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    Best For Me – (Chapter: The things I wish I didn’t know)

    Story written on October 13, 2006 by clomle44.
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    Spencer pulled her car up to Ashley’s and turned the motor off. The quiet Wednesday night hummed lightly and she could smell frost on the air. She’d seen the musician just hours before at the community centre when she’d gone to pick up Elly. Her daughter looked like an experiment in finger painting gone wrong, and was covered in all the colours of the rainbow. Even Spencer hadn’t been able to stop from bursting out laughing, and she’d heard a stifled giggle behind her as the music class emerged. Turning, she’d caught Ashley’s eye, and they’d laughed together. Just a few hours and here she was again. And why?

     

    Because of the way she’d felt when that laughter ran through her. Because of the way her hand had burnt when their fingers had brushed as Ashley had passed her the details of Friday night. Because of the way she’d woken up every night this week dreaming of the brunette beauty. Because it had to stop.

     

    Spencer got out of the car and crossed the road. She felt like two people were playing tug-o-war and she was the rope. Part of her was dragging backwards, unwilling to confront Ashley and her own feelings. Telling her to go back to the car and keep pretending that the things she was feeling weren’t real. The other part was dragging her forwards, telling her that she had to stop this now. For the sake of her marriage, and her child, and her sanity. That bit won.

     

    Spencer took a deep breath and knocked on the door. She waited and waited, and when no one came, she thought she may have won a reprieve. She was about to turn around and leave when the door opened. Spencer took an involuntary step backwards and nearly fell down the stairs.

     

    “Oh sorry, I was just… I thought… I…” taking a deep breath and steadying herself she got her thoughts into order. “Is Ashley home?”.

     

    The woman who opened the door was good looking. Very good looking. She was tanned, fit and had straight auburn hair that framed a perfect face. She was staring at Spencer with a curious raise of her brow and making the blonde feel about three inches tall.

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    2. I knew it. I knew Ash would have a girlfriend. I cry for Spencer *Sniffle* *Sniffle*. You better fix it or my house will be flooded in tears. I’ll have to row a boat to get to the kitchen where I can get ice cream to take back to my room and cry again. PMS as these one page updates are killing me!

    3. WTF! NO NO NO!!!! They just got through making out like 2 or 3 chapters ago(wow, that sounds weird) and now ashley has this long lost girlfriends answering her door??? DANG IT!!!!!! !!!!!!!! !!!!! lol still good. PMS

    4. Well you have managed to do the inevitable!! I am such a Ash fan..why i dunno..but you have managed to break me of that and turn me to the good side!!! I have been there for Ash alot! when even she was in the wrong!! this time though is completely different!!! You really have out done it now!! How’d ya do it anyway? I wanna know..OoO i kno, u went to some subliminal messgae course and you put it to use!! I must build my mind strong!! To resist!! Awesome post!! =) PMS, please that is!

    5. today’s posts are brought to you by the letter i and the word reprieve. yes, i so completely love the movement of this story so many different layers not enough time. so true so so true. get outta florida mane get out of the FLA. come to georgia, we’ll give you some sweet tea and pecan pie. maybe even take you mudbogging

    6. And this is why your my favorite writer on here…good heavens! When you promise you certainly…argh! Dramarama is right! I’m already starting to dislike Liv! Good work! Keep going, me loves it! Ok so my next bribe involves Hershey Kisses and a Cinnamon Roll…! Nothing like a nice sugar buzz to help you write hehe

    7. aw….im really sad and depressed now…well i read this before 28 days, so maybe that will go cheer me up?? well im majorly cheered anyways befcause you posted both and you are my hero! love ya!

    8. “She felt like two people were playing tug-o-war and she was the rope.” Great line. Ashley with a girlfriend…nice and Spencer’s reaction so believeable. I’m not very curious about Liv and Ashley…I really like how ash was all like “yep,not interupting anything…” That made me smile…maybe things are not so good between Ash and Liv?

    10. I knew it. I knew Ash would have a girlfriend. I cry for Spencer *Sniffle* *Sniffle*. You better fix it or my house will be flooded in tears. I’ll have to row a boat to get to the kitchen where I can get ice cream to take back to my room and cry again. PMS as these one page updates are killing me!

    11. WTF! NO NO NO!!!! They just got through making out like 2 or 3 chapters ago(wow, that sounds weird) and now ashley has this long lost girlfriends answering her door??? DANG IT!!!!!! !!!!!!!! !!!!! lol still good. PMS

    12. Well you have managed to do the inevitable!! I am such a Ash fan..why i dunno..but you have managed to break me of that and turn me to the good side!!! I have been there for Ash alot! when even she was in the wrong!! this time though is completely different!!! You really have out done it now!! How’d ya do it anyway? I wanna know..OoO i kno, u went to some subliminal messgae course and you put it to use!! I must build my mind strong!! To resist!! Awesome post!! =) PMS, please that is!

