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Best For Me – (Chapter: The truth is out there)
Spencer opened the door to her quiet, darkened house with her heartbeat echoing in her ears. It was a cool night outside but her skin was covered in a sheen of light moisture and her palpitations were making her edgy. Every small sound made her jump and her pupils were dilated in confusion and fear. All she could feel and all she could think about were the lips of Ashley pressed desperately up against hers. She could still imagine the curve of the other girls body pressed into her own, and she wanted it back again. Closing the front door of her house she leaned back against it. She could imagine Ashley here, pressing her into it, sliding to the floor.
God she had to stop. This was insane. This was cheating and this was an affair. She was cheating on Gray. Oh my god.
Shaking she dropped her bag onto the dining room table and went to the kitchen, pouring herself a glass of water and dropping ice cubes in it, as though she could cool down just by drinking. It didn’t work and her shakes intensified as the moon shone through the window, casting silvery light all over her. Trembling she moved to the cabinet in the living room, rifling through it with as much silence as she could muster, pulling out Gray’s whiskey. Moving back to the kitchen she poured herself a stiff drink and downed it in one go. The burning liquid slid down her throat and made her eyes water. Gulping, she poured herself another and slid to the floor, cradling the glass to her chest and feeling the tears begin to gather. Slumped on the kitchen tiles she hugged herself to the corner and sobbed, letting the fear and the emotion pour out of her in a torrent of salty tears and guilty recrimination.
It was morning when she finally rose. Her face stiff from the tears and her body stiff from the position she’d occupied all night, she put the whiskey away and poured what remained in her glass down the sink. The sun was coming through the window as it rose, heralding the dawning of a new day and for Spencer, the dawning of a whole new lie: her life.
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sonXluffer says
ooooo. DRAMA. She needs to divorce that jerk and get with ashley. YEAH! And then her daughter Elly can live with the Spash-est couple ever and they would all get along. PMS
bannerman says
like Goober, I too reckon that Gray’s having an affair. Wouldn’t it be vair vair amusant if it was with Ashley. not. Love the story Clom, despite the fact you’re obviously completely nuts! keep up the battle, for I admire your courage, determination and total insanity! hurrah! oh, and I was going to write something immensely amsuing as a response, but then my mate dragged me to the gym and I think the endorphins have killed my brain cells – I think it explains the intelligence (or lack thereof) of bodybuilders. I hope a big I LOVE YOU suffices, lol.
smile_sadly says
ok that was totaly intense…gosh, only certain people can make posts that intense that dont have ash adn spence togethre…just the mere thought…hmmm…great job! post more soon!
trsim says
Yay for Spencer finally realizing what she wants! Awesome post.
sonXluffer says
ooooo. DRAMA. She needs to divorce that jerk and get with ashley. YEAH! And then her daughter Elly can live with the Spash-est couple ever and they would all get along. PMS
bannerman says
like Goober, I too reckon that Gray’s having an affair. Wouldn’t it be vair vair amusant if it was with Ashley. not. Love the story Clom, despite the fact you’re obviously completely nuts! keep up the battle, for I admire your courage, determination and total insanity! hurrah! oh, and I was going to write something immensely amsuing as a response, but then my mate dragged me to the gym and I think the endorphins have killed my brain cells – I think it explains the intelligence (or lack thereof) of bodybuilders. I hope a big I LOVE YOU suffices, lol.
smile_sadly says
ok that was totaly intense…gosh, only certain people can make posts that intense that dont have ash adn spence togethre…just the mere thought…hmmm…great job! post more soon!
trsim says
Yay for Spencer finally realizing what she wants! Awesome post.
1trinity6 says
ok come on you cant leave it here…..cant you post more today?? please
1trinity6 says
ok come on you cant leave it here…..cant you post more today?? please
gifted says
wooooo… back from my vacation and I find 3 new posts to this story, can someone say yayness? Methinks Gray be cheating on Spencer, thus making it ok in my mind for Spencer to have fun with Ashley… the girl needs some lovin’ of the Davies kind in her life. Great update, I’m curious as to where this is going, post more when you can :D
gifted says
wooooo… back from my vacation and I find 3 new posts to this story, can someone say yayness? Methinks Gray be cheating on Spencer, thus making it ok in my mind for Spencer to have fun with Ashley… the girl needs some lovin’ of the Davies kind in her life. Great update, I’m curious as to where this is going, post more when you can :D
ngasi_lei says
that was an excellent post. glad to see spence, vomit out her emotions. even though she didnt really vomit out what she’s really thinking. doubt Paula could handle that though. And i could totally feel the love traveling from Oz. (or do you perfer Aus?) And speaking of Oz. there’s no need for you to be jealous of me in HI when your there!!! thanks for your comments, they make my day. its great to get positive feed back from such an amazing writer.
