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    It Was Suppose to be Special – (Chapter: Four)

    Story written on May 23, 2007 by 20sonfan07.
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    Being with Ashley right now, makes me feel really good. I was at ease for a few moments just being with her. Though walking into the hospital, I get this really eerie feeling, things just don’t seem right. I was wishing I didn’t have to come back in.

     

    Ashley stayed about a foot away as I walked to my family. They were all looking at me as I approached them. My mom and dad had both been crying again and Glen was no where to be seen.

     

    “What…happened?” knowing in my heart what happened.

     

    My mom stood up and hugged me tight. “I’m sorry sweetie…” sobs escaped her mouth again.

     

    As if I hadn’t cried enough. I cried again and I couldn’t stop. My brother is dead and I feel so helpless. I cry hard into my mother’s chest and feel another embrace as I’m falling to the floor. It’s my dad and this time he’s not hiding his tears. We’re all on the floor now crouched together wishing and praying in silence that Clay was still here with us.

     

    What are we going to do? How the hell do we get through this? Why us? Why Clay? Why? All that is going through my mind is why. My questions may never be answered and that’s what scares me.

    God, I miss my brother.

     

    As our tears subside I sit up on the floor. Shaking my head and wishing for a miracle that he would just wake up.

     

    “Where’s…Glen?” is all I manage to get out in a whisper and through my raspy voice.

     

    “He’s in with Clay…”

     

    I stand up quickly. “I want to be with my brothers…can I go in?…Please?” I look at them both.

     

    My mother nods as she leads me to the double doors, through the hallway. My mind is racing and I’m scared to death of what I may see of my brother of how he may look. I’m never going to be able to see him smile again. That smile that I’ve held on to every time I needed reassurance that things would be okay. It won’t be there anymore.

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    2. great job, this is exactly what i would want to happen in season 3, no i dont want any one to die, but this seems like this is the thing that would happen, and since clay is leaving the show it makes sence that he dies, and i love it how ur not rushing into the relationship thing compared to how im thinking theyre going to be screaming there head off in the first episode lol.. anyway PMS

    4. great job, this is exactly what i would want to happen in season 3, no i dont want any one to die, but this seems like this is the thing that would happen, and since clay is leaving the show it makes sence that he dies, and i love it how ur not rushing into the relationship thing compared to how im thinking theyre going to be screaming there head off in the first episode lol.. anyway PMS

    5. Oh man…Clay died….I really liked this update…it was a steady pace throughout the whole thing…not a single thing felt like it was rushed…I am also glad that Spencer and Ashley didn’t talk about their relationship because that would have benn rude during Clay’s services…But I feel like their is still hope for them…Awesome Update…can’t wait to read more..PMS

    6. Oh man…Clay died….I really liked this update…it was a steady pace throughout the whole thing…not a single thing felt like it was rushed…I am also glad that Spencer and Ashley didn’t talk about their relationship because that would have benn rude during Clay’s services…But I feel like their is still hope for them…Awesome Update…can’t wait to read more..PMS

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