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    Growing Up – (Chapter: Daylight)

    Story written on September 23, 2006 by caseygurl.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=12355
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    I see it.

                I just hope that one day our hearts’ feel the comfort of being exactly where they want to be.  My final thoughts are dissolved into the deep sleep that consumes my exhausted body, with promises of sweet and hopeful dreams.

     

                Inhaling deeply, a smile spreads leisurely across my face, as I breathe in the smell that immediately reminds me that I am in the presence of Spencer.  The soft raspberry emanates from her hair, which lies in a blonde tangle on the pillow before me.  The sunlight cascading through the window catches in her highlights, creating an angelic glow.  Even with my arm draped over her midsection, there is still space between us and I instinctively pull her body into mine, nestling my face into her neck, allowing myself to feel every inch of her.  A quiet moan escapes her lips with the contact and her head naturally pushes toward me as she gently stretches, opening her neck to me.  Seizing the opportunity, I press tender kisses into her flesh, drawing her away from her dreams and into the reality of the moment.  Holding her eyes closed she savors my touch, altering her breathing as the sensation of my lips on her bare skin begins to take over.

     

                Laying here, my arms wrapped around her, kissing her, feeling the warmth of her body, a sense of rightness saturates into my soul.  Being with her seems so natural, so perfect that I do not want to accept the fact that she will be leaving tomorrow.  Her touch makes me forget that her life is not here with me but that is a reality I will have to face.  No matter how incredible last night may have been, it will not change the fact that fate has driven us miles and miles apart.

     

                I release her body and roll lifelessly onto my back, accepting the heartbreaking defeat.  She groans in displeasure and arcs her neck over her shoulder to locate my whereabouts.  My eyes glaze over as they transfix themselves on the ceiling that I absentmindedly realize has changed color since the last time I laid here.  The cotton white has now been replaced with a particularly odd shade of yellow, one that is too light to actually be considered yellow, but too pigmented to be considered white.  I chastise myself momentarily for concerning myself with such trivial details when there are greater issues at hand.

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    1. WOOHOOOO!!! Brilliant as usual!! I could feel the relief of both Spence and Ash when they moved on to lighter subjects, and could once again feel their connection without fear…but reality bites hard at times…it will be interesting to see how they navigate through these troubled waters. I have faith in their connection!! They’ll figure it out :-) But only Caseygurl knows!! PMS!!!

    3. I can’t believe i missed this. I can’t believe I missed you. Probably because i only started posting after you stopped. So I went back and read all of this fic from start to finish, and… You are the undisputed champion of fan fic. Bannerman will kill me for saying that but I don’t care. I now have to go read memories. All I can say is.. Uh wimple ooblfrat. Because, i’m kinda speechless. Yes this is a long comment from someone who’s speechless but if i can get my fic to be one third as good as yours, i’ll be happy.

    5. Ok, so i’m a lurker, granted. But reading all your fic gave me something to do on a rainy Sunday. So AFTER i commented, i went and read all of Memories. I am now fundamentally in awe of you. If by some chance you happen to read any of my stuff, would you mind leaving a comment? A real honest to god critique, cos i’d take it very seriously. You’re such an amazing writer, and lets face it, no one ever says anything bad on these boards. Wish they would, it would make our writing better.

    7. I’m tempted to quit my job and travel for a while but I know that I won’t do it… It’s so great to have you back! So, does Spencer regret about what happened? please don’t let her be!

    8. A classic Caseygurl ending…so is her regret for last night with Ashley…for having to leave Ashley…for being happy with Jesse…I sit and wonder. I was starting to get worried that something might have happened to you during your travels…glad to here you has such a tremendous summer….you did exactly what you should have done…your twenties are meant for self exploration before you settle in to the rest of your life :) You must have made wonderful memories :) Well you are not rusty at all….such a natural writer. And thank you oby for making you take time to write…we all appreciate it very much. Please make the time to write…your writing is such a pleasure for so many of us to read. PMS and Welcome Back…you were missed :)

    9. OMG UR BACK!!! YAAAAY YOUR BACK!!!! your my fav writer this is my fav fic i was almost goin to lose hope but you came back im so happy your back lololol now im super happy u made my damn day and i cant wait till your next post till then i shall re-read this entry n re-read memories lolol

    10. Oh dear. See, after a while I just stopped checking for updates believing the “truth” to be that you’d left us to figure out what happens next. My imagination sucks and as a result, I took up gardening and finished my postgrad degree… THANK THE GODS YOU’VE COME BACK TO US! I randomly checked and here were new posts.. 2 of them.. and THANK YOU! I haven’t completlely given up on reading fanfic.. but I love the way you write and so without you (and goaskalice) posting regularly, there has been a void in SON FF.Welcome back.. and thank you for making me yell at my computer, once more!

    11. WOOHOOOO!!! Brilliant as usual!! I could feel the relief of both Spence and Ash when they moved on to lighter subjects, and could once again feel their connection without fear…but reality bites hard at times…it will be interesting to see how they navigate through these troubled waters. I have faith in their connection!! They’ll figure it out :-) But only Caseygurl knows!! PMS!!!

    13. I can’t believe i missed this. I can’t believe I missed you. Probably because i only started posting after you stopped. So I went back and read all of this fic from start to finish, and… You are the undisputed champion of fan fic. Bannerman will kill me for saying that but I don’t care. I now have to go read memories. All I can say is.. Uh wimple ooblfrat. Because, i’m kinda speechless. Yes this is a long comment from someone who’s speechless but if i can get my fic to be one third as good as yours, i’ll be happy.

