You think I should get a grip
It’s hard to get a grip
When you rub my nose in it
You say it’s the same for you too
It happens more with me
Than it does with you

But that’s such a lie
And it’s not the same
Coz I’m in a band so I play the game
But it don’t mean shit
Coz I’m in love with you
So I feel the pain
And it builds up too

And I see red
It’s tearing me apart
And I wish he was dead
I’m losing you
Coz I see red
You’re making me grow eyes in the back of my head
Because of you

Well it’s over now
And you’re moving out
Coz you hate the way that we scream and shout
And there’s still a chance you did nothing wrong
So I’m calming down but you’re moving on

And I see red
It’s tearing me apart
And I wish he was dead
I’m losing you
Coz I see red
You’re making me grow eyes in the back of my head
Because of you I see red
I see red
I see red
I see red

“Now don’t get me wrong it’s a really good song, catchy and it will sell however I feel your relationship doesn’t need this kind of publicity, you two really need to deal with this before you cause each other so much hurt than you can’t come back from it, do you understand me?” Kelly stated
“I have not heard this before” Jace stated
“Look Jess needs to get her spark back, you guys are seriously in trouble at the minute, Christmas number one should have been yours”
“Yeah but we’ve all had a lot going on” Jace said
“Enlighten me” Kelly folded her arms “Jace in this career your personal life can’t get in the way, usually when Jess is pissed off, hurt or angry I get amazing music from her, but she’s not intrested, I’m getting all her feelings which in turn cause conflict”
“Kelly you cant ask Jess to write how she feels and then bitch about it” Jace snapped
“Jace I would put this song out tomorrow but as her friend and as Carmen’s friend I don’t want to, it makes their relationship sound fake and we all know it’s anything but that” Kelly stated “I need you guys to help her, Carmen you know her better than anyone and I also know what you’re writing ability is like, Louise has let me hear some of your stuff”
“Kelly I can’t work with Jess, we’d kill each other” Carmen stated
“Look you both need to work on how you’re both feeling and the best way to do that is together please just give it a try” Kelly pleaded
“Carmen what’s the worst that can happen?” Jace said
“I need 5 minutes to go over this and these lyrics, what the hell, I could scream at her, I am not interested in Shay she needs to get that into her head!”
“I’m dropping Shay from the label it’s a conflict of interests and my loyalty is with Jess” Kelly said “I’ll get someone else to sign him”
“He makes money though” Jace said
“So does Jaded when you’re all on the ball” Kelly answered
Jace and Carmen walked out Kelly’s office
“Let me do this on my own Jace, I’ll phone you if we need you” Carmen suggested
“You sure?” Jace asked “She might be pissed”
“What else is knew” Carmen sighed as she walked into the studio
Jess looked up
“What you doing here?” Jess asked “You okay?”
“I got a phone call from Kelly she let me hear the song you wrote” Carmen sat down and folded her arms
“It’s how I feel” Jess said “Told you my songs are not advisable just now”
“Ok let me say this again and I’m serious this is the last time I will say it…firstly I’m not into Shay at all, if he’s into me that’s a shame nothing is ever going to happen again I promise you. Secondly you do have a say, I will not text him anymore I’ll block his number; your opinion always matters to me and your feelings. I don’t want you to hurt like this Jess and you most certainly aren’t losing me, I’m going nowhere I give you my word on that. I have no feelings for anyone except the person I am madly in love with and that happens to be you…Can we please stop going round in circles with this?”
“Carmen I can’t get you and him out my head, your texting him, he’s phoning you, he’s testing every ounce of patience I have, I feel second best”
“That’s fucking bullshit” Carmen snapped “Jess you have always been first and last and present!”
“Your snapping at me for tell you how I feel”
“You’ve snapped at me all frigging week Jess!” Carmen ran her hands through her hair “I don’t know wither I’m coming or going with you, one minute your fine next minute you’re not, what the hell is going on with you?”
“I don’t know” Jess got up walking over to the window
“We need to fix this” Carmen sighed
“I don’t know how to” Jess admitted “My head is so fucked with everything”
“Do you want to be with me?”
“You know I do” Jess sat back down
“Do you want to get married?” Carmen asked “It’s okay if you don’t…well it’s not but…”
“Yes I do want to marry you…you’re the only person who has managed to get me to want to get married” Jess sighed
“Well that’s a relief” Carmen smiled “baby I love you more than anything on this planet and I’ve dreamed about spending the rest of my life with you since I was 16”
Jess wiped the tears from her eyes
“Let’s get everything out about how were feeling, let’s write a song together and well stay here all night until it’s out our system” Carmen suggested
“My writing is pure anger at the minute it sucks frankly” Jess sighed
“Well yes I wouldn’t say it was brilliant” Carmen smiled “But I’ll take full responsibility for it”
“Let’s get the guys here” Jess lifted her phone
Within an hour everyone was at the studio including Mason and Lisa.
“We didn’t want to miss out” Lisa smiled
They all sat down
“So…” Jace sighed “You two writing together, that’s a scary thought”
“Why?” Lisa asked confused
“They’re both phenomenal writers and both can be very erm how do I put it?” Jace smirked
“Bitchy!” Mark smiled
“I don’t even know where to bloody start this is hopeless” Jess snapped throwing her notebook
“Well you can’t start by not throwing things that be great” Lisa smiled
“How does Carmen make you feel?” Mason asked “What’s it like?”
“The best thing to feel…I love knowing she’s mine”
“Carmen how does Jess make you feel?” Mason asked
“Whole” Carmen looked at Jess “She drives me up the wall, but without her I don’t see the point in anything”
“Wait who made you a councillor” Lisa asked her brother
“Well you lot don’t have a clue where to start” Mason stood up lifting a guitar and passing Jess hers “So me and Jess wrote a song months ago, and no-one has heard it”
“Mason what you doing?”
“Trust me, listen to your own lyrics Jess!” Mason smiled strumming the guitar
Mark picked up his drum sticks, Jace and Lee plugged in their guitars.
Kelly walked into the room and sat next to Lisa
“I have no idea what’s going on” Lisa smiled
Mason stood up to the mic and started singing. Jess started to strum and smiled at her brother as the boys all joined in.