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Why do birds
“T? Are you ok?” Bette asked with nothing but concern.
Tina closed her eyes and took a deep breath… like those athletes that you see on TV before performing in what they know it will be the game of their lives, that moment they’ve trained so hard and waited for so long to happen… that one moment that could either take them to the podium or… to failure.
Bette was still waiting for a reply… not with a lack of patience but definitely not with a lack of worries… those spaces made of time in which she seemed to loose Tina completely, had Bette more than curious… there was indeed much she still did not know about that remarkable blond angel that was now sitting in front of her.
“The thing is Bette…” Tina exhaled the breath she didn’t notice she was still holding.
Bette remained silent, she understood this was Tina’s moment and realized also how hard it was for her to speak about this… which clearly meant it was one hell of a moment for Tina…
Tina looked up at Bette like surprised she hadn’t interrupted her now… and all she saw in her eyes was concentration, Bette was really focusing on listening this time… but Tina was also searching for any sort of indication that would tell her that Bette was also trying to be understanding. Unfortunately Tina had no way of knowing Bette’s reaction until she would actually say what she wanted to say… and usually the problem is not only saying what we want to say but also for the other to hear us in the way we need and want to be heard…
“Well as you know already I am not gay and the fact that I’m this attracted to you scares the hell out of me Bette but there are also things from my past that scare me… I don’t know if you know this but I had a boyfriend… well actually I’ve been in love twice in my life… first came Jack my first boyfriend who I was madly in love with during the last year of high school… but then he broke my heart during the first year of college…”
Bette was still looking at Tina, sipping her coffee from time to time, her full concentration on Tina’s speech…
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Interesting. Glad to see that you are back to posting. I hope that Tina learns what really being in love is about..and its not something she described above as having taken place in her previous relationships. She may have loved those guys.. but it doesn’t sound like the “in love” kind of love. I hope that Bette and Tina can discover that together. PPS.
Damn I can just imagine how tough it was for Tina to bring all of that back.
Wow intense pps.
WOW!!! That was so tough on Tina. I just hope Tina gives Bette a chance. Thanks
I am loving this story. I can understand Tina having doubts and is scared. Great post PPS
WOW that was good! Hope Tina stays with Bette , and Bette can help her! :DGreat chapter and PPS
Possibly what Tina has not seen is that her path through life has purposly led her to Bette.
Either Tina need to take the LEAP or LEAVE Bette alone. Grossed about her past relationships, but I can get over it if she wakes up and embrace Bette totally or not at all.
enjoying this; just one thing…i wonder if u could put a chapter number on; sometimes i have to do catch up readings and i’m not sure if i’ve read a chapter or not…thx
Great chapter, Anne, and intense indeed. Thank you for sharing this story with us. I’m enjoying this very much.
Tina has some baggage, don’t we all. Its not her fault Eric died, unfortunately we don’t have that much control over people’s lives. But it took alot for her to tell Bette. Bette is our rock and will become Tina’s if she lets her. Tina will have to understand that sometimes the rock needs to be held to. They’ll get there, I have faith.
Damn that was sad for Tina and hope she will stay with Bette and let Bette help her go through this. Let them talk more and work everything out. Please post soon, thanks!
Fear of opening up and fear of losing your heart to someone you desperately love has got to be the hardest thing to do in life once you have been hurt. Thanks for the update.