    13. today’s posts are brought to you by the letter i and the word reprieve. yes, i so completely love the movement of this story so many different layers not enough time. so true so so true. get outta florida mane get out of the FLA. come to georgia, we’ll give you some sweet tea and pecan pie. maybe even take you mudbogging

    14. And this is why your my favorite writer on here…good heavens! When you promise you certainly…argh! Dramarama is right! I’m already starting to dislike Liv! Good work! Keep going, me loves it! Ok so my next bribe involves Hershey Kisses and a Cinnamon Roll…! Nothing like a nice sugar buzz to help you write hehe

    15. aw….im really sad and depressed now…well i read this before 28 days, so maybe that will go cheer me up?? well im majorly cheered anyways befcause you posted both and you are my hero! love ya!

    16. “She felt like two people were playing tug-o-war and she was the rope.” Great line. Ashley with a girlfriend…nice and Spencer’s reaction so believeable. I’m not very curious about Liv and Ashley…I really like how ash was all like “yep,not interupting anything…” That made me smile…maybe things are not so good between Ash and Liv?

    21. Oy! Dramarama! I knew Ashley had a girlfriend. How could she not?! Oh, good luck with the gators. I sent Jesus out. He’ll help you walk across the swamp. No need for golashes after all. He might just part the water for you, though. But then you’d have to walk in mud. Hmmm. No, he’ll probably just walk you across. Anways. DAMN you and your story. After wasting early morning work time, you make me waste more! You better post more of this story soon. No more hiatuses for you. Did I spell hiatus right? And is that the proper plural? Hiati? Damn, I need a freaking beta just to get my comments right. Pathetic.

    22. Oy! Dramarama! I knew Ashley had a girlfriend. How could she not?! Oh, good luck with the gators. I sent Jesus out. He’ll help you walk across the swamp. No need for golashes after all. He might just part the water for you, though. But then you’d have to walk in mud. Hmmm. No, he’ll probably just walk you across. Anways. DAMN you and your story. After wasting early morning work time, you make me waste more! You better post more of this story soon. No more hiatuses for you. Did I spell hiatus right? And is that the proper plural? Hiati? Damn, I need a freaking beta just to get my comments right. Pathetic.

    23. Awwww…that made me sad inside. Poor Spence must feel soooo lame and inferior and unattractive right now. Damn. This fic is great because I find it utterly believeable and credible. I like how you use Ash’s character to flush out Spencer’s. Spence is going to need to work hard to pull herself out of this depression.:)

    24. Awwww…that made me sad inside. Poor Spence must feel soooo lame and inferior and unattractive right now. Damn. This fic is great because I find it utterly believeable and credible. I like how you use Ash’s character to flush out Spencer’s. Spence is going to need to work hard to pull herself out of this depression.:)

    25. ah, my heart would surely break for Spence if it weren’t for the fact I know you’ll fix this little mess… at least I hope you have time to before the alligators eat you, or I’ll be forever disappointed! I find the best way to deal with Alligators is to try to distact them – do you know of any magic tricks? I’ve found them to be very useful in the past ;-) oh, and I taught Jesus everything he knows – walking on water is a cinch!

    26. ah, my heart would surely break for Spence if it weren’t for the fact I know you’ll fix this little mess… at least I hope you have time to before the alligators eat you, or I’ll be forever disappointed! I find the best way to deal with Alligators is to try to distact them – do you know of any magic tricks? I’ve found them to be very useful in the past ;-) oh, and I taught Jesus everything he knows – walking on water is a cinch!

    29. WOW. THIS WAS MY FAVORITE CHAPTER. WHO IS THAT OILIVA BITCH? WHERE DID SHE COME FROM? ASHLEY DIDN’T EVEN MENTION HER. ATLEAST SPENCER TOLD HER SHE WAS MARRIED. I FELT BAD FOR SPENCER WHILE SHE WAS STANDING IN ASH’S PLACE WITH HER GF LOOKING AT HER. I KNOW THAT MADE HER FEEL LIKE SHIT. POOR BABY. THAT’S WHY SHE NEEDS TO TELL HER HUSBAND TO FUCK OFF.

    30. WOW. THIS WAS MY FAVORITE CHAPTER. WHO IS THAT OILIVA BITCH? WHERE DID SHE COME FROM? ASHLEY DIDN’T EVEN MENTION HER. ATLEAST SPENCER TOLD HER SHE WAS MARRIED. I FELT BAD FOR SPENCER WHILE SHE WAS STANDING IN ASH’S PLACE WITH HER GF LOOKING AT HER. I KNOW THAT MADE HER FEEL LIKE SHIT. POOR BABY. THAT’S WHY SHE NEEDS TO TELL HER HUSBAND TO FUCK OFF.

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