Jess finished the letter and took a deep breath in. Carmen had tears streaming down her face as did Jess.

“I don’t even know what to say” Carmen said wiping Jess’s tears “You need to stop crying because that’s making me worse”
Jess laughed “Your one to talk you started it”
“I’m allowed” Carmen said kissing Jess softly “Jess your such a rollercoaster”
Jess looked confused
“you scare the shit out me, but I always keep coming back for more” Carmen said
“I don’t want to scare you” Jess said
“You’ve broke my heart twice, and do you know what if you break it again it will be worth it because I have you right now and that’ s all that matters. I love you, it’s always been you and I’ll never give up on you” Carmen explained “When I seen you with Kirsty I’m not going to lie I was jealous a ridiculous amount, when she kissed you I wanted to be sick because to be honest no-one other than me should be kissing you like that. When I found out she was beating you I wanted to rip heads off, I was furious with Jace for keeping his mouth shut and I was paranoid I was going to commit a murder. Your right I wasn’t going anywhere until I caught her, and everytime I seen a new bruise on you I was turning into a crazy person. I use to spend 2 hours a day punching hell out a punch bag in the gym”
Jess smiled
“The thought of anyone hurting you destroys me, okay I am a little protective and I’m a Jealous bugger at times but that’s because I know what It’s like to have you and too lose you” Carmen said “But on that note I have grown up a lot and I know I can’t tie you down because you’re the stubbornness person I’ve ever ever ever met in my life. But I do need you to be honest with me, tell me how your feeling, tell me if I’m pissing you off because trust me I’ll be telling you when you piss me off” Carmen smiled
“Oh great you become a police officer and all of a sudden you’re the boss” Jess said sarcastically
Carmen laughed “No I’m just not going to back down to you all the time, I did it when I was younger to keep the peace, now I don’t play that game”
“So does the new you come with instructions?” Jess asked
“Shut up you idiot” Carmen laughed “Were both two completely different people now, but one thing hasn’t changed”
“What?”
“How strongly we feel for each other” Carmen said “I love you more than anything in this planet and I don’t care who knows it”
“Good because I don’t intend to hide it” Jess smiled