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why did she do this? chapter 16
“Alright Tina…that is it…I am putting my foot down now…you are not going
back around him…I don’t give a ***** what the reason….”
“Bette…I can’t do that to him…he has noone…”
“And if you go back around him….u will have no-one……except him….I swear
Tina…you will move out…and you will never see me again…I swear..”
“Bette, how can you make me choose like that?”
“Oh My god, Tina…you are asking me how I can make u choose…well, this is
how..first of all, you fucked him…okay….you didn’t just lay in the bed with
him and sleep….you fucked him…and second, you didn’t use protection……how
the ***** could you sleep with a man…much less not use anything…and all of this
, I had no say-so in…I couldn’t do anything about it…so that gives me the
right to make you choose…”
“I…”
“I nothing…goddammit…u could have HIV Tina…doesn’t that mean anything to
you? People die from that ***** you know?”
“Bette, I do not have HIV…”
“How do you know Tina… you haven’t gotten tested…”
“I don’t need to get tested…”
“The ***** you don’t..”
“There is no sense in getting tested now anyway….it is too soon…”
“No…Tina…you can be tested as early as 3 weeks..if you have the HIV virus, the
antibodies will be in your blood…and it’s been over 3 weeks…so, I think you
should get tested…you have an appointment coming up anyway…”
“Bette, I said I don’t need to be tested….”
“Goddamit T…yes you do….I’m not going to walk around forever wondering whether
my wife is infected with the HIV virus or not…besides, you wouldn’t have woken
me up, if you weren’t worried about it yourself…”
Tina turned around to face Bette…”The truth is……….” she started to
say…”I am ***** terrified…I am scared to death…I don’t want to be PG by
him and I certainly don’t want HIV….the ***** was nothing to me…I don’t even
understand why I did it…I have, well… had you…the most wonderful thing that
has ever happened to me…I mean, we had our problems, but nothing that couldn’t
be talked about…provided that you ever talked…”
“Provided that I ever talked?”
“Yes Bette….you never talked to me anymore…all we were was roomates….you
never held me at night anymore, never called me during the day…*****, you didn’t
even stick around much after we lost the baby…all I could think, was that you
had found someone else to spend your time with…someone whom could carry a baby
full term for you…a person to give you what I couldn’t…” Tina sobbed..
“Oh my god..” cried Bette…”No..T..there was never anyone else…there was always
you….just you…I couldn’t deal with losing the baby…I guess I didn’t know
to….I had always been the strong one in the relationship, and at that point….I
felt like I had to keep being strong….not only for you but for myself…I never
allowed myself to grieve….so therefore, I completely closed down to everything
except my career at the CAC…That I am sorry for…but you didn’t have to cheat
on me….that’s when I felt like I lost all control….is when I found that
out…..”
“Bette, I love you with all of my heart, and I wish that I could take all of this
back, but I can’t….I can’t take any of it back..not only did I cheat..but I
subjected myself to being pregnant…and to HIV……Bette, what have I done? I’ve
lost you and I have nothing left to live for…”she sobbed…
“aahh, Tina…” said Bette as she went to her and pulled her into her
arms….”Please don’t say that……”
tbc
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NK says
Great chapter, thanks for the 2nd update tonite.
bvhall says
After 3 weeks she will know if she is pg. Plus,she need to get tested as soon as she can,then for weeks after the first test. Also Bette hit sorry ass and got blood on herself,she should get tested also. The baby,if she is pg.could be born with HIV also. The stupid things people does. Just start Tina on the Dr visits. You have us all worried. Thanks for this chapter
Andrea says
Holy shit!