ngasi_lei says
that was an excellent post. glad to see spence, vomit out her emotions. even though she didnt really vomit out what she’s really thinking. doubt Paula could handle that though. And i could totally feel the love traveling from Oz. (or do you perfer Aus?) And speaking of Oz. there’s no need for you to be jealous of me in HI when your there!!! thanks for your comments, they make my day. its great to get positive feed back from such an amazing writer.
hdgallant says
Wow spencer told her mom off good for her. I say she gets rid of gray and get it on with ashley.
hdgallant says
Wow spencer told her mom off good for her. I say she gets rid of gray and get it on with ashley.
ngasi_lei says
that was an excellent post. glad to see spence, vomit out her emotions. even though she didnt really vomit out what she’s really thinking. doubt Paula could handle that though. And i could totally feel the love traveling from Oz. (or do you perfer Aus?) And speaking of Oz. there’s no need for you to be jealous of me in HI when your there!!! thanks for your comments, they make my day. its great to get positive feed back from such an amazing writer.
ngasi_lei says
that was an excellent post. glad to see spence, vomit out her emotions. even though she didnt really vomit out what she’s really thinking. doubt Paula could handle that though. And i could totally feel the love traveling from Oz. (or do you perfer Aus?) And speaking of Oz. there’s no need for you to be jealous of me in HI when your there!!! thanks for your comments, they make my day. its great to get positive feed back from such an amazing writer.
Sweet_confusion says
oh my….i love it. everything about this story. from elly who i can imagine. to our fav not quite a couple. and i hate gray. haha well not hate but i would like to smack him. *sighs* i dont want to go to school. dont make me, i rather stay here. :[ but alas i love you and your story..so i’ll go and hope there is another installment when i get home to cheer me up and scary my headache away :]
Sweet_confusion says
oh my….i love it. everything about this story. from elly who i can imagine. to our fav not quite a couple. and i hate gray. haha well not hate but i would like to smack him. *sighs* i dont want to go to school. dont make me, i rather stay here. :[ but alas i love you and your story..so i’ll go and hope there is another installment when i get home to cheer me up and scary my headache away :]
goober says
Oh, great Clomle. Despite your world travels you still manage to create a killer story that keeps getting better and better. I love your portrayal of Spencer’s inner turmoil. I think Gray’s having an affair, too, and hopefully it’ll all be revealed sooner rather than later, so we can get on with the Spashley loving. Just kidding. I love the pace and the struggle through painful realizations. If they just fell into each other’s arms, it’d be unrealistic and trite. Keep it going exactly how it’s going now! And a veritable ARMY of steel rabbits are on their way. I ask again, does that earn a double post soon? Come on, fellow commentors. Harrass Clomle until we get a two-for-one!
goober says
Oh, great Clomle. Despite your world travels you still manage to create a killer story that keeps getting better and better. I love your portrayal of Spencer’s inner turmoil. I think Gray’s having an affair, too, and hopefully it’ll all be revealed sooner rather than later, so we can get on with the Spashley loving. Just kidding. I love the pace and the struggle through painful realizations. If they just fell into each other’s arms, it’d be unrealistic and trite. Keep it going exactly how it’s going now! And a veritable ARMY of steel rabbits are on their way. I ask again, does that earn a double post soon? Come on, fellow commentors. Harrass Clomle until we get a two-for-one!
cantiemedown says
ok so yea…. omg waiting for that.. and yea i agree with gifted on the gray thing… i think hes cheating. but idk im thinking that still doesnt give spence the go-ahead. but yano that coming form someone in love.. and someone whos been cheted on.. it sux, nobody deserves it.
cantiemedown says
ok so yea…. omg waiting for that.. and yea i agree with gifted on the gray thing… i think hes cheating. but idk im thinking that still doesnt give spence the go-ahead. but yano that coming form someone in love.. and someone whos been cheted on.. it sux, nobody deserves it.
tylo says
just got all caught up pms
tylo says
just got all caught up pms