    15. Ok, so i’m a lurker, granted. But reading all your fic gave me something to do on a rainy Sunday. So AFTER i commented, i went and read all of Memories. I am now fundamentally in awe of you. If by some chance you happen to read any of my stuff, would you mind leaving a comment? A real honest to god critique, cos i’d take it very seriously. You’re such an amazing writer, and lets face it, no one ever says anything bad on these boards. Wish they would, it would make our writing better.

    17. I’m tempted to quit my job and travel for a while but I know that I won’t do it… It’s so great to have you back! So, does Spencer regret about what happened? please don’t let her be!

    18. A classic Caseygurl ending…so is her regret for last night with Ashley…for having to leave Ashley…for being happy with Jesse…I sit and wonder. I was starting to get worried that something might have happened to you during your travels…glad to here you has such a tremendous summer….you did exactly what you should have done…your twenties are meant for self exploration before you settle in to the rest of your life :) You must have made wonderful memories :) Well you are not rusty at all….such a natural writer. And thank you oby for making you take time to write…we all appreciate it very much. Please make the time to write…your writing is such a pleasure for so many of us to read. PMS and Welcome Back…you were missed :)

    19. OMG UR BACK!!! YAAAAY YOUR BACK!!!! your my fav writer this is my fav fic i was almost goin to lose hope but you came back im so happy your back lololol now im super happy u made my damn day and i cant wait till your next post till then i shall re-read this entry n re-read memories lolol

    20. Oh dear. See, after a while I just stopped checking for updates believing the “truth” to be that you’d left us to figure out what happens next. My imagination sucks and as a result, I took up gardening and finished my postgrad degree… THANK THE GODS YOU’VE COME BACK TO US! I randomly checked and here were new posts.. 2 of them.. and THANK YOU! I haven’t completlely given up on reading fanfic.. but I love the way you write and so without you (and goaskalice) posting regularly, there has been a void in SON FF.Welcome back.. and thank you for making me yell at my computer, once more!

    21. Welcome back my love! I think I speak for everyone when I say, “WE’VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!” This site just wasn’t the same without your kick arse stories! I’m glad you had fun this past summer…I’m truly sorry to hear about Casey girl. I know you said this past summer was tough, but I’m glad you made it through in the end. Loved the chapter, as always. Jesse…why did she have to come up…*sigh*…can’t wait to read the next chapter. Take care babe!

    22. Welcome back my love! I think I speak for everyone when I say, “WE’VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!” This site just wasn’t the same without your kick arse stories! I’m glad you had fun this past summer…I’m truly sorry to hear about Casey girl. I know you said this past summer was tough, but I’m glad you made it through in the end. Loved the chapter, as always. Jesse…why did she have to come up…*sigh*…can’t wait to read the next chapter. Take care babe!

    23. whoa whoa whoah!!! where have you been??? i thought u died or somethintg….i freakin missed your story so much!!! ahhh so happy to hear from you again! great great GREAT update, keep it up! maybe update sooner???

    24. whoa whoa whoah!!! where have you been??? i thought u died or somethintg….i freakin missed your story so much!!! ahhh so happy to hear from you again! great great GREAT update, keep it up! maybe update sooner???

    25. Alright…alright…alright…alright. Look at you, you’re back. I almost had a stroke when I looked in that adorable latest fan fiction postings box and saw “Memories.” “It must be some kind of mistake,” I say to myself, but no…here you are. I’m ecstatic to see that you’e back. Ecstatic. Great chapter as usual. You’re still the only one who can pull off writing that much angst into a teen show on Noggin :) I love it. SO, SO, SO happy to see you back. I’m forgetting something…oh yes, I remember. I hate Jesse.

    26. Alright…alright…alright…alright. Look at you, you’re back. I almost had a stroke when I looked in that adorable latest fan fiction postings box and saw “Memories.” “It must be some kind of mistake,” I say to myself, but no…here you are. I’m ecstatic to see that you’e back. Ecstatic. Great chapter as usual. You’re still the only one who can pull off writing that much angst into a teen show on Noggin :) I love it. SO, SO, SO happy to see you back. I’m forgetting something…oh yes, I remember. I hate Jesse.

    29. caseygurl-I am relatively new to this site, but let me tell ya, I LOVE it so far. In the past two days I have read all of Memories and what you have so far of Growing Up. You are unbelieveably talented. I spend every spare second of my time on this site, (yes, I have no life) and you and bykozmicblues are what keeps me running to the computer when I come home. Thanks for writing, I can really relate to what these girls are going through!

    30. caseygurl-I am relatively new to this site, but let me tell ya, I LOVE it so far. In the past two days I have read all of Memories and what you have so far of Growing Up. You are unbelieveably talented. I spend every spare second of my time on this site, (yes, I have no life) and you and bykozmicblues are what keeps me running to the computer when I come home. Thanks for writing, I can really relate to what these girls are going through!

    31. OMG! How could I not have seen this!?! YOUR BACK! Thank the heavens above! This story is amazing! And of course you have to leave us with one word…Regret! Wonderful I tell ya! You can clomle44 love to kill me don’t you!!?! ;-) I beg of you to post more! I’m on my hands and knees here! If its money you want…I have a couple dimes! :-D

    32. OMG! How could I not have seen this!?! YOUR BACK! Thank the heavens above! This story is amazing! And of course you have to leave us with one word…Regret! Wonderful I tell ya! You can clomle44 love to kill me don’t you!!?! ;-) I beg of you to post more! I’m on my hands and knees here! If its money you want…I have a couple dimes! :-D

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