much making up to do that I know that I’ll spend the rest of my life doing whatever I can to show and tell her how much she means to me. I know in my heart that I’ll never love anyone as deeply as I love her… ever. She was my heart and I so want her back.”
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Wonderful update. You have created an amazing little guy to be Ozzie. How old is he, 4 or 5, and on the streets of NYC alone. God that’s terrible. so happy he helped Bette and they have gone on to help each other and love each other. He gets to be a little boy again and she gets to be the mother she has always wanted to be. This is a wonderful story for the ending of one year and the beginning of the new year, a new life, a new love for a child and for herself. Although I do hope “our girls” can get back together again. Thanks for sharing this wonderful story with us.
WOw, you are all amazing with the comments. Ozzie is about 6-ish. Just know that I’m taking you al;l on a merry adventure! Woohoo!
bumsue thank you for the story and the frequent updates. You’re doing a great job with this storyline. I’m always torn when I read stories where Bette loses EVERYTHING and EVERYONE in her life for a single mistake and everyone rallies around Tina who never suffers any recrimination. Tina always has an excuse and everyone including Bette forgives her and takes her back without ever holding her to the same accountability and standards. Bette always has to hit rock bottom before anyone gives a crap about her. Tina’s love is conditional and she only wants Bette back when she sees what a good thing she had. She didn’t give any thought to the baby and was willing to throw Bette away without an afterthought. Now she wants her back? What for so she can guilt her into taking care of the baby she didn’t know about? I know it’s tragic for both of them, and I know Bette would suffer if she never knew about Tina’s baby but I don’t think Bette should just give up everything she has in NY and go back to Tina in LA because of the baby. Maybe Tina needs to make some real sacrifices and move her life to NY and then work to rebuild a family with Bette and Ozzie when she’s earned her place back in Bette’s heart. Tina has all of the friends and Peabody’s looking out for her. Bette has Ozzie and Allyn Barnes. She’s making an incredible life for her little boy, and she’s regaining her career success and rebuilding her life. Looking forward to the adventure but let Tina do the work. It’s not up to Peggy or Kit or anyone else to bring Bette back to her.
Hey Sue thanks for 2 great updates.I love the way Bette is rebuilding her life with the loveable Ozzie.Tina has a way to go i think before Bette lets her back into her life again.Its going to be very interesting to see how Tina achieves this.Really loving your story it gets better with every update.PPVS
Ozzie is adorable and I’m so glad Bette has found him. I still hope at some point Tina and Bette will get back together and build a better relationship. Thanks and Happy New Year!
Maybe Peggy or one of her family will hear something… or even the lawyer. At least Bette and Ozzie are happy in the meantime. Thanks for the chapter. :)
How nice it its to see one of the most generous readers and supporters of this site finally taking her shot in writing and what a great story! I love how Bette and Ozzie found each other…two lonely and shattered souls brought together by fate to create a life full of hope, joy and love. As for Tina, she fucked up real bad and it will take ginormous effort on her part to get the love of her life back and im sure its not going to be so interesting to read. Bumsue thanks for all your support and hope that 2013 brings your peace, happiness and all good thngs! Now this time its my turn to say this… Please post soon!(-;
***Oops sorry for the typo error just got back fr the hospital and im still a little bit dizzy LoL! What i meant was Tina fucked up real bad and im pretty sure that its not going to be that easy to get the love of her life back but i know its going to be so interesting to read on how you will get them back together, thanks again and hope to see a new post soon!
Said it before and will say it again – Love it!!! And Ozzie….he is such a great kid you can’t help but fall in love with the little guy. PPS.
Thanks for the great update and a Happy New Year.
Happy New Year and thanks for a wonderful update
Happy New year,great update.Thank you,PPS
Once again, thanks for taking the leap from consistent and supportive commenter to author. Welcome! Happy New Year to you and yours…
Glad Bette and Ozzie were brought together. They are good support for each other. It will be interesting to see how Tina will meet up with them. Happy New Year! PPS
Great update. Can’t wait to see where you take us.
Awesome story happy new year