Bette did as she told Tina that she would doand was home in 30 minutes. She walked in and put her keys and briefcase on the table before calling out Tinas name
In here.. yelled Tina from the bathroom..
Bette walked to the door and peaked around the corner. Whatcha doin? she asked playfully
Im taking a hot bathrelaxing said Tina. Why dont you come in and sit with me..?
okay. said Bette as she walked around the corner and took a seat on the toilet.being silent and waiting for the next piece of conversation.
So said Tina.
So.. said Bette back to her
I am really sorry about today. Tina started.. I dont know what got into meI mean you came at me with all of this talk about having another baby.and I just lost it
I love you with all my heart..and yes, I want to have a baby with youbut.not if you dont want it nowI can wait for as long as you want.
Why cant you be the birth mother? asked Tina
T, we talked about this extensively a long time ago.
I knowbut that was before. said Tina. Why dont you want to be the birth mother?
TinaI just dont..I dont have an answer why
well, until you can give me an answer to that question.I dont want to try with for another child. said Tina angrily.
I am not sure what is happening here, but you are changing for some reason.we had such a good time in Pittsburgh out dancingthen riding around.I told you a secret that I had kept from youand now you act as if you cant trust me about anything.I dont get itwhat is your ***** problem, Tina?
Just go and leave me alone. said Tina.
Nogoddamitu are going to talk to me and tell me whats wrong.
No I am not. said Tinaas she stood up and grabbed the towel off of the rack and wrapped it around herselfshe stepped out of the tub and walked towards the door when Bette grabbed her arm and pulled her back around.
You are not going anywhere.you are going to ***** talk to me.now open your mouth and speak.
You are hurting me said Tina as she pulled her arm away from Bette
Im sorry.lookI just need you to talk to me. said Bette
And I need you to tell me why you dont want to be the birth mother.
Why is that so important to you , Tina?
Tina turned and walked through the door and into the bedroomdrying off and putting her night clothes on.Bette was right behind her.
I asked you a question. said Bette.
And I asked you a question said Tina as she stopped what she was doing and looked at Bette
Why are you pushing the ***** issue.I just dont want to be the birth mother.I dont know why.I just dont
Quit lying to me.goddamit yelled Tina.
I am not lying.
oh you are lying..and you had better fess up to the real reason.
Tina.lookI love you.and we discussed this.a long time ago.that you would be the birth mother.
We also vowed to never lie to each other. said Tina
Well, if you want to get technical..we also vowed to never commit adultery either. Yelled Bette as she left the room.and went to the kitchen..she opened the fridge to get a bottled water..after hearing. UUGGGHHHwhy cant you just tell the truth.
She turned the bottle upside down and devoured every last drop..in one gulp.
Tina came out of the bedroom and walked into the kitchenshe opened the fridge..
You drank the last ***** water? she yelled as she turned to Bette..
Im sorry.I will go get more. said Bette as she walked around Tina and to the table for her purse and keys. She left.
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DammitI have kept that part of me a secret for so long.how could she possibly know? I have to tell her I guess..but how?
Bette arrived back home with 2 six packs of DASANI..and a cold DASANI for Tinashe took the cases into the kitchen and shoved them in the fridge before taking Tina her cold one.
She handed the drink to her.. I bought you a cold water, since I drank the last one.
Thank you said Tina as she became involved in her t.v. show again.
Bette sat next to her on the sofa.. What are you watching?
Some forensics show.. said Tina
Trying to figure a way to kill me and get away with it? asked Bette smirking
Maybe said Tina.still watching the t.v. but taking a sip of her water.
Look baby.I dont want to fight anymore.I mean.we have fought all daycant we make up now? asked Bette as she leaned onto Tinas shoulder..
Not until you tell me the truth
Not again said Bette as she sat up..
Im not lying about anything.
I know that.actually, you have to be speaking to be lying. said Tina as she looked at Bette..
TinaI am sorry.
And I am sorry toofor what happened to youbut you will never get over everything if you dont talk about it.
TinaI am over itI pushed it to a way far corner of my mind.and built a wall around it.
Bette, baby.Ill bet you never grieved.
Grieved for what? asked Bette.
Please babyI want to help you but you have to say it. said Tina
Goddammit.what do you want me to say?
I dont care what you sayother than the factsbut if you dont start talking now..I will find somewhere to go for the nightI swear Bette.
FineFucking Fineask me the god dammed question again. yelled Bette
Why dont you want to be the birth mother? asked Tina calmly..and before she knew itBette yelled.. Because I cant and she started picking up anything she could to throw it..
Bette baby said Tina as she got up to hold Bettebut she couldnt get a grip.Bette was tearing up the whole Den.. He ***** raped me.and I cant have kids..Is that what you wanted to hear.are you ***** happy now? yelled Bette..as she fell to the floor in an emotional heap.Tina right next to her holding onto her wife.. I only wanted you to aknowledge it baby.thats allyou never dealt with it.and I want to be the one that helps you do thatand overcome it I love you soo ***** much She sat there and held her wife..

Tbc..