Nothings the matter. And smiles

Something is because you’re looking at me like I have never seen you look at me before.

Bette smiles then biting the inside of her jaw and thinks you’re scaring her dumbass get on with it.

I was wanting to talk with you but first can I have your hand ?

Tina says sure and reaches her left hand out.

Bette says I need to borrow a finger for a moment, Tina was going to say something naughty back about want she might want to do with her finger but held the comment to herself because Bette seem to be in a different mindset than she had been the whole time they have been there.

Bette pulls a string from her hand and loops the end gentle around the tip of Tina’s ring finger. Tina is baffled at this not sure what the heck Bette was up to. Bette pulls the string gently taught. Looking into Tina’s eyes.

Tina, I… her voice is shaky …taking a deep breath…I have been with a lot of women in my life time, from the west coast to the east coast and a few in between. I’m not proud of that. I have probably  hurt a few of them, by the way I treated them. Tina’s thinking Oh God she’s going to tell me some big confession something she’s not told me about yet. I feel sick.

I was searching for something not really knowing what. I just knew I was needing something to fill this big hole in my life, my heart…I didn’t know what that was till that first day I set eyes on you. You blew me away with just that first look.

Tina is confused now what is she getting at, I verbally abused her those first few day.

Bette continues to say, I came in there to do my regular sweet talking dripping sex all over you that you couldn’t resist The Porter egotistic charm that all the other women had fallen for before you….. But you didn’t fall for it one bit….. By the second day you had gathered your thoughts and let me have it. You put me in my place and opened my eyes to so many things that day. First that I was a big ass and I was disrespecting you as a woman for that I am truly sorry.  Then that I was a large child that had refused to grow up all the way. I wanted my toys and I wanted